I looked down on Pipi's behavior of complaining to Angel, and I said to him: "Don't you think your behavior is very vulgar?"

Pipi smiled and reminded me again: "Dad, please see what information the tomboy aunt replied to you,"

Then I picked up my phone from the cabinet again. It turned out that Angel came back. Her reply was even simpler than the three words I sent her, "Are you asleep?"

"Not yet" This is the message Anqi sent to me, and there was not even a punctuation mark.

I smiled, but I didn't know how to reply to this message. While hesitating, Pipi lay down on his own, yawned and said, "Dad, I'm so sleepy, I'll go to bed first."

"Hey... this message is sent, you are going to sleep, how do you say you're going to reply?"

"She doesn't know that I'm going to send it to her. Dad, you talk to her. I'm really sleepy," Pipi said as she slept into the quilt, never saying a word again, as if she was asleep.

I smiled helplessly. How to reply to Angel's message is indeed a very difficult thing for me. In fact, her coldness towards me has prevented me from maintaining a natural state to communicate with her, for fear that too much will lead to mistakes, making her even more cold. This mentality of worrying about gains and losses proves that I care so much about her.

......

After thinking for a long time, I finally replied to Angel: "It's very late, why haven't you slept yet?"

After a moment, Angel replied to the message: "Let's sleep now,"

I don’t know if Anqi is really sleeping or fake, but the signal she gave me was: there is no need to chat.

I could have cooperated with her to reply to "good night" and ended the chat, but I felt that it was a bit dark humorous.

"You've lost insomnia,"

"Well, who will survive until now without insomnia?" Anqi's reply added a little more emotional color, which made me feel that we can at least be considered ordinary friends.

My serious analysis: "You have insomnia because you are worried about me, but after you see my message, you make sure I am safe, so you let go and prepare to rest, right?"

"Can you not be so narcissistic? You don't have that heavy weight,"

"We are already familiar with each other, and I know a little bit about your temper,"

Angel hasn't replied to my message for a long time. Maybe it's because she's rested, maybe it's because she can't stand my self-righteousness.

......

When it is late at night, people are often more impulsive than during the day. At this moment, I almost couldn't control myself and wanted to call An Qi, and then let her put down all her defenses and give her future to me. We really shouldn't be tormenting each other like this. In fact, Lin Xi said it right. As long as I let go of some obsessions in my heart, life will become beautiful in an instant.

But I dare not, really, because I feel ashamed. I once swear to ask Angel to hand over her future to me, but when she really gives her the future to me, I cruelly abandoned her and chose the life and marriage that I wanted on my own.

I sighed deeply. Even the extreme impulse in the dead of night could not allow me to break through this heavy guilt... I no longer have the courage and qualification to ask Angel to open up her future to me.

Angel really didn't reply to my message, and our brief conversation ended here. I was a little depressed, a little annoyed, and a little lost. This night, I might be companion with damn insomnia.

......

I really had insomnia, but I didn't dare to toss and turn on the bed, for fear of waking up Pipi, so I put on my clothes, took a cigarette box and my cell phone and went to the small balcony behind the house. I believe the biting cold wind will help me dispel those unbearable losses and depression.

The cold wind blew, as if telling legends one by one. I was a little suspicious of my ears, but I felt more and more embarrassed to be lonely, but the night was so long and there were so many dreams.

In the midst of a loss of consciousness, the phone suddenly vibrated. After half an hour, Anqi replied to me again.

"I set out from Yangzhou, you set out from Nantong, we met in the middle city of Jingjiang. Now, do you dare?"

I stared at this message for a long time, and my emotions burst out like a turbulent sea of ​​emotions...

"I'm afraid that there will be more dreams at night... I'll be thrilling..." The Taoist priest's comment suddenly flashed in my mind. At this moment, isn't this true meaning?

With such heavy snow and such bad road conditions, we, who were not dormant for a day, drove to Jingjiang at 4 a.m., at 4 a.m., wasn't this thrilling enough?

Is it because I am afraid of the long night and the dreams, that I desire such thrillingness?

I don’t care about anything anymore, even if I fall or die on the road, I want this to be so thrilling.

"dare,"

After pressing this word, I fell into uncontrollable madness, and even my bloodline began to squirt. I had a premonition that after the thrilling moment, a turning point would come.

......

Back in the bedroom, I put on my thick clothes as fast as possible. The next moment I left this bedroom, I handed myself to madness and thrilling.

"Dad, where are you going?" Pipi woke up by my movements in the darkness and called me.

“Not a bathing club,”

"Oh..." Pipi responded, and suddenly said with a sudden realization: "You must be looking for a tomboy. You chatted very well with text messages."

Pipi actually only guessed half of it. I did go to find Angel, but the text message was not good. Now we are just looking for thrilling based on impulse.

"Maybe, you should change your mouth to call a tomboy mother,"

.........

At 4:15 in the evening, I drove to the heavy snow and drove on the extremely slid road. The expressway had stopped running all over the line. The winding roads that I passed from time to time made me realize what it was to be thrilling. Even if I drove for more than ten kilometers, I could not see a car and a ray of light. I had passed two bridges without guardrails. At this time, I should really be glad that I drove a Phaeton, not Passat.

I know this was an extremely difficult night for Angel, so she didn't sleep after 3 o'clock in the evening, and my message inadvertently hit her most vulnerable place, so I had the thrilling feeling of using crazy exchanges this time.

I hope so, I hope my analysis is correct... neither I nor Angel can stand the tossing anymore.

Walking through the darkness, my sight seemed to appear again. When I left Yangzhou last night, An Qi walked alone on the street... I begged that after a thrilling moment, we can penetrate all the cause and effect and seek a prairie fire, and we will never have to dream in loneliness.

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Chapter completed!