Chapter 36: The First Argument
Mo Han's overreaction surprised me again. She had performed this way twice in just one night. This was really different from her in the past. I stood there a little at a loss.
Mo Han glanced at me and turned around to wash the dishes.
Suddenly, I felt that I had a lot of extra money, so I wiped my hands with a towel and said to Mo Han, "Rent me, I'll leave."
"Like a child who was angry again!"
Mo Han said it in one sentence, but I refused to admit it: "Who is angry, who is angry with you?"
Mo Han just smiled, but he didn't respond to my words, as if he wanted me to remember it myself.
I remembered the first time I saw Mo Han in a coffee shop. Because of her indifference and ignoring her, I angrily wrapped my face with a scarf so that only two eyes were left, and shouted at her: "What are you looking at?"
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I remembered the time I met her by chance in Suzhou, hugging her and crying bitterly, feeling wronged like a child... Yes, even though I am now living in the look of others, but in front of Mo Han,
I am still like a child who is angry, hiding myself, and grievanced, but is this the most primitive and authentic Zhang Yixi? I have no answer, I just know that I have been vague too far, too far!
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Mo Han took out a stack of money from his wallet and handed it to me. I picked it up without looking at it, then picked up the briefcase and prepared to leave.
"Slow down the road." Mo Han said to me.
"I understand." After saying that, he left without saying goodbye, but his heart looked like a child. He hoped that Mo Han could call me and said to me: She shouldn't have questioned my concern for her just now.
Mo Han didn't say anything after all, just accompanied me, took me to the elevator entrance, waved at me, and watched me disappear from her sight.
Standing in the fast downhill elevator, I felt a little disappointed. I recalled my behavior and mentality just now, but smiled helplessly. I clearly felt that the Zhang Yixi just now was the most real and three-dimensional Zhang Yi.
West.
The elevator finally reached the bottom of the building. I put away all my emotions, then brought an invisible mask and walked towards my car.
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When I got home, it was already ten o'clock in the evening. I opened the door and looked at the hanger in the living room as usual, but I didn't see the bag that Chen Qingyi often used. She seemed to have not come back yet, but I came to Pipi's room again, but found
Pipi was already asleep lying on the bed.
I gently brought the door to the room and then dialed Chen Qingyi's phone number. After a while, the phone was connected. I asked, "Where are you?"
“With friends.”
"Aren't you with your senior sister?"
"Yes, later a senior brother from the university came to Nantong and asked me to get together temporarily. I couldn't push it away, so I went."
I was silent for a moment and said, "Don't be too late, come back early."
"Well, don't wait for me, go to bed first."
I responded and hung up the phone, but I felt a little uncomfortable. Although she had her own private space, when she went out to meet her friends, she left Pipi alone at home, at least call me, and I could rush back
I am absolutely worried about staying at home with Pipi, such a young child. If there is any accident, I will really collapse!
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After washing up, I lay on the bed, and I was full of thought. In fact, I realized that Chen Qingyi and I were already separated from each other in a subtle way, and we were all pulled toward the two opposite ends by an invisible centrifugal force.
After a long time, Chen Qingyi returned home, washed up, and came to the bedroom. Seeing that I was not sleeping, she asked in surprise: "Why haven't you rested yet?"
"Waiting for you...I think we should talk." I said.
"Wait." Chen Qingyi said as she changed into her pajamas, then lay down beside me, and asked, "What are you going to talk to me?"
After a long silence, I said to Chen Qingyi: "Do not quit your job."
Chen Qingyi, who was applying toner to her face, suddenly stopped and asked, "Why did you suddenly have this idea?"
After a moment of silence, I didn't know how to speak. This indescribable emotion made me anxious. Indeed, Chen Qingyi has paid enough in the past year, and I can no longer ask her to give more.
Chen Qingyi also felt silent and asked, "Do you think I have too many social engagements, and I have ignored Pipi?"
"Our family is very special. I hope Pipi can get the best care. For example, today, you shouldn't leave him alone at home. At least call me in advance and I'll take time to come back to accompany him."
Said.
"I waited until Pipi fell asleep before leaving. And you were so busy with work. If you could not disturb you, I would not disturb you..."
"What if something unexpected happens during the period of your departure?"
"Pipi is already 5 years old... Zhang Yixi, I hope you don't spoil Pipi too much. Children must always learn to be independent by themselves, and I just left this little while!"
"It won't work for a while. I will never allow Pipi to leave her at home alone. If you feel that you really can't give up your job and give up socializing, I will hire an aunt to take care of Pipi." I said firmly, as long as it is with Pipi.
I will never compromise on matters related to skin.
"Hold an aunt? In your eyes, am I so incompetent? For the sake of Pipi, I have tried my best to reduce social engagements and work... Zhang Yixi, don't you treat me like this? And don't you?
Denied everything I did to Pipi!" Chen Qingyi's voice was a little choked.
An unexpressible mood filled me again. I felt that I was being torn apart. On the one hand, I felt guilty for Chen Qingyi, and on the other hand, I really couldn't tolerate ignoring Pipi's behavior because of social engagements.
"You ask yourself, over the past year of marriage, have I tried my best to this family? Many times, I hope you can take time to accompany me and Pipi, but we don't even have a trip abroad...
....I have friends and colleagues around me. Whenever others talk about my family in front of me, what do you think about my feelings?... Maybe in your heart, I just
The difference between an aunt who was hired is: what you need to pay is money, and what you pay for me is nothingness!" Chen Qingyi said, tears fell.
I was silent... My mood was too complicated at this moment!
"You've made a promise, right?" Chen Qingyi's expression was heartbroken.
"Don't impose what you're subjectively imagining on me, okay?"
Chen Qingyi bit her lips tightly and looked at me for a long time, nodded, and said, "You want me to resign, right?... I quit. You don't like that I have too many social engagements, and I will never have social engagements again!
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"Don't make this decision because you are angry with me... I said, if you really can't let go of your work and cannot do without your social circle, I will hire an aunt to take care of Pipi."
Chen Qingyi wiped off her tears without saying anything, lay down, covered herself with a quilt, and no longer had any communication with me!
At this moment, we slept on the same bed. On the wall behind the bed were our huge wedding photos, but they reflected two people who looked different.
I turned off the light and did not try to communicate with Chen Qingyi again. She was emotional at this moment, and I was also emotional. The forced communication between the two people with emotions will only make the result worse. Silence will make each other calm the most
A good way.
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