Bloodbath Chapter 34: The Truth
"Actually, when you fell into Sunset Mountain a year ago, you were rescued by a century-old maple tree. However, because you received a huge impact at that time, your martial arts were completely disabled and you became a disabled person," Ling Hua closed.
He closed his eyes and didn't dare to look at Liu Jing's expression at this time. He took a few steps back with a pale face and fell on the chair. The feeling of powerlessness seemed to have returned, "You were lying under the maple tree at that time, looking at
You have watched the sunset landscape for a day and a night... At that time, you had forgotten your hatred and everything... For you, the memory is blank, so you lie there, thinking about who you are.
And keep looking at the sun until your eyes are blinded by the dazzling sunlight..."
My head hurt so much that it was about to explode... Feng Liujing suddenly raised his head, looked at Ling Hua, and asked anxiously: "Then why, why can't I remember anything after hearing what you said? What on earth is going on?
What's going on?"
Ling Hua walked up to Liu Jing and held his hand. Ling Hua's hand was completely different from Leng'er's. Her hand was warm, maybe because of the physical relationship. "Listen to Qingcheng.
You often have nightmares at night, I guess your dreams are all dark, right?"
"yes……"
Ling Hua smiled softly: "Actually, at that time, your eyes were blinded by looking at the sun for a long time, but your reason told you that you were looking for your memory, but you couldn't see anything, so you had to look in the dark.
Struggling hard, Leng Qing couldn't bear to see you in pain like this anymore, and saw me at a loss, so I broke out of my body and came out to help you! But I admit that her method of helping is indeed a bit unreasonable.
But I guess there’s no better way!”
Feng Liujing smiled bitterly, lowered his head, and said softly: "According to what you said, Leng Qing has become a good person! From this point of view, I am the out-and-out bad guy, right?"
"How can you say that?" Ling Hua held his hand tightly, "Actually, there is something wrong with being deserted, you know? It's just because I have lived a futile life for too long and the resentment accumulated in my heart is too deep that I become like this
Another thought was split, and Leng Qing was the incarnation of this thought, so everything she did was filled with resentment..."
"In that case, you still let Leng Qing do this to me! You..." Before Ling Hua finished speaking, Liu Jing raised his head and yelled.
"But we have no other way!" Ling Hua immediately explained, "You have been sleeping since you became blind. Your heart was too calm, so you have been unconscious. We have no other way!
There are so few happy things in your memory. We can’t find any happy memories to wake up your sleeping soul... We can only use hatred! Use hatred to wake you up! In your blank memory, we
I put in some of your painful memories, plus some of your original fragmented memories, so when I pieced it together, it became..." Ling Hua said, but couldn't continue, so he told him the truth,
Isn't it cruel?
Feng Liujing lowered his head again, closed his eyes, and gently touched his eyes: "What about my eyes? Is it because of hatred that my eyes were cured?"
Ling Hua looked at him, her nose felt sore, and her voice began to choke. She held Feng Luojing in her arms: "I'm sorry, I know that being lonely is really too much. I know that maybe you would rather sleep, but we
I don’t want you to continue like this. If you continue to sleep like this, you will die in your sleep, so..."
"So you just let me wake up and continue to suffer?" Feng Liujing said softly, "It's really painful to live, it's better to just die!" After saying that, he stood up and walked towards the window step by step...
Unknowingly, it was already noon, and the sun was so dazzling that it was dazzling... The boys and girls outside were still having fun... Feng Liujing still looked outside and murmured: "They are all children living in the sun.
, and I...is destined to belong to the darkness..."
Ling Hua's tears flowed down unknowingly. She walked to Feng Liujing and was so sad that she didn't know what to say: "Why don't you listen to sister? Do you know why you came to your previous life? Sister is
In order to free you from this curse that is the root of all disasters, I let you come to this world!"
"Why do I have to shoulder these tasks? These tasks are so heavy that I can't breathe! Why does Empress Leng do this to me?" Feng Liujing was still looking out the window, and his voice began to become hoarse.
…
Ling Hua said distressedly: "But, I believe in you, you can do it, right? Now that you know the truth of the whole thing, you should give up hatred, you should..."
Liu Jing shook his head and still looked outside: "I can't go back! Nothing can go back..."
"Who says it can't be done? You still have friendship, love, and family ties!"
Feng Liujing smiled bitterly and turned to look at Ling Hua. There was no wave in his eyes, as calm as a pool of stagnant water... "You should have known the consequences when you put painful memories into my mind; when I decided to be
From that moment of romance, Shen Liuli, who once had a little bit of happiness, died... How can I still have friendship? I have hurt my best friend again and again, how many people have turned against me? Friendship has long been gone.
I am! What about love? The love that I once could get has been put down by me a long time ago. I put it down the moment I fell into Sunset Mountain. Now it’s not that I don’t want to catch it, but that love is too far away from me.
It's gone! I can't catch it or see it at all; as for family love, it has long been gone since the moment I was born, so what else do I expect?"
"Who says you don't have family ties? You do..." Ling Hua hesitated to speak. Facing Feng Luojing's probing eyes, she still swallowed her words.
He smiled bitterly again, looked at Ling Hua, wiped away the tears on her face, and said: "You have nothing to say, right? I know you want to comfort me, but I am no longer worth your trouble! One year
Yes, I know you care about me very much all the time, but I am no longer the same Shen Liuli. I also want to give up hatred, but what can I do? As you said, if there is no hatred as my will,
I will fall into a deep sleep again...so, I can't stop, I can't go back!"
Ling Hua looked at Liu Jing, turned around, and couldn't bear to see Feng Liujing like this anymore, and walked step by step towards the dark corner: "I will leave in a month... Really, I will really
It’s time to leave!”
Feng Liujing looked at Ling Hua's back and finally smiled: "Sometimes, I really envy you, I envy you that you can travel around freely. People often have to shoulder responsibilities and tasks in this life, but there are too many of them.
Too heavy! And now you can finally let go of everything to find the one you love... I really envy you!" Then he looked out the window again, watching the bright sunshine shining on those happy teenagers,
"Ling Hua, do you know? The truth and the lie were once good brothers. One day they went to take a shower together. As a result, the lie wore the clothes of the truth and left, but the truth was unwilling to wear the clothes of the lie... So later people saw
They are all willing to believe lies that seem to be true, but are unwilling to accept the truth! Because the truth is often too cruel and unacceptable. It is like a hedgehog with thorns all over its body. If you want to get it,
, you have to be stabbed with blood... Ling Hua, I am very grateful to you for saying so much to me today, so that even if I die, I will feel at ease!"
Ling Hua shed tears again. The warm liquid also dripped on the cold ground, making a crisp sound. She also laughed: "You know? Sometimes I really feel like Lan Ling."
, your words always carry a kind of power that can make people feel at ease, and the same is true for Lan Ling! In fact, it is you who should be thanked! Because of you, I made the decision to look for Lan Ling instead of waiting here all the time...
...Thank you!" Ling Hua said with a smile, stepped back into the dark corner and disappeared...
In the back room, it became quiet again...
Now only Feng Liujing is left, right? Qingcheng, who used to be by his side to take care of him, is no longer there. Ling Hua will also leave. What will he have left by then?
"At the end of this world, I am the only one left, and I am alone... What I have been guarding for a long time is the love that I long for but is out of reach..." In the back room, the romantic scenery
The sound slowly disappeared...
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