When the initial surprise and panic passes, and when you begin to understand something, you will use rationality to make a choice. Since escaping is impossible, you must face and make choices. Qin Nan becomes calm and strong.

Facing the website selling misfione on the computer page, Qin Nan gritted his teeth and clicked the purchase button with his mouse.

The medicine was delivered by express the next day. Qin Nan was lying on the bed, reading the English instructions over and over again, and could almost memorize them.

She knew that as long as she drank these medicines, a total of six pills, and took them for three days, this little life would no longer exist. In other words, she would completely cut off the last trace of flesh and blood connection with Qin Bei, and she would not be bothered anymore and could continue to follow the path she had decided long ago.

However, until the joints of her hands holding the medicine turned white, she still had no courage to eat the two small white tablets.

I don’t know if I hope to find courage in Qin Bei’s voice or to say the final farewell to him, Qin Nan suddenly thought of something and opened the mp3 that Qin Bei gave her with trembling hands.

The music of "Wolf Love" instantly filled her eardrums, and Qin Nan played a clever trick, because the song title is when a child is born - "When a child is born", is God helping her make a choice? Otherwise, why did she hear this song at this time? The music that is so familiar to her suddenly had a special meaning to Qin Nan at this moment, and the lyrics that she hadn't noticed in the past suddenly became clear, and each sentence hit her already fragile nerves:

A light of hope shines in the air

A MSI illuminates the road in the sky

Spreading the entire earth, a new dawn has been opened

This is all because of the birth of a child

Silent wishes sail across the sea

The turning wind whispers in the treetops

The wall of suspicion collapses

It's all because of the birth of a child

...

Grief and suffering will be forgotten, forever forgotten

It was a dream, an illusion

But the future will soon be realized

Spreading the entire earth, a new dawn has been opened

This is all because of the birth of a child

When a child is born, child is born, when these keywords fill Qin Nan's mind, before her head is swelled, Qin Nan turned off the mp3, and for the first time he took it off without taking a shower and threw it out of sight...

OK, Qin Bei, you won.

Qin Nan flushed all the medicines he bought online at a high price into the toilet, and at the same time made up her mind that she would give birth to this child and raise him well no matter what difficulties she encountered.

Once she had made up her mind, she calmed down and felt that her erratic life had a direction in an instant, as if a person who had lived for no reason suddenly discovered the meaning and value of life. She even secretly thanked Qin Bei for not drinking the medicine under impulse. She even wanted to thank Qin Bei for reminding herself with that song at such a critical moment. What's more, he gave her a child, a child of the two of them, so that they would connect their lives.

At the fork in life, a decision will change a person's destiny. Obviously, what Qin Nan made was such a decision.

An international student from a foreign country had to learn from the beginning of his independent life, but now he is determined to be a single mother. This requires not only courage, but also strong will and beliefs. Qin Nan did not retreat. She seemed to have grown up overnight and suddenly felt the responsibility on her shoulders. From now on, she must not be weak, because she will be a mother.

After thinking about it over and over again, Qin Nan used her dividends in Qin's stock for the first time. The numbers on it scared her. She had always thought that the money had nothing to do with her, and had never deliberately paid attention to the amount above. But now she had to use the money, otherwise she would not be able to raise this child, at least she could not be born in the student dormitory.

Qin Nan has a belief that since he decided to let him come to this world, he must do his best to give him the best, because he is destined to not be able to give him a complete family and father, and he cannot be wronged. Since it is the flesh and blood of the Qin family, it is reasonable to use this money to raise him. At worst, when he can support himself in the future, Qin Nan has no other way to do so under the current situation.
Chapter completed!