love is selfish
"In fact, my mother has always only her father in her heart, and the children she gave birth to are all their fathers."
"When my mother married the man and entered the door, she had already found out that she was pregnant."
"So she still stayed in the original wing room. Even on the wedding night, the man lived alone."
Many things can still be buried deep in the heart when they are not mentioned.
Once mentioned, the melancholy turned back and couldn't help but burst into my heart.
There is no color in the eyes of the world, but the heart has already surged.
"But my father moved out at that time. My mother was not in the new house, and he didn't know."
"He knew that his mother was pregnant, but he didn't know that it was his own child, he just thought it was that person's child."
"So, when your father was dying, he didn't know that Buli was his biological son?"
Meng Cangyun really didn't expect that the childhood of not returning from the world had this tragic experience.
No wonder he always looks cold and keeps people from thousands of miles away.
The world nodded, and his eyes were covered with tears from nowhere.
"Then why did your mother hide it from him like this? If she told all this, maybe your father wouldn't die of depression."
Sihai Bugui frowned and sighed softly.
"have no idea."
"Grandma told me that the man was the marriage given to her by Her Majesty the Queen to help her do things."
"And, my mother asked everyone to hide this from me and my father."
"We don't know what she thought in her heart."
"I finally got a little comfort in my heart knowing that I am still in this world and never leave this relative."
"So, our relationship has been very good since childhood."
"Buli only knows that his father died of illness. I don't want to tell him these things, I just don't want to make him sad."
The world of no return gently hugged Meng Cangyun, and I couldn't tell what it felt like.
If it weren't for the marriage of Her Majesty, would their mother never marry her for life?
He couldn't figure out this question or guess it thoroughly.
But why, even though two people clearly love each other, they still can't get out of the shackles of this world?
Meng Cangyun felt even more uncomfortable when she knew that this beautiful marriage was caused by her mother's mother.
If it weren't for the Queen Mother, the Qingzhou and his husband might still be fine.
And even if you don’t return from the world, you won’t have to bear this kind of psychological pressure since childhood.
Just a ten-year-old child. How did he survive it at that time?
"I'm sorry, I don't know my mother's wife..." Meng Cangyun said in a hoarse voice.
Sihai Bugui gently stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.
"Silly girl, I tell you all this, just want to share everything I have with you without reservation."
"No, I'll blame Her Majesty."
"At the beginning, I was really dissatisfied with what she did, why would my mother listen to every word she said?"
"But when I saw that man, I did a lot of things for my mother."
"So, slowly, I've accepted it all."
"Maybe, without Her Majesty the Queen's arrangement, all this will happen sooner or later."
After he finished all this, Meng Cangyun had turned around and hugged the four seas tightly.
She was very grateful. He would be with him without grudges. He would be honest with him.
Then, what about her? She has so many secrets. Can she really muster up the courage to tell him?
Now, it is not the time. She is not just the His Highness of the Dream Clan, but also a modern time traveler.
How can all this be explained clearly?
But Meng Cangyun soon thought of another question.
The father who has never returned from all over the world died of depression because of his mother who married another man.
Then, what should he do if she is forced to remarry in the future?
As a Your Highness, all this is like something that must have happened.
No, she must not let her beloved man walk the path his father once walked.
What a wonderful love that is for a lifetime.
"If I don't return, I will never...
Sihai Bugui immediately stretched out his long finger and attached it to her little mouth, stopping Meng Cangyun from saying what she wanted to say.
After a long time, he said lightly: "If, after all, I hope you don't call someone else's husband."
"You are His Highness, and it may be harder to resist such things than my mother."
"So, if that day really comes, I just hope that you have the only husband in your generation."
"Am I very selfish? In fact, my father is also selfish to my mother."
"Maybe, the love between two people is selfish."
Meng Cangyun only watched the world not return for a moment, and could not come back to her senses for a long time.
Today, she can truly understand him and his inner thoughts.
The gentle breeze blew, and the long hair of the two people drifted in the wind.
From a distance, it looks as beautiful as a painting.
I don’t know how long it took, but Sihai Bugui helped her stand up.
"Go back to have a meal first, don't let everyone wait too long."
The face of Bugui of Sihai has returned to its previous cheerfulness, as if all of this just now has been blown away with the wind.
Meng Cangyun still looked at him and nodded.
"Lunch is over, if there is still time, we will ride horses and walk around, and there are still many footprints of me and Buli."
As soon as the words fell, the world bent down and hugged Meng Cangyun.
"Wife, go back for a meal."
Meng Cangyun looked at his handsome face that was regaining smile, and his heavy heart gradually became cheerful.
Maybe a pair of people in their lifetime is a private love, so let her be selfish once.
...
...Today's lunch is not a big deal, it's just a simple family meal.
However, his daughter-in-law is His Highness, and of course he dare not ignore it in Qingzhou, all over the world.
She went back to her room to rest for two quarters of an hour, and could not wait to go out to prepare something.
She had to watch all the etiquettes herself. There were so many things, so how could she dare to neglect anything?
When Sihai Wulu came out with Meng Cangyun in his arms, Wu Ya Siqing was already waiting at the gate of the backyard.
"Your Highness, are you okay?"
Wu Ya Siqing greeted her with a anxious look on her face. The story of Meng Shiyue just now was what everyone said later.
I don’t know if what those servants said is completely true.
She really didn't expect that such a big thing happened in the hall in the short period of time when she left.
But, letting her be responsible for supervising everyone to count the gifts is the imperial edict of Her Majesty the Queen, how could she resist the edict?
Fortunately, when she heard that Your Highness was not injured, her heart finally calmed down.
Chapter completed!