After I finished speaking, Angel's mother looked at me with a look that seemed to pierce me, and said for a long time: "I see a shadow of a person in you."

My thinking became more sensitive while taking it out, and I instantly understood who she was talking about. Since she deliberately brought me to "Lijingxuan" for dinner and there was a shadow of someone on me, then this person is probably Anqi's father.

I asked in a low voice, "It's Angel's father, right?"

"You are a little clever, and this is very similar to him!" Angel's mother said to me in a complicated tone.

In this way, I finally understood why she looked repulsive to me. She had a failed marriage with Angel's father, but equated me with him, which was easy to understand.

I said to her sincerely: "Auntie, I ask you not to judge me based on the first image alone...I hope you can help Angel and me."

After I finished speaking, Angel's mother said with a smile that made me feel panicked: "Is it the first image?... Zhang Yixi, you have three ex-girlfriends, a senior sister in Japan, and a woman who used to work on a TV station. A man can have no career, but his character must be correct. I can't give Angel to you with confidence. I took the wrong path, let alone let her walk it again!"

I was speechless... I felt cold from the bottom of my heart. It turned out that she had investigated me a long time ago.

Seeing that I was speechless, she continued, "Anqi is my daughter, so I know very well. She does not really have feelings for you... She lacks fatherly love since she was a child, and you are very similar to her father in all aspects, so what she wants in you is not love, but just a comfort and considerate. Although she is strong in her career and does a good job, her feelings are still naive like a child, so I don't agree with her being with you."

There seemed to be a bolt from the blue above my head. I never thought that the love between Anqi and I was positioned like this. Perhaps she was right. Women who lacked fatherly love since childhood would move closer to their father when looking for their partner, but this does not mean that it is wrong to be together and unhappy!

After a long time, I finally asked, "Auntie, isn't considerate and comfort enough to support a love?"

"Yes, a mature love, with considerate and comfort as support, is indeed enough, but do you think you are mature enough and stable enough? Your love history is the most unacceptable to me..." Angel's mother looked at me coldly and said.

I fell into speechless again, and I had no way to refute that those unforgettable love experiences have become my fatal wound at this time.

"After I returned to China, Zhiyuan looked for me, and he told me everything about you, so my judgment on you is based on it. Compared to you, I hope she is with Zhiyuan, so as her mother, I ask you to let go."

I couldn't explain my emotions at this moment, it was Yan Zhiyuan again. It seemed that he had not just dismantled me in his career...

After a long time, I finally said, "Don't you know that he was divorced too? Why can you trust him but not me?"

"I've been divorced, but I'm living a comfortable life now. Zhiyuan was something I grew up watching. I know him very well. Although I'm not satisfied with his marriage experience, if I have to make a choice between you and him, I will definitely choose him. At least he is willing to divorce for Angel. This is already a kind of determination, and what I see from you is shaking."

.........

Angel walked towards us with a convenient bag in the other direction. She looked at me in silence, and then said to her mother: "Mom, I have bought the things... But, you should go back and live with us and see the house I have arranged."

Angel's mother ignored it and said to me who was standing aside, "Please help me take the things into the car and take me to the hotel."

I mechanically took the heavy convenience bag from Angel, and Angel finally chose to be silent, and an uneasy atmosphere lingers in our hearts.

......

After sending Anqi's mother to the hotel, Anqi also chose to accompany her in the hotel. I ended up being alone and driving towards my place to live.

Along the way, I was very worried. I knew that the only smoke that never leaves me was the falling loss that happened this night.

When I got home, I ignored the cold and didn't even turn on the heating and took a shower. Then I lay on the sofa as if I was dying, taking a sip of cigarettes and drinking wine.

I was sad, really sad. I seemed to feel that my love with Angel came to the edge of the cliff, and it only took some time to fall.

This is the fourth love I have ever experienced. I can't help but ask myself: What did I give Angel in this love, and what did I gain?"

......

I asked cigarettes and alcohol to accompany me, standing on the balcony, looking at the city that was gradually familiar to me, in the cold wind.

In the community, a black Magotan parked in the open-air parking lot. A young couple with talented and beautiful men walked out of the car. The woman hugged the baby. The man kissed the baby who seemed to be sleeping, and then kissed the woman, so the woman's face was filled with a happy smile.

A splendid fireworks suddenly flashed not far away. They stopped and snuggled up and looked up, and the most beautiful picture freezes in my eyes.

I put out the cigarette that I only smoked half, and held the beer can and looked at the fireworks brilliantly... but found that the sky was getting higher and higher, and my heart was getting smaller and smaller!

"When I wake up, I smile at people, forget everything in my dreams... I just sigh that it was too dark!" I looked at the brilliant sky and said softly.

"Tomorrow, will it be darker later?" I smiled bitterly, shook my head, and drank all the wine in the wine...

When I returned to the house, I didn't smoke or drink anymore. I just stared at the wine cabinet in the living room without any light, and gradually I was exhausted...

In a daze, I heard the sound of opening the door. I was so tired that I opened my eyes, and a faint fragrance stimulated my sense of smell.

"Why are you sleeping on the sofa?" A familiar voice sounded in my ears.

I finally opened my eyes, and Anqi stood in front of me with wet hair. She seemed to have just finished taking a shower, but she didn't have time to dry her hair.

"Sit down, you'll be sleepy when you sit down." I smiled and then sat up from the sofa.

Angel looked at me, but said nothing.

"Why are you back?"

"After taking a shower, I found that my mother was asleep, so I ran back secretly...I was worried about you..." Angel did not continue to say anything, but lowered her head, and I couldn't see her expression clearly.

"I'm fine." I responded, but my tone was stiff. No one could say warm words at this time.

"Why do you still drink so much wine?" Angel said, looking at the many beer cans on the coffee table.

"It's just beer, and it won't hurt people." I got up, put my hand on her shoulder and said, "Look at your wet hair, go and blow it dry, be careful of headaches tomorrow morning."

"You accompany me to the balcony, I like to dry it naturally." Angela pulled me to the balcony without waiting for me to answer.
Chapter completed!