Chapter 828 The helplessness that cannot be told
Xiaotong is a person with firm beliefs. He has lofty and ordinary ideals, as is the case with every fang soldier. For his beliefs, Xiaotong can endure hardships and hardships that ordinary people cannot imagine, both physically and mentally.
Among people like Xiaotong, he is originally an extremely proud person, but precisely because of the belief in his heart, he can endure grievances and misunderstandings, and ignores looks and ridicule as nothing.
Before coming to Zhuoyang to perform the task, Xiaotong was actually mentally prepared because his colleagues in the Second Bureau had similar experiences.
Zhuo Yang is not a special case here. The Second Bureau has also sent personnel to perform security tasks for other important figures before, just like in the movie "The Bodyguard of Zhongnanhai" starring Jet Li.
Important people are also very proud. They treat bodyguards just like hourly workers and other service staff. Their speech and behavior always reveal their contempt for martial arts, but some people hide it well.
Before Xiaotong came, he thought Zhuo Yang was the same. He was a young and frivolous successful person, and there were few people in the world that he could respect. And Zhuo Yang's move to offer him a salary from the beginning confirmed Xiaotong's belief even more.
Tong’s view.
Of course, he was sent by the government, so he didn't have to pay for it himself. Zhuoyang's insistence, in Xiaotong's view, made it clear that he didn't want to fall out of favor and that business should be done in a matter-of-fact manner. Moreover, Zhuoyang's salary was very high, several times higher than the outside market price.
Xiaotong was stubborn, so she had to report and ask for instructions. The leader said that if you give it to you, you can keep it. Xiaotong decided to return it all to Zhuo Yang after the mission was over. If he didn't accept it, he would turn it over. The money was in a Swiss bank account.
It remained motionless.
But after Xiaotong came to Spain, he quickly felt Zhuoyang's respect for him. This respect came from the fact that he had been in the same army as Jiushan, and it was a heartfelt respect for his status.
Zhuoyang didn't have much respect for the bodyguard leader Brent Wilder, the French former special forces soldier. He just opened his mouth when he was supposed to talk, and he really stared at him.
But none of this happened to Xiaotong. Zhuoyang's respect for him was not polite, but as close as a friend, brother or even elder.
All in all, this mission was unexpectedly easy for Xiaotong.
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"Brother Tong, how can love be a luxury product? Shouldn't love have nothing to do with money?"
"Luxury doesn't just refer to money. At least to me, love is a very luxurious thing, but it has nothing to do with money."
"I still don't understand. Brother Tong, please explain it to me carefully."
Xiaotong said that when he was a boy, he fought for Fen against injustice out of a sense of justice. It was very pure. Even if Fen was an ugly girl or the bullied boy was a boy, he would do that. But it is undeniable that even if Fen is an ugly girl, he will do so.
The justice in his heart inevitably produced a savior feeling in his young heart, so he and Fen were not equal psychologically from the beginning.
And in Fen Yingxu's teary eyes, she impulsively made the promise to 'marry you'. Xiaotong confessed that it was because she was beautiful. The beautiful girl at that moment would make any boy attracted. If it were replaced by a girl crying at the top of her lungs.
的呲牙黑胖凤姐试试,那个画面是不是不忍直视?晓彤会'娶你'还是'揍你'?
Don't complain about the cruel facts, the world is inherently unfair.
Zhuo Yang will definitely not criticize morally here, because twelve years ago on the side of the Hanover Canal, the startling glance of Coco left an indelible mark in his heart, and his love was deeply rooted because of her rebelliousness.
Heavenly face.
Xiaotong and Fen never really fell in love before they got married, not even for a single day. During the ten years of waiting, it was impossible to tell how much of it was repayment and morality, and how much was love.
Xiaotong's "extravagant theory" is also because he is a soldier, and not an ordinary soldier.
25-year-old Xiaotong clearly told Fen that if she married him, it would mean living apart in two places all year round, and there would always be the possibility of becoming a widow at any time. This was not alarmist, but a cold fact. Xiaotong let Fen make her own choice.
But does she have a choice? The obsession in her heart has long been formed, she has chosen it long ago, and the rest can only be left to fate.
"Zhuoyang, do you think this is love?" Xiaotong said, "For people like me, love is a luxury."
Xiaotong said that he really felt love for his wife Fen after his daughter was born, but he was not sure whether it was more like love or family affection.
"Zhuoyang, do you think this is love?" Xiaotong asked again: "In other words, this is what love really looks like, but we haven't noticed it yet."
Zhuoyang couldn't answer at all. He was just an eggplant in front of Xiaotong's in-depth questions.
Xiaotong himself also had no answer, but he was a very strong-minded person and a wise man who was very good at thinking. Xiaotong did not dwell on the answer, but took life itself seriously.
This may be the answer, and it is the ultimate answer.
Xiaotong's mission is confidential. His family does not know where he is and what he is doing, and they are used to it. Xiaotong will not carry anything that may reveal his true identity, including photos of his family.
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He could only occasionally contact Fen at home without being exposed and learn about the current situation of his wife and daughter. The recent news made Xiaotong feel helpless.
Shibalipu is a small town where time moves slowly. It is almost the same as it was more than ten years ago, and the pace of urban development has not affected it yet.
In order to provide their daughter with a better education, Xiaotong and Fen, like other couples, bought a new house in a new development zone in the city. The location and environment are quite good. But the problem lies in this very noble community.
With beautiful scenery and a blend of north and south, Hanzhong is a place where beauties are born. Today's society is also very flashy, and many local and foreign rich people who got rich first have raised wives, that is, mistresses.
This phenomenon occurs in every city, but Hanzhong is no exception.
With a house, a car and generous monthly living expenses, many women are content to become wild canaries. The community where Xiaotong and Fen live now is the most popular place for rich people and canaries, but they
I didn't know this before buying a house.
There are many such wild canaries in the community now. They all have the same characteristics: they are very beautiful, have a car worth more than 100,000 yuan, do not have to go to work, men at home rarely appear, and they have a child alone.
Fen meets all these conditions. She is a military wife, but people in the community think that she is also a kept mistress.
Fen couldn't spend all day explaining to others, and even if she did, it would be useless, because people like to listen to other people's rumors rather than the person's own words. The rolling eyes and pointing fingers behind her reminded her of the grievances she suffered when she was in school.
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In fact, the way to eliminate misunderstandings and prejudices is also very simple. As long as Xiaotong wears military uniforms and walks in and out of the community with his wife and children for a few days, all the gossipy women will immediately shut up. But Xiaotong's mission has not been completed yet, and he can't do it now
leave.
Chapter completed!