"For anyone, you can't divorce this marriage!" I believe this is my mother's heartfelt words, but I want to cry in pain. Why is my life so selfless? Although I have already accepted my fate, I am now

Still cannot suppress the pain.

"You said, can you still recover it?" My mother became more and more excited.

I shook my head: "I can't catch it anymore, Qingyi's will have been decided."

"You can't catch me back, I'll tell her that even if I don't want this old face, I'll persuade her to come back!" My mother said as she took off her apron.

I endured it, silent... Her reaction was as expected.

When my mother was about to leave, my father pulled her back: "Don't force the child anymore, okay? They are already adults, and the matter of divorce is definitely considered after careful consideration. You go now

Didn’t it embarrass her to find Qingyi?”

My mother stood there in a daze.

My father's emotions were out of control and he said angrily: "Think about it yourself, if we hadn't been urging us again and again, Zuo Lan... Can Zuo Lan have a car accident?... My son's heart is already

It's so hard, why are you still so numb with such a bloody lesson? ...If you are so numb, you will have to force something to happen sooner or later!..."

My mother was in the same place for a long time and looked at me for a long time, tears couldn't help but shed.

My tears couldn't stop falling. It was the first time in my life that I had tasted the feeling of being understood by others. At this moment, I really needed this understanding, otherwise I was really not sure whether I would collapse!

My dad patted my shoulder and said, "You will go back first after dinner later. After you have figured out how to tell Pipi, you will pick him up."

.........

I told Pipi: I just received a call from Chen Qingyi that she was going on a business trip and would not come back in half a month, so she would temporarily leave him at her grandparents' house.

Perhaps Chen Qingyi and I did not show any clues of divorce before, and Pipi did not realize that I was coaxing him. Although he was reluctant, he still accepted it.

.........

I drove away from the community and ran wildly on the road. I had too many emotions to vent. I became increasingly confused. What kind of evil have I done in this life? Why can't I be independent of my life? Why did I once admire freedom the most?

, but was put on the heaviest shackles?

I am already living on my knees, why do you still refuse to let me go? Creator, why do you want to be so perverted to your people who have no ability to resist?

There is no utopia in this world. The so-called utopia is just a paralysis drug that allows me to survive like a mortal who is trapped in fish. But I am still crazy about obsessed with crazy beliefs... ridiculous, ridiculous

!

.........

I drove to the rooftop that we named "Utopia under the candlelight" and I wanted to expose the lie I made up.

Standing on this rooftop again, I was surprisingly angry, wishing I could have a hammer in my hand and then hysterically destroy everything here.

In fact, I did nothing, and with anger, I stood quietly by the guardrail. I was already kneeling on my life, and I couldn't take the hammer that could break all the foam. I still

Have to endure...to endure it without a deadline.

I lit a cigarette and turned around. I no longer looked at the vain world under the rooftop, but found many cigarette butts on the ground. I didn't need to identify it, so I knew that this was the brand of women's cigarette that Angel often smoked.

The cigarette butts I had cleaned up last time, and now there are so many cigarette butts again. This proves that she has been here more than once recently, but so what? We have long lived in two worlds.

The strong wind in the air made me unable to stand steadily, and the ashes that had no time to rush away were blown away. As the wind swayed, these flutterings were like my complicated life, and were no longer under my control.

I am a coward who sees through the vassal of utopia, but dares not expose it. I still look forward to it giving me the final comfort in a corner of this world.

I put out the cigarette butts in my hand and didn't want to stay here. I was afraid that I could see through the illusion here too clearly. I needed this belief to support myself in my life.

.........

A week later, Chen Qingyi prepared everything. She took her family and Lin Xi to Shanghai and prepared to take a flight to Ireland. As an ex-husband and Han Feng and the others, I went to Pudong Airport to see her off. This was the first time we had divorced.

I got together again, but I got together because of parting.

During the farewell, everyone was a little silent. After all, Chen Qingyi's departure was due to the breakdown of our marriage.

Ye Huayi sighed to Chen Qingyi: "I didn't expect you to leave!"

Chen Qingyi smiled, but was a little bitter: "There are too many things that cannot be expected in life. I believe that this is all relief for each other, right? "

I nodded without saying much, in fact, I was not liberated because of the breakdown of my marriage.

The prince sighed: "Your divorce is expected, but it was a little earlier as I imagined. However, it was unexpected that you can indeed be a role model for divorced couples...

.What is the realm? This is the realm, and your joy and anger are not reflected in your appearance!"

Chen Qingyi and I looked at each other and did not express any opinion on the prince's unremarkable evaluation. Nothing is meaningless at this time.

When Chen Qingyi was about to leave, I said to her: "Take good care of yourself there."

Chen Qingyi nodded and choked and said, "So too, you must take good care of Pipi. If one day he knows that we are divorced, you have to tell him that I love him. In my heart, he will always be my baby.

My son... just won't be his mother again in this life!"

"I understand."

Chen Qingyi opened her arms to me and hugged her before leaving. I hugged her gently and whispered in her ear: "A good journey."

Chen Qingyi let go of me, took out a huge envelope from her bag and handed it to me.

I didn't go to answer, and asked in confusion: "What is this?"

Chen Qingyi handed the envelope to me and said, "This is a house I bought in Shanghai for Pipi. I had bought it a year ago. The envelope contains the real estate certificate and a bank card, which is also for Pipi.

, There are 2 million in it... I know it is cheesy to use such material things to express my love for Pipi, but I, a mother, have no other way... I really love it

, I love him very much...!" Chen Qingyi cried before she finished speaking.

I felt a soreness in my heart, and I stuffed the envelope back to Chen Qingyi's hand and said, "Thank you for your care and love for Pipi over the past year, but materially, I can give Pipi the best, so you should keep these,

There are so many places to spend money to Ireland!”

Chen Qingyi firmly stuffed the envelope into my hand and said, "I know you have a strong ability to make money, but there are always unexpected times in life, and business is even more thorny. If one day an accident occurs, this house and

Money is left to Pipi to ensure his life, so don’t let him suffer!”

I finally stopped refusing, for Pipi and for Chen Qingyi to leave with peace of mind!

The airport boarding prompt broadcast kept ringing. Chen Qingyi walked a long way and turned around and shouted to me: "Zhang Yixi, you must make Pipi happy, and you yourself..."

"It will definitely...you want to be happy too, we all want to be happy!" I waved my hand to Chen Qingyi and shouted with sobs.
Chapter completed!