Today is a day of separation. Mo Han will also leave after Chen Qingyi and Lin Xi. This is somewhat sad, but there is a certainty of living, so you don’t have to worry too much about getting together and parting.

When I got home, I took a hot shower and wanted to rest, but I couldn't help calling my dad.

The phone was quickly answered and I asked, "Dad, is Pipi sleeping?"

"Just just went to bed."

"There is nothing wrong with him, right?" I asked with some concern.

"My grandson is very obedient, don't worry...When are you going to tell him about your divorce from Qingyi?" Dad asked hesitated.

"Tomorrow, I'm going to Jinan tomorrow and take him to see Zuo Lan."

"Okay, this child is more sensible than ordinary children. If you talk to him carefully, I think he can understand."

"Um......"

"I discussed it with your mother and prepared to take Pipi to a small town to live. You are single now and busy with work, so you definitely don't have much energy to take care of him. Your mother and I have a lot of time!"

"You guys are the same in Nantong."

"Oh!............................. your grandfather has not had much time left. Let Pippi stay with him more. Your mother and I should fulfill our responsibilities as children. Go back to take care of your grandfather and send him through the last journey................, the child, who is close to your aunt and your aunt, is much better than staying in Nantong!" said the father.

I felt very uncomfortable. I gave Pipi a displaced life, but it seems that letting him and his father and mother return to the small town to live is the best choice.

"You, don't be alone. There is a suitable girl around you who get married early. Then you can take Pipi back to Nantong."

"Yeah." I replied, but didn't promise anything. Getting married again was too far away for me.

......

The next morning, I went to pick up Pipi, then rushed to Shanghai, boarded the plane to Jinan, and arrived in Jinan at noon.

After getting off the plane, Zhang Chuang still went to the airport to pick us up. On the way, I closed my eyes and seemed to be resting, but I was hiding my loss. Pipi has been silent since he got on the plane, and he knew something in his heart.

"Dad, did you take me to see Mom?"

"Yeah." I responded, but there was another bitterness and worry in my heart. This was the first time I took Pipi to see her since Zuo Lan passed away.

"Mom has passed away, right?" Pipi asked.

"She just went to another world, and we will go in the future." I said.

"oh."

Pipi responded, I knew that the reason why he was so calm was because he was afraid that I would be sad. He was indeed much more mature than ordinary children, especially for more than this year.

......

In front of Zuo Lan's tombstone, I stood with Pipi holding Pipi's hand. I handed the flowers in my hand to Pipi and said, "Pipi, go and send flowers to my mother, and your father."

Pipi took the flowers from me, first placed a bouquet in front of Qi Dong's tombstone, and then placed another bouquet in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone, lowered his head but remained silent.

"Pipi, don't you say anything to your mother?"

"No, she doesn't care about Pipi, she secretly took it away!"

I was inexplicably sad and said for a long time: "Mom loves Pipi very much, but there are many little monsters in that world. Mom is superwoman. She must save that world. That world needs her more. Do you understand?"

"Is mom really a superwoman?"

"A must, or a beautiful superwoman!"

"Okay, that world needs mom even more. She must have beaten all the little monsters away. In the future, Pipi will not be afraid of the little monsters!"

"Well, so mom loves you."

After a moment of silence, I said to Pipi: "You go there and sit with Uncle Zhang Chuang for a while, and chat with Dad and Mom."

"You have to hurry up, and I have to chat with my mom, too."

I touched Pipi's head and said, "Well, my dad will call you later."

.........

Close your eyes and took a deep breath, and remained silent for a long time and said, "I'm divorced... It's helpless and realistic!! I failed in this marriage. The most sorry for Pipi. I gave him a fantasy of a family and helped him find a woman who can replace you, but in the end I ruined all this with my own hands... I am very confused now, even more confused than myself who had nothing in college. I don't know why I am alive. Many times I feel like a soulless body. This feeling is not good at all, but I don't know how to change it..."

I smiled and said, "Every time I come, I complain so much to you. Don't complain about me nagging. Now I don't know who can tell you what I think. Some people seem to be very close to me, but when you want to get close to her, you become out of reach. For example, you... Now I am undoubtedly an unqualified father. I think you must regret it. I left the opportunity to survive to me... You are really stupid! In fact, the person who deserves to be damned is me, I really deserve to be damned!... I am in great pain now. I tried my best to give Pipi the best, but in the end, it has given him greater harm. How should I atone for my sins? Tell me, and I must tell me!!"

I stared at Zuo Lan's photo, hoping that she would give me an answer, regardless of how stupid or naive this expectation seemed. In the end, I had to solve all this independently by myself, and no one could help me.

.........

After standing alone for a while, I gave up my seat and called Pipi. He must have a lot to say to Zuo Lan.

I stood not far away and watched. Actually, I was very curious about what Pipi would say to Zuo Lan. I wanted to know his truest thoughts, but this child learned our adult "disguise" very early.

Pipi stood in front of Zuo Lan's tombstone and was silent for a long time and said, "Mom, Dad said you are superwoman. I believe it. I think this is cool, so that I won't miss you too much, because I know you are not going to be Pipi, but just busy fighting the little monsters... Dad is a good father, because I know that he and Chen's mother are married for me, but I know that he doesn't love Chen's mother, because the aunts and uncles around him say so, they are too careless and I will always hear it... I like Chen's mother quite a lot, so last time I asked my father and Chen's mother to give birth to a little sister, so they will be together forever... Chen's mother loves her father very much, but she doesn't want to give birth to a baby with her father, so

I think your adult world is too complicated... Now that my dad and Mom Chen have divorced, they don't dare to tell the truth to me. Actually, I knew it when they took me to Sanya last time, but I always pretended not to know, because I don't think this is true... Mom, you must not like to hear me say this. Let's talk about beating little monsters. You have to remember not to rain when fighting little monsters, because without the sun, your energy will not be enough... Also, after fighting little monsters, remember to learn from Ultraman, so you can see if there are equipment on the ground and good equipment. Next time you hit the little monsters, it will be much safer. You are safe, and Pipi will go to another world to see you..."
Chapter completed!