Looking at An Qi sitting opposite me, I suddenly didn’t want to speculate anymore. The answer was really no longer important to me. She was by my side now, and we were about to finish our lives hand in hand. This is the rest of our lives.

The most fun thing in life.

There is nothing in the world, and people only bother themselves. There are too many worries in this world, which are the persistence of the past and the desire for the unknown. But even if you get the answer, what can you do? Even if you can't blow the fireworks, you can't extinguish the desire. It's better to focus.

Everything you have in front of you!

At least, after going through so much, I now pursue the "inaction" advocated by Taoism. Just let everything take its course. Deliberately forcing it will only make the flame of desire burn stronger and stronger, and finally I will struggle in pain and want to live!

...

It was late at night, An Qi and I each rolled up a quilt and lay together, just chatting and not going too far. Maybe this seems incredible to others, but we were really calm because An Qi said: She is here

I have worshiped devoutly and prayed devoutly for half a month. I don’t want to tarnish this piety with things between men and women. Of course I choose to respect her. When you set foot on this land and feel the atmosphere here, physical desires cannot be defeated.

Such piety, it’s a fact!

"Yixi, I deliberately destroyed Seaview Coffee and then purchased Seaview Coffee. Will you hate me?" An Qi asked me softly, still feeling deeply guilty in her tone.

"Why should one lose and the other suffer... be satisfied at the same time and be cruel at the same time?... So I don't want to hate!"

"Maybe hate is easier to forgive than love... So I hated you for a long time because of love, but you forgive me so easily!"

"What you said is too difficult to understand!"

"Is it difficult to understand? When did our IQs quietly cease to be on the same level?"

In response to An Qi's teasing, I just smiled, stretched out my arms from the quilt, hugged her, kissed her forehead and said, "Let's not talk about this anymore. From today on, it is up to you to decide whether you are born or dead."

"I don't want to make the decision, I just want to love you wholeheartedly and our future home."

"This doesn't look like you..."

"This is me, past, present, and future. All I want to do is be your wife. Promise me to give me a happy family. We will never divorce, okay?" An Qi hugged me tightly, her voice was already

Choked.

"If you don't divorce, you will never divorce... Let's live a good life." My voice was also choked with sobs. In addition to lamenting my bad two years, I also felt sorry for the harm that An Qi's family environment had brought to her.

"So, you have to work hard and look forward to the day when you can justifiably acquire Tianyang Group. I think that when that day comes, we will definitely have a lovely baby, and Pippi won't have to be so lonely. I can take them to and from school every day.

They go to the amusement park, and I feel warm just thinking about it!"

"Yeah, I'm also looking forward to that day coming soon!"

...

An Qi and I returned to Yangzhou on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, stayed for two days and then went to the small town. Then we returned to Nantong together on the tenth day of the Lunar New Year. It was not just us who returned to Nantong that day, Shen Man and the prince also came back from Singapore.

When we come back, while the spirit of the New Year has not yet faded away, it can be regarded as a time for friends to get together to make up for the New Year.

After lunch, Guan Ying, Shen Man, Ye Huayi, and An Qi sat together and played mahjong. Han Feng, the prince, and I sat in the courtyard, basking in the sun, drinking tea, smoking, and talking about our ambitions for this year. .

Han Feng's focus this year is still on the real estate project in Kunming and the food street project in cooperation with Angel.

The prince has shifted his development focus to Singapore and plans to immigrate his family to Singapore after the situation stabilizes.

As for me, of course I am following my previous plan to acquire small scenic spots and build a high-quality ecological park. I am currently preparing a project plan. With the contacts I have accumulated in the mall over the past few years, I believe that financing is not too difficult. Although I have always been controversial in the business world, but there are many people who are willing to cooperate with me and trust me.

Let’s talk about An Qi... Actually, I don’t know her work plan for this year. I am still the same as before, I don’t like to ask about her work matters, and I believe that she can be successful whether I care or not. Because I had learned her strategy before, I said more relaxedly: I have to have confidence in my wife and believe that she is the undefeated God of War in the business world, so let’s develop our own lives...

.......

Take a sip of tea, light a cigarette, and enjoy the afternoon sunshine. Life is so comfortable.

When I was in a trance bathed in the sunshine and couldn't extricate myself, the prince next to me pushed me and asked: "When are you going to marry Mr. An?"

"Soon."

"Really fast?"

I nodded: "Really soon?"

Han Feng on the other side brought up old matters again: "Where will you live after marriage? You won't still be so homesick for two cities, right?"

"Yangzhou, Dream Factory has been handed over to Sister Guan Ying."

