Zhuo Yang and Rishakova have been broken for almost a year, and he has already let go of what he should have given up, and there is not much entanglement in his heart. If you want to say anything else, it is just that he is commemorating his first love in his heart. It has nothing to do with others, and it has nothing to do with anyone else.
It has nothing to do with Rishakova. This is how people are. Many times they are reluctant to leave are actually just missing their own feelings and their efforts in their feelings, not missing the person in their feelings.
Especially Li Xiaoqing's unintentional sentence at the beginning: You don't love her, you just don't want to take revenge on her. Miss Xiaoqing herself has definitely forgotten that she has said such a divine sentence that points directly to the hearts of the people, but Zhuo Yang remembers
Leave it. He is a person who is good at thinking, and more importantly, Zhuo Yang is a person who is brave enough to admit his heart.
It is a very rare quality to be able to recognize one's heart and dare to face it directly. Zhuo Yang can be said to be touched by Xiaoqing's unintentional words, which I don't know where to hear. Later, he carefully analyzed it
Is my first love mostly nostalgia or more resentment?
Zhuo Yang is a smart person and a person who dares to analyze his inner thoughts. He found that it is probably nonsense to say how deep he loves Rishakova he has. The two of them have been together for two or three months, and those with others.
More than a couple who have been sleeping in a bed for more than ten years is a joke. His initial entanglement was more because of his inner resentment and unwillingness. In addition, Rishakova is really a beauty. Her inner dissatisfaction and anger,
Coupled with the greed for beauty, it is subconsciously mistaken for reluctance to love, and even reluctance to Reshakova.
Men are always like this, born to be nostalgic for beauty, and the tolerance and kindness that beauty receives in men is definitely different from others. This cannot be blamed on men, because this is determined by hormones. The day when monkeys come down from the tree and learn to walk upright
That's it.
Zhuo Yang realized the essence of his first love, that is, he met the wrong person at the wrong time. During the first time he arrived in Germany, he encountered loneliness and passion, youthfulness and maturity, and confusion and beauty.
Therefore, Zhuo Yang completely let go and no longer struggles with Reshakova. This can also be reflected in his music. His piano sounds lamented about his first love, but nostalgia for Resha.
He also felt sad about his feelings, but he did not resent Ressa.
Zhuo Yang does not hate Rishakova. He even understands the essence of things and understands Risha a little. Basically, she does not feel sorry for him. She is two people who should not meet.
But Rishakova is different. She really loves Zhuo Yang very much and has made huge changes for Zhuo Yang. She has made great efforts, even if her efforts will be eaten by others. Rishakova lives now
It is extremely simple, like a boring piece of paper, and she spends all her time on her studies, which also makes her musical talent improve by leaps and bounds. There are no men or even women around her, and there are very monotonous classrooms and dormitories.
Rishakova also reflected on her emotional entanglement with Zhuo Yang, thus further reflecting on her past lifestyle. She didn't feel anything in the past, but she firmly believed that as long as she did not hinder others, she could pursue herself freely.
But when she completely changed her lifestyle, she was away from her former indulgence like a Puritan, and then she realized how terrible the rumors were. And then Risa knew how big this rumors would be to the person she loved
harm.
She no longer resented Zhuo Yang because she knew that Zhuo Yang did not feel sorry for her. She could not ask Zhuo Yang for excuses to make huge contributions and changes. Those efforts and changes were just responsibilities and prices that she had to bear for her previous life.
However, the more you give in your relationship, the deeper your love will be.
She really loves Zhuo Yang. If Zhuo Yang is willing to love her again, Rishakova will not hesitate. However, Risha knows very well that the possibility is already very small. Perhaps, Zhuo Yang is not God's arrangement to make me fall.
Those who fall in love are sent to change my lifestyle and outlook on life. All of this is the arrangement of fate, and all of it is the will of God, Amen!
Zhuo Yang and Rishakova no longer resent each other, but they usually go around when they see each other from afar on campus. No one knows what to say or what to say when they meet together. What should I do if they are embarrassed?
However, if you walk for a long time, you will encounter ghosts, and if you walk for a long time, you will encounter enemies. Today is like this, and you will suddenly be unable to avoid it, and you will almost get full of your heart.
I just passed by your heart, but met you at the corner.
Although Zhuo Yang met Resa, although he couldn't say that his heart was as calm as water, he wouldn't go around thinking anymore. When he met, he was a little embarrassed, and he didn't stop or stop. Just twist his head and leave. It's not a big deal, okay
No grace. Don't leave, don't know what to say.
When Risa met Zhuo Yang, her heart suddenly jumped, like a little girl being stared at by a boy she liked for the first time. She wanted to hide but couldn't move away, and wanted to stay but was speechless.
The two of them stood towards each other, one looked a little embarrassed and the other looked eager, but no one could speak.
In the autumn sun, the wind was a little violent, and Rishakova's long skirt swayed in the wind, like a dancing butterfly.
If you don’t say anything, you have to say hello. Zhuo Yang said: “Hi, Risa.”
"Hi, Zhuo Yang" the greetings between the two broke the silence.
"...you, Risa..., that's what..." Zhuo Yang was a little incoherent, and didn't know what he should say, and it seemed that nothing was appropriate to say.
It was Rishakova who continued the conversation: "Zhuo Yang, congratulations on winning the Schumann Gold Award, you are amazing."
"Thank you, Risa."
"I heard that you have become the captain of the team. Congratulations to you, Zhuo Yang."
"Thank you, Ressa..." Zhuo Yang was at least a little more comfortable: "Rissa, how are you doing recently? Are you doing well?" A very clichéd and unskilled inquiry.
"...Well, it's all okay." After Resa answered this nutritious nonsense, the two fell into silence again.
"That..., I have something to do, Ressa, I'll leave first, see Ressa."
"Well, goodbye, Zhuo Yang."
The two of them said goodbye and passed by, and the violent wind swept through them, like splitting the sleeping lake.
Zhuo Yang, who was walking forward, couldn't help but sigh: Resa is still so beautiful, she is really a charming woman. Alas!
Rishakova, who was walking forward, couldn't help but sigh: Zhuo Yang is still so cute, and the smell on his body is still so fascinating.
The strong autumn wind whirled forward, sweeping upwards with fallen leaves on the ground, swept upwards, sweeping towards the sky along the walls of the roadside building.
Chapter completed!