It rained continuously for a day, and I was immersed in work and calmed down for a day. It was not until my assistant reminded me that it was time to get off work that I came back to my senses, opened the curtains behind me and looked at it. It was dark...the window

Tumorous raindrops kept falling on the eaves.

I put out the cigarette that had been burning halfway between my fingers after taking a few sips, and pulled the curtains on it. I didn't know how to place my homeless soul this night.

Looking at the cigarette butts that had been extinguished and struggling to rise out of the smoke, I seemed unwilling to accept it, and convinced myself to light a cigarette and make a cup of hot tea. I was confused while being slow and lost my mind in confusion.

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.........

At 6 p.m., I finally left the office. The rain still upset me.

I walked along the eaves towards the underground parking lot, but unexpectedly I found my parents and my aunt standing not far away. They looked at me, obviously waiting for me for a long time, and came prepared.

I didn't avoid it, nor could I avoid it, and came to them with heavy steps.

My father spoke sternly: "Why didn't you go home yesterday? The phone could not be reached?"

"I want to be alone."

"You are escaping... Why don't you cherish such a good girl in Qingyi? Do you know how anxious we parents are?"

"I didn't say she was bad." I responded negatively.

My mother pointed at me and looked excited: "You kid is so ignorant... you are just obsessed with ghosts."

My aunt pulled me: "Yixi, don't let my brother, my sister-in-law is anxious, hurry up and chase Qingyi back. Some girls missed it and disappeared. You and that Anqi are not the ones who can live together...

.....”

There were already people watching around me. I was upset and my tone couldn't help but feel anxious: "Let me go... How much do you know about her? Don't evaluate her subjectively in front of me. I've heard enough!

"I said as I shook my aunt away and grabbed my hand with great force. The force made my aunt stagger and fall to the ground.

My sudden attack made my aunt look at me in disbelief. I have never been so rough in the past twenty years we have been together.

The little aunt couldn't help but shed tears.

"Bastard..." My dad walked up to me in two steps, raised his hand and slapped heavily. I felt the pain in my heart, but my heart was even more uncomfortable.

"If you don't understand your family's good intentions, we will pretend that you have never given birth to you!" My father pointed at me angrily, and the family conflicts escalated to an irreconcilable level with his slap in the face.

I remained silent, but I was ready to speak out the three rebellious words "You can do".

The people around me became blurred and all the criticism was extremely harsh. I became more and more anxious and closer to the critical point that I could not control.

A person suddenly appeared in front of me, and she grabbed me... I was blurred for a long time and finally saw her clearly. It turned out to be Bai Jing. We were working in the same building. She just got off work and happened to see this.

In a scene, she whispered to me: "Calm down, calm down..."

"Zhang Yixi, you made it clear to me today. Are you going or not?" My dad did not give up and continued to put heavy pressure on me.

I could feel my eyes were already starting to be congested, and I was unwilling to endure it for a moment. I could never take it back after a thought erupted. I was hysterical: "...I won't go, what do you want to do, whatever you want!"

After turning around and pushing away the crowd in front of him, he left without looking back.

.........

I feel more and more that I am living like a joke, and when pain comes over and over again, I just want to be hysterical.

I drove the car and plunged into the bar. At this moment, I needed a drunkenness to exchange for a night of purity.

I ordered the strongest wine, drank it all in one go, and drank another glass without giving myself a little bit of space.

"Zhang Yixi, can drinking alcohol solve the problem?...Drink less." Bai Jing snatched the cup from me. She was worried about me because she saw the fierce conflict and was worried about me.

I.

I gritted my teeth and looked at her, as if someone had taken away the oxygen that had sustained my life: "You saw it just now... You said that I, Zhang Yixi, have you tried my best every day? I just hope to let it go

Are my family living a little more abundant? But why are they not willing to give me the minimum respect...I feel like a machine that is always at the mercy of others!!" I said as I went to waste

Jing grabbed the wine glass in her hand and drank it all over again, but a burning feeling came from the corner of her eyes.

Bai Jing was speechless... looking at me with some sympathy and said for a while: "Every family has a difficult sutra, but in fact... you are not wrong, but none of them is willing to compromise!"

I smiled mockingly, but I didn't want to say another word. The truth is easy to understand, but it is difficult to follow the truth. Otherwise, there wouldn't be such a serious conflict today. I know that my family will be hurt by my skin.

At the same time, my behavior also made them desperate!!

.........

After a while, I was already confused. I saw another person, but I couldn't see her face clearly. I only heard Bai Jing say to her: "Lanlan, why are you here?"

“Traffic jam on the road.”

"You advise Zhang Yixi not to let him drink so much wine, it is too harmful!"

"Well, you go home first, your husband is still waiting for you to cook!"

"I understand, I'll go to your house to take Pipi first. If you have something to do, call me."

.........

From the moment Zuo Lan came, I couldn't see her face clearly, but I still didn't stop drinking. Zuo Lan did not persuade me, but just stayed by my side and watched me drink glass after glass.

I was in a daze but still couldn't die of drunkenness. In the haze, my cold hands were surrounded by warmth. I couldn't see clearly, but I knew that Zuo Lan held my hand. This long-lost warmth made me feel

I burst into tears and could no longer control myself. I hugged Zuo Lan tightly, greedily pursuing the warmth.

.........

Zuo Lan helped me stagger out of the bar... In the short steps towards the car, the rain poured on us wildly, but the cold rain did not wake me up. This night,

I've really drunk too much.

My eyes were half open and half closed, and the wiper was working hard to clean the rain on the car window, but the rain was even more crazy, pouring out like revenge... I tried hard to see Zuo Lan's face beside me,

The more I looked, the blurry it became, while her fair hands holding the steering wheel became clearer and clearer!

A strong light suddenly shot from the other side... My heart subconsciously tightened, but I didn't feel panic. I had no physiological consciousness, so alcohol was paralyzed...

The harsh brake sounds... "Bang..." The huge impact sounded almost at the same time!

My spiritual world and physical world are in chaos!

In dizzy, I turned into the black dog again, chasing the lights, I tried hard to get closer, but it became farther and farther... Finally, I was exhausted and looked at me in disappointment.
Chapter completed!