"Where's Pippi?"

"Of course together."

"Which one of you or Mr. An will spare the time to take care of you?"

Just as we were talking about Pippi, Pippi suddenly appeared in front of me with a tablet in hand and said to me excitedly: "Dad, look at Mother Chen's Weibo!"

"What happened to her Weibo?"

"See for yourself!" Pippi said, putting the tablet into my hand.

On Weibo, Chen Qingyi, Lin Xi, Colin and some other backpackers were already walking on Route 66. In the photo, Chen Qingyi and Lin Xi were sitting back to back, looking up at the sunset sky, although they only had side faces. But I felt the peaceful tranquility in freedom...Perhaps, their world at this time is far more exciting than ours.

Han Feng and Wang Zi also came over and looked at the photo and couldn't help but sigh: "Looking at the photo like this, Qingyi seems to have more temperament, right, Zhang Yixi?"

I was silent and couldn't help but recall some scenes from the past. When we met that year, she cared about me, but I threw her phone angrily; that year I drew a knife to help and pretended to be her boyfriend; that year she walked with me all over Nantong. The five counties and cities under my jurisdiction protected my auto show advertisements; that year, we were nestled on the sofa in the hotel, drinking red wine and chatting about our ideals; that year, we got married after making mistakes; that year, we divorced sadly for relief... ...The memories are full of youth, frivolity, and green years...those crying, laughing, quarreling, and tenderness came one after another! They expanded my youth and recolored my life!

I finally put my emotions aside and said to Han Feng, Prince: "Let's go to Route 66 this time next year?"

"Okay...let the desert burn with the desire to conquer!"

"Spread more wanton light than the sun!"

Han Feng and the prince sang in harmony, and finally focused their attention on me.

I smiled and said: "Let the unruly wind guide us, and we will be loyal to freedom from now on!"

The three of them nodded and laughed, as if they were walking on Route 66 in high spirits. Finally, their eyes rested on the photo on Weibo with Route 66 in the background.

...

A year later in midsummer...

Today is the first wedding anniversary of Angie and I. She and I were standing on the steep slope of a hill, she in front and me in the back.

The wind was howling past us, and it was so difficult to hear each other clearly.

An Qi, who was wearing a jacket, turned around and shouted to me: "Husband, are you okay? Are your legs weak from fear?"

I looked behind me at the tandem paraglider that was about to be blown up by the wind and shouted to Angel: "This is so exciting!"

"How can you remember it if it's not exciting... Come on, the umbrella is floating!"

"What an exciting anniversary!" I muttered in my heart. Fortunately, after gliding in the sky, there was a broad and soft sea beneath me. His tolerance and relief would comfort my fear.

I count down loudly "3...2...1!"

We ran hard towards the ramp, the paraglider began to bear force, and we finally left the ground and gradually merged with the sky...

"Oh...it's so exciting!" An Qi cheered loudly in the howling wind.

"You are so wild!" I sighed in her ear, as if I saw her wearing a hairband and chewing gum while driving on the street again!

"It's not my baby...it's our baby baby. I can feel her cheering in my belly!"

"What...are you pregnant?"

"Haha... Zhang Yixi, you are going to be a father again..."

I wished I could let go of the balance rope in my hand and hug her to vent my excitement. High in the sky where it merged with the sky, she actually gave me such an exciting surprise - I was going to be a father again!

...

On the beach, Han Feng, Ye Huayi, Shen Man, Wang Zi, and Pippi all held telescopes to track us floating in the air.

In the blurred vision, the telescope shrank into a point seemed to become a series of lines, connecting the fragmented time and mottled pictures.

Looking at An Qi's friendly smiling face, I thought of her again - Mo Han. My life began to change qualitatively when I picked up her handbag. However, I haven't heard from her for too long...

..No one has heard from her...

She is like a gust of wind that I borrowed to blow, blowing up gorgeous fireworks, but it cannot blow the cause and effect. She is also like a piece of sky that I borrowed to appreciate, I saw the outline, but half of my life was wasted...

Or maybe she has always been by my side and never left... Who knows?

Looking up at the other side of the sea, floating in the air, I seemed to see the lighthouse, which was shining with light on the other side...

It turns out that the lighthouse and the shining lights have always been in my heart. After I felt relieved, calm and peaceful, they were so clear...

Those women who have loved me, the women I have loved, at this moment, I am willing to give you the lighthouse and the shining light in my heart...leave the fragrance to the years...

...

My name is Zhang Yixi, this is my story, the end may also be a beginning! ...

(Complete the book)

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