Soldiers are a high-risk profession, especially in a state of war. But even so, even in the most cruel battles, there are always people who survive. There are many reasons for surviving, one of which is the will to survive.

A soldier, in an extremely dangerous environment, may not be able to survive if you have a strong will to survive, but if you lose your will to live, you will definitely die.

The madman is an excellent scout, but he is killed. The reason is very simple. He no longer thinks that there is anything to be nostalgic in this world. Everything he cherishes is lost. [...]

Although Wei Yan is a military doctor, she is not a psychologist after all. Although she is 27 or 28 years old, she has been spending a relatively simple military camp since joining the army, so her view on life is far less profound than that of Wu.

Fangge. But she was unwilling to admit this because Wu Fangge was just a young man in his early twenties at this time.

"Why do you say that?" Wei Yan angrily said, "I admit that what I did is a bit different from common sense, but I did nothing wrong! Besides, even if the madman and I have something, we don't need to find one.

You should be jealous yourself." Wei Yan said, and his strength was slightly stronger. Wu Fangge was so painful that he took a breath of air conditioning. Wei Yan immediately let go of her hand and gently frosted the sides of his wound with her fingers.

He touched, but his mouth was hard and said, "I deserve it, who made you talk nonsense! It hurts you so much!"

Wu Fangge grinned again, and relieved the stinging feeling of the wound a little, then slowly said: "I won't ask what happened one night. Just like what you said, it has nothing to do with me.

But the madman didn't say the entire thing that night. I talked to him these days. I originally planned to brainwash him, but I also learned some things, which made me affirm my guess. If the madman's problem is not solved,

I'm afraid anyone will have the chance to come back alive this time, but he has no chance. Although it is inevitable that the general will die in front of the formation, it is not a good thing to take the initiative to seek death."

The night Wei Yan was mentioned, her face turned red and said, "That night... after you left, he didn't say anything."

Wu Fangge said: "The last night of the madman visiting the house was spent with his girlfriend. In our opinion, her girlfriend did this to give him some compensation, but he felt even less happy.

The more attentive his girlfriend was, the more she tried to please him, the more disgusted him. Because before he left, he had not even held his hand with his girlfriend a few times, but when he came back, his girlfriend became

It goes without saying who was the master, and he felt like he had been forced to swallow a fly. So, it was her girlfriend who wanted to sacrifice herself, but in the end she became a madman who committed violence unilaterally...

…Ah… It seems that madman, maybe we all have some dark things that are inconsistent with modern civilization. In the five thousand years of traditions of our country, it is not all good things. You are a woman, and you may be from the perspective of a woman.

Can understand something."

Wei Yan was so enchanted that she forgot to continue to treat the wound for Wu Fangge, so Wu Fangge tapped her fingers on her arm to remind her that she woke up like a dream. She nodded while continuing to treat the wound, but her eyes were staring at Wu Fangge.

Let him continue talking.

Wu Fangge continued to say slowly: "It may also be that the man whose girlfriend of the crazy man found out that the person was missing, so he brought Jingzhai to arrest the person in the middle of the night. Originally, the crazy man was very fighting spirit, but he was so kind to his girlfriend.

When her girlfriend hurriedly said: Run, they are here. The madman actually ran naked, hugged his clothes, escaped from his window, fled to the nearby mountain, and watched helplessly

His own door was smashed open, his girlfriend was dragged out and beaten naked, and even his parents were implicated. He was fisted, and he just watched it, pinching his fists and squeezing his tears and pricking his heart.

It hurts, but it just doesn’t have the courage to rush down.”

Wei Yan said angrily: "Why is he such a coward?"

Wu Fangge sighed and said, "Don't say that you say that, even he himself says that. This is really a great humiliation. He even wanted to die at that time, and just fled back to the army in a panic, and never again.

I have no shame to go back."

Wei Yan said regretfully: "I didn't expect that he was such a person..."

Wu Fangge said: "Don't judge him like this either. He is actually not a coward, but just a hero who is short of breath."

Wei Yan suddenly asked, "Then, why did he peek at the women's bathroom?"

Wu Fangge said: "This is the key. His girlfriend gave him a life experience that he had never had before. At the same time, he was angry that his girlfriend had been beaten by others. These things became entangled together.

