Chapter 123: I've changed drastically
After I said that Yan Zhiyuan found me yesterday, Angel's expression changed from initial anger to surprise, and finally uneasy. I understood that this incident meant that a bombshell was detonated for me and Angel.
I smoked, Angel was silent, and the atmosphere was so serious that it could turn into ice at any time.
"What did he say to you?" Angel asked me a long time later.
"You should have imagined it!"
Angel nodded and looked at me with a look of guilt. We were finally less tense.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"This matter should not be told through my mouth. I don't want to affect your objective judgment. Like you, I also hope that your feelings for me will not be mixed with any impurities. This is the premise for whether you can be together."
Angel was silent.
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"Let's stop arguing anymore, let each other calm down and make the most loyal choice. Don't leave any regrets to yourself or the third party, okay?" I put my hands on Angel's shoulder and said sincerely.
"Is your promise to be together shaken just because of Yan Zhiyuan's appearance?" An Qi asked at me with tears in her eyes.
"I was not shaken. You never said to me even a word: I don't love Yan Zhiyuan anymore... I just want to give you the greatest understanding. I understand what he means to you." My tone was calm without any emotion.
"I've already told him clearly in France..."
I shook my head and interrupted Angel: "Nothing is important... What matters is whether you still love him. If you can make a choice with determination, no matter what he intends to do to me, I will not take it seriously. I am still loyal to: being together, a lifelong commitment."
"I understand."
"Well, I'll give you time... Remember, you must be the most loyal to your choice. If we get married, I won't and can't give you such a chance."
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This night, I believed that I and An Qi dreamed in the same bed. We were both troubled by the same emotion, and I finally had the opportunity to completely reflect on my love before facing marriage.
The women who once had a relationship with me flashed in my mind one by one.
Zuo Lan: Let me sympathize and blame myself.
Lin Xi: I am happy for her current love.
Wang Mengmeng: I wish her happiness!
Mo Han:...I still feel heartbroken.
Shen Man:... Maybe she is really just my senior sister.
I can't give my own answer, and I even resent that I have so many messy experiences. I don't want to be a love saint, nor do I want to be a fraternity. Every woman who has a romantic relationship with me thinks that I am the last woman in my life, looking forward to growing old together, but I can't hold it or hold it!......A series of emotional experiences, in addition to heartache, are the memories that gradually become mottled in heartache.
And every woman who has hurt me is forgiven, relieved, and blessed in my heartache. Why is God still unwilling to give me a quiet and stable love? Why?
For An Qi, if it were in the past, even if he stabbed Yan Zhiyuan with him, I would not give in. But now I am scarred and all I want is a quiet, warm and happy love. So I would rather not act and let An Qi make the most loyal decision. Only in this way can we ensure that we will be together in peace and warm and happy in the future.
People must learn to stand at a high place to examine their love, because only by climbing high can you see far and see it at the end. This is what I realized after experiencing many loves.
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The next day I still got up early. After I finished washing up, Angel walked out of the room beyond my expectations. We didn't say hello like a couple: "Good morning..."
He asked at the same time without any tacit understanding: "Why are you getting up so early?"
I finally answered: "Make millet porridge for you..."
At the same time, Angel also answered: "Create breakfast for you..."
The two actions of not having a tacit understanding made Angel and I look at each other helplessly and smile again... Perhaps we also have a tacit understanding, because we still miss each other after the quarrel.
"I'll do it, you go and rest for a while. Anyway, I don't have to go to work, I'll just sleep later." Angel grabbed my hand and said to me.
I hugged her and stroked her messy hair. In addition to the fulfillment after the hug, I also felt a burst of bitterness in my heart. How great would it be if we could live like this without any disaster in the future!
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After leaving home, I went to the town. Today, Ye Huayi helped me find some fresh graduates with good quality and asked me to take an assessment, which can also be regarded as laying the foundation for the company's future talent training.
At 9:30 in the morning, I returned to the town and chose the interview location in the independent small office prepared for me later in the "Fatty Craft".
At about 9:45, Ye Huayi brought a group of students to my office. After the interview began, I maintained enough patience to communicate with every student.
During the communication process, I found that these students had good overall qualities, with their own independent ideas and creative thinking. After a round of communication, I made a preliminary judgment and had several good candidates in my mind to focus on training, so that they could serve as the backbone of the company in the future.
After the interview, Ye Huayi and I were having lunch at the "fatty stall", and the two started chatting.
Ye Huayi said to me: "Zhang Yixi, actually I really hope that your company can grow bigger. It will be a good candidate for our school in the future. It can solve the employment problems of some students. Those good friends don't have to go their separate ways and can fight in the same company... You know that it is really difficult for students to find employment today. If they have no social experience, they will inevitably hit walls again and again!"
I nodded and said, "I have a deep understanding of this... Although what you described is ideal, it is indeed the social responsibility of every conscientious entrepreneur."
"So you will definitely work hard for these children with dreams, right?" Ye Huayi looked at me with expectation after saying that.
I said seriously: "It is also my dream to help every aspiring young man with dreams realize his dreams... I hope their youth will take fewer detours and less pain."
Ye Huayi showed a bright smile on his face and said to me happily: "Then I thank you on behalf of my students!"
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While chatting with Ye Huayi, He Fei came to me from the kitchen and said, "Xiao Zhang finally hopes for you back."
I handed him a cigarette and asked, "Have you encountered a difficult situation?"
He Fei smacked his lips: "It's my little cousin's business, and his head has become very worried recently!"
I lit a cigarette and took a deep breath, and said, "Tell me."
He Fei moved a stool and sat down beside me, saying, "My little cousin is a village official from a village here. Last year, he volunteered to apply for a batch of funds from the town, saying that he wanted to develop the village's planting industry and developed two hills to allow villagers to plant dates and chestnuts to plant some messy mountain goods. The money was spent a lot of money, and the mountain goods also had harvests, but they just couldn't be sold... Now the villagers who invested the money have had a fight with him, and the leaders of the town put pressure on him again. Hey... Originally, he had the opportunity to work in the town, and the brat had to overestimate his ability to deal with these messy things... I guess the work transfer is ruined!!"
I smiled and said, "He also wants to lead the villagers to get rich, so the starting point is also good!"
He Fei nodded, but said helplessly: "That's the case, but I can't achieve results. Who can think about him... I don't think about this. You are so good at doing business. See if you can help him. Sell these mountain goods without asking for money. Just take back the money invested by the villagers!"
After He Fei finished speaking, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind... Since ancient times, government and business have not separated their families. Instead of relying on the powerful and humble, it is better to train them yourself!
In an instant, I was startled by my bold thoughts!......I took a sip of cigarettes, calmed down, and found that I had undergone drastic changes. The reason was the threat from Yan Zhiyuan and the oppression of the environment!
I have no choice when I am born as a vulnerable group. I have to make myself strong in order to protect my career and protect my friends from harm. Therefore, I must plant a big tree for myself to shelter from wind and rain.
Chapter completed!