It seems that you have made a choice
Are you tired? In fact, there is no difference between being tired or not.
Qiqi is indeed afraid that others will see through her thoughts at this moment, no matter who this person is, because she has a bad mind.
Doubt is like a cancer that grows in the heart and it is hard to get rid of it any longer.
If you have to get rid of it, you can only use a knife to cut the flesh off the skin. It hurts until it keeps bleeding.
She stood in the wind for a while, and even she couldn't see clearly what was reflected in her eyes. She didn't know how long it took before she raised her eyes and looked at Meng Cangyun. Her words were a bit desolate: "My Queen, do you say...what should I do?"
"If you want to ask the Queen Mother, you have to tell me your concern first." Meng Cangyun took her to sit down in the flower bed beside her, waved her hand casually, and the shadow guards guarding nearby immediately dispersed.
The entire flower bed was empty and no one spoke, and the quiet sound of the wind blowing the leaves was extremely clear.
"There is no worries, just worrying about the evil spirits around us." Qiqi was still unwilling to tell her the worries in her heart. The Queen Mother and the Queen of Father had experienced too much. She had finally been together for a long time. She couldn't bear to worry about them any more.
Although everyone was blushing and kept shirking responsibility for each other, it must have happened a long time later.
In this situation, who can really let go of everything and leave easily?
The Queen Mother is not such an irresponsible person. Now, the government wants her and her father to take care of her. She is already in a state of ease. With so little time left, it is better to let her and her father live a sweet life.
Not everyone can survive such a torment after twenty years of separation.
However, Qiqi was unwilling to say it, but Meng Cangyun didn't plan to let it go. She glanced at her and said, "If you don't say it, I'll go find the eldest brother."
"My Queen!" Qiqi frowned and stared at her.
"Tell me, your mother's heart is very good and will not get sick." Seeing that she still looked unwilling to let go, Meng Cangyun stared for a moment and suddenly said, "Are you... afraid that you will die again when you are almost twenty years old?"
"My Queen..." Qiqi's breathing was chaotic, and his fingertips couldn't help but tense.
"That's it." Meng Cangyun didn't look at her, but just looked up at the moonlight tonight.
The seven wounds in ancient times, who died in the past dream of the remaining children in Jiangnan in his previous life, and Mu Qiqi, who died in an air crash on his way to the mission at the age of twenty... It turned out that her girl really died in the year of twenty, or that day in every life.
She stretched out her arm and hugged her, rubbed her head, which was about the size of her own, and smiled and said, "Are you afraid?"
"Mom." Qiqi did not answer, but instead shouted softly.
"Hmm?" Meng Cangyun raised her eyebrows. In fact, she liked this word more and sounded more.
"Mom." Qiqi called out again, very gentle and gentle, and well-behaved. The mom was so sweet that it reached Meng Cangyun's heart. "Can I scold you for a nonsense?"
"..." A person who was so happy that his daughter was so obsessed with her well-behaved that half a second ago, his face turned completely dark in the second half.
The hand that rubbed her head suddenly tightened and hit her head.
Qiqi groaned in pain and immediately complained: "You ask me if I am afraid of death, isn't that nonsense? How can you not be afraid?"
"Even if you talk nonsense, you care about you. You can't be more well-behaved and tell your mother honestly that she is afraid?" Meng Cangyun glared at her and complained.
Qiqi disagreed and gave her a blank look and said, "Tell you that you have something to use, but you can't help me."
Meng Cangyun suddenly became silent, just staring at her face and not speaking.
Qiqi was a little confused when she saw it. She turned her face away and wanted to speak, but she still didn't know what to say.
She was really afraid and thought things might turn around after she came back, but she still didn't find anything when she came back.
Everyone is so normal, and everyone seems to have nothing to do with suspicion, but the day is coming soon after her 20th birthday.
This feeling was like someone criticizing her for life and saying that she could only live for more than a month, but he told her that there was actually a way to save her and make her survive. However, when he said that at the critical moment, he was unwilling to speak again, and he was unwilling to tell her what life-saving method was there.
She is not a fatalist, but she clearly sees that this has been the case in the past three lives, and she has to believe those things.
Where is the evil spirit? When will he appear?
"Even if you are anxious, it will be useless. You are reluctant to really doubt Nan'er. In the end, not only will you be worried, but your feelings with Nan'er will also be affected." Meng Cangyun suddenly said.
"Mom, I don't have that kind of relationship with him."
"I know, but you care about him and can't bear to hurt him. When you see him sad, you will be sad, right?" Meng Cangyun stretched out and pointed at the tip of her nose, and said helplessly: "Either you have been doubting or you choose to believe it and wait until something happens."
"What does it mean?" Qiqi looked up at her, not understanding.