He had a desire, so he did such a thing. But even if it was necessary, it was necessary for him."

"It's necessary?" Wei Yan was surprised.

"It's a must." Wu Fangge said, "This is his nostalgia for life. If we can take the right method at this time, we can save him and correct his wrong attitude towards life and towards ourselves. However, this

I didn’t do it well, and you didn’t do it well."

Wei Yan said dissatisfiedly: "Why do you say that to me?"

Wu Fangge said: "I don't know what happened between you that night, but it must be related to xing. He needs wrong wishes. You gave them to him so that he will no longer have nostalgia for life, so he will commit suicide.

If you execute dangerous people with a mentality, you will definitely die.”

Wei Yan bit her lip and stopped talking. She treated Wu Fangge's wounds and then closed the doors and windows of the health center. Wu Fangge felt that the room was dark and was about to turn on the lights, but Wei Yan said, "Don't turn on the lights, some

I can't say anything with the light on." Then there was silence, so quiet that even the breathing of the two people could be heard.

After a long time, Wei Yan sighed in the dark and said, "I have always been very conflicted. I don't know if I have done the right thing. I am definitely not that kind of casual woman... I will sing and wait until I finish speaking.

, Can you forgive me?"

Wu Fangge said: "There is no matter whether to forgive or not. You and I are just comrades-in-arms, and there is no other relationship between Tebi."

Another silence, a slight sob came from the darkness: "Forget it, it seems you will not forgive me. Or maybe it was my one-sided meaning from the beginning. I was married, had children, and was old.

Of course it is unrealistic, not to mention that I did this again."

Wu Fangge said: "Sister Wei, don't say that. What you think in your heart? How come I don't understand. But we are all adults. It's not that some things cannot be done. If you want to do it, it must be beneficial to life.

Those things that will cause trouble if you know that you will do it. What are you doing? Take me for example. These things that are very careful and have troubles come to you. I don’t know what evil I have done. People are at home.

When you sit down, disasters fall from the sky, and a series of troubles are endless. Thanks to you, Staff Lu, and Officer Liu, Fat Goose, to be able to wait for retirement safely. So I am grateful to you."

"Grateful? It turns out that it's gratitude." Wei Yan's tone revealed disappointment. After a while, a chuckle suddenly came again, "Oh, this is good, it makes me feel no burden on my words, I

I will tell you all the things that night. No matter how you look at me in the future, I will do it, but please believe that I am not a casual woman."

"Yeah." Wu Fangge nodded and said yes.

Wei Yan was silent for a while, as if she was accumulating courage. Finally, she said, "After I drove you away that night, I said to the madman: Have you seen it that day? He said, "I saw it, I didn't see it either."

When the water vapor is too big, even though it is white, I can't see anything clearly. I said: OK, then I'll show you today, so that you won't do stupid things in the future. After reading it, I'll fight me well.

, Don't be full of random thoughts. After saying that, I took off my clothes, but I only took off my top, and he really only took off my top. He cried and started saying: Sister Wei, don't do this, I know I'm wrong.

After I took off my clothes, I closed my eyes tightly and gritted my teeth and said: Look, you should do whatever you should do after reading. About a few seconds later, I was about to ask, are you okay? Have you not spoken yet?

He rushed over and wanted to kiss me. I don't love him, how could I let him kiss me? So I opened my face sideways, he kissed my cheek, and then went down the road, and actually ate my nai, I

I wanted to push him away, but I was powerless at that time, and I only slapped him twice in the face, calling him too much. Actually, I was afraid of being anxious at that time and couldn't resist at all. I said to myself: It's over, I want to give it to me.

It's a boy. But he cried in my legs and said a lot. Later, I tried my best to drive him away.

That night, I drank all the wine alone, and I was so ashamed, because although I hated what I did and what a madman did, I felt very thrilled and even had a desire, if as you said,

I forced the madman to death, but who was pushing me?"

Wei Yan finished talking about this past event in one breath, and the rapid breathing was clearly heard in the darkness.

Wu Fangge carefully savored Wei Yan's words, and finally said softly: "I thought the person who tied the bell was to unzip the bell, and I also hoped that I could rely on you to save the madman's life. Now it seems that your situation is also

He doesn't have to be much better."

Wei Yan said softly: "Do you look down on me in particular? You think I am a bad woman?"

Wu Fangge did not answer her question positively, but said softly: "Let me find a good man to marry. Women cannot live without men, just as men cannot live without women." Wei Yan's tears came to her words.

It flowed down, but Wu Fangge couldn't see it in the darkness.

"You go." Wei Yan said, "Close the door when you leave, I want to stay alone for a while."

Wu Fangge obediently walked out the door, closed the door with his backhand, and looked back a long way out. He still couldn't see a trace of light in the gap in the curtains of the health center. Wei Yan hid herself deeply in the darkness.

Shortly after this night talk with Wei Yan, the recruit company, veteran company, and punishment platoon of the reconnaissance battalion completed all tactical training subjects and were assigned to the four reconnaissance battalions under the reconnaissance battalion for coordinated training.

When this stage of training is completed, they will be weaved into several commandos based on the established tactical tasks for targeted training. When things develop to this point, everyone understands that it is only a matter of time before large-scale military tasks are done.

Although he was a crime, Zhou Hai was appointed as the captain of a team with excellent tactical qualities and command experience. As a supplement, He Jian became his deputy, which happened to be reversed and was punishing the platoon.

At that time, He Jian was the acting platoon leader, and Zhou Hai was just a squad leader. Now Zhou Hai finally sat back as an officer, but the pairing of these two people was equivalent to a strong alliance. Another interesting thing is,

Lu Hao, who was a weak scholar, was actually sent from the agency and was assigned to this team. It must be because this team also had special missions to collect intelligence and interrogate prisoners of war.

Another officer to be punished, Wu Fangge's old rival Jiang Daofu, was also appointed as the captain of a team. However, he had always been an engineer officer and had average abilities in all aspects. He always carried the burden of Zhou Xiqing, so he was edited.

After joining the second wave of commando team, in order to assist him, he specially arranged for the madman to be his assistant. This was a good decision. Although Jiang Daofu was domineering, he had no choice but to face the madman who had a calm face all day long. Moreover, the madman's ability is

The entire Little Frontier is recognized, so the captain Jiang Daofu is actually just a matter of things. The team's big and small matters and training management are almost up to the madman.

As a left-behind person, Wu Fangge still stayed in the camp department and did some logistics support. Some were jealous and envious of his current situation of passively waiting for retirement, but he didn't care what others thought. As the saying goes, wearing other people's shoes

, walk your own way and leave others with no way out. And Wu Fangge asked himself that he did a good job, at least he did not hurt anyone. The so-called border war has been a confusing account since ancient times. For the quality of this war, twenty

There are many sayings among the people after the New Year. The only thing that has not changed is the brave Chinese soldiers who continue to work for the motherland. At this time, many people still don’t know that a few months later, that is, the bei

During the Asian Games, there would be a person sitting in the VIP seat on the viewing platform. This person was Wu Yuanjia, the commander of the northern military region of Vietnam. A war that had been fought for ten years ended in a confused manner. At this time, the martyrs

The heroic soul has not dispersed.

Although the left-behind troops are relatively relaxed, they are not completely fine. When the troops have military operations, it is also the busiest time for the logistics troops. Not to mention anything else, the sewing team managed by Wu Fangge is busy improving ammunition and carrying equipment for the troops.

After working overtime, many soldiers' fingers were worn out. Wu Fangge jokingly said: This is the first drop of blood we shed for this military operation.

In her spare time, Wu Fangge would still look for a madman and talk to him, hoping to change some things, but the effect was not good. Once, she met Wei Yan at the madman. When she saw Wu Fangge, she thought she was caught doing something bad.

When he arrived, his eyes flashed, he was at a loss, and he hurriedly said hello and escaped. However, it seems that Wei Yan also planned to make up for it. In fact, it is not complicated to solve the problem of a madman, as long as he can rekindle his life.

Just want to be full. Simply put, if he is in love again now and there are people who care about him in this world, he will be dying. However, in this situation, there are regulations of the troops to control him.

How easy is it to make a madman fall in love again?

However, for the entire military operation, these things are small things that cannot be put on the table, or even things that should not be said, because national interests are above everything else, and in the face of national interests, the little personal grudges, love and revenge is simply not considered a

What to do? So everything is still going on.
To be continued...