"Then tell me, do you decide to doubt or believe?" Meng Cangyun also looked at her, very seriously: "Use reason and don't be tied to emotions."
"mom……"
"He will be back soon," she reminded.
Qiqi held her palm hard. In fact, she had been in pain for so long because of this.
She couldn't make up for doubt. Yes, she really doubted.
If you don’t have doubts, you won’t be struggling all day long and you won’t be in pain.
"It seems you have made a choice." Meng Cangyun patted her head gently and smiled: "If the matter is true, then what you are suspicious of is the evil spirit, not Nan'er. If you cannot drive the evil spirit out of him, it will be a terrible thing for Nan'er. Do you understand?"
Qiqi didn't say anything, just looked at her quietly.
Meng Cangyun knew that sometimes her daughter was too soft-hearted and soft-hearted, which would make her suffer a lot more.
Taking a deep breath, she said in a deep voice: "If the evil spirits have been controlling him, then there will be no more Chu Jiangnan in this world, and you will no longer have your senior brother."
If the evil spirit is on the senior brother, then there will be no such person as the senior brother in this world...
A few words were clearly very light, but it scared Qiqi to the point where he was completely cold for a moment, and even every bloodline seemed to be frozen in an instant.
Meng Cangyun's eyes were still locked on her face. The face was pale from the beginning to the end, as if it was ashen. She felt so sad that she couldn't bear it. However, if the heavenly disaster was still there, if it was only twenty years old, then they really had no time to go.
In the distance, the simple white figure came towards the wind, so innocent, so vast, so moving, but...
Huo Di, Qiqi stood up and rushed towards him.
Chu Jiangnan seemed to have never expected Qiqi to be like this. When she rushed over and hugged him, he was completely confused.
He looked down at Qiqi, who buried his face in his arms and was so excited that his body was trembling. He was stunned for a while before he remembered to hug her and patted her trembling shoulders: "Qiqi..."
"I'm sorry, senior brother, I'm sorry, I know I'm not good, I'm sorry..." Qiqi still buried a face in his shoulder, holding his long fingers up his clothes, clearly wiping tears.
Chu Jiangnan looked at her a little helplessly, patted her back, and silently comforted her.
After a while, he seemed to have thought through something. The surprise in his eyes turned soft, and his voice was as gentle as the wind: "You know clearly that no matter what you did, your senior brother would not be angry with you, why should you do this?"
The words had no comforting effect, but instead made the girl in her arms even more guilty. She reached out to hold his waist and looked guilty: "I'm sorry, senior brother, are you okay to scold me? Don't be angry with me, I'm afraid that I will feel sad when I see you. Once you are sad, I will feel uncomfortable."
"I'm not angry, nor sad, I'm thinking about anything." Chu Jiangnan smiled slightly, stretched out his long finger to wipe away the tears in her eyes, then hugged her gently in his arms, comforted her: "I'm really not angry, you have your worries, senior brother knows in his heart, senior brother never blames you."
"I'm just afraid that I will not live to be twenty years old." Qiqi was still unwilling to let him go, and hugged him, as if he was holding a life-saving straw: "You don't know that I saw the old man in the illusion. He told me that this is my last life. If I can't even break the heavenly tribulation in this life, I will be destroyed, my soul will be scattered, and I will disappear from heaven and earth from then on, and there will be no me in this world."
Chu Jiangnan's face changed slightly, his long arms tightened, and he took her into his arms, "Don't be afraid, my senior brother will help you, I will definitely help you, don't be afraid."
"What's the temper of this girl?" Meng Cangyun in the distance didn't see the two of them coming, so she had to take the initiative to meet them and stare at Qiqi who was nestled in Chu Jiangnan's arms and said, "Didn't you agree to go to Qingfeng Palace? If you talk here again, your eldest prince is going to curse."
"I understand." As early as when Meng Cangyun walked over, Qiqi had already held Chu Jiangnan's clothes and quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. When she was sure there were no tears on her face, she turned to look at Meng Cangyun and smiled: "I suddenly wanted to hug my senior brother. Isn't it okay to hug her for a while? Anyway, the senior brother is mine."
Meng Cangyun glanced at her and said disapprovingly: "If you want to hug her, you can't wait to hug her after you go back to the room tonight? In front of Wei's mother, I don't know how ashamed."
Qiqi just hummed and continued to hug Chu Jiangnan and ignored her.
However, Chu Jiangnan was a little embarrassed by her. She held Tianya Guqin with one hand and held her in her arms with her long arm. Looking at Meng Cangyun again, she had turned around and walked towards Qingfeng Palace.
He looked down at Qiqi, and Qiqi also happened to look up at him.
When two gazes met, she moved her lower lip and said something silently.
Chapter completed!