Chapter five hundred and eighty second you go
I suddenly pulled Lanshan and went up without thinking. Seeing her eyes crying red, I suddenly felt very sad.
I knew it was just an illusion, and I knew that she was not my mother, at least it was not real, but I still felt very uncomfortable in my heart. Maybe it was because of her reaction that made me feel very uncomfortable. I remembered the hardships that my mother had pulled me up since I was a child, and her eyes turned red unconsciously.
I walked over, gently held her arm, and said, "Mom, don't be sad."
Arashiyama also held her hand and comforted her: "Yes, Auntie. Don't be sad."
She suddenly looked up at us and asked, "Can you stop going out and stay."
I felt sad and shocked when I heard this, but the next step was to be prepared.
Although the person in front of me was exactly the same as my mother, and even the tone and voice of her speech were exactly the same, I was still on guard.
I still feel very cautious. Maybe it was because I had thoughts when I came, so I was so vigilant.
I seem to understand why so many timelines don’t match, because they just don’t want me to go out and want me to stay here.
My father left, and I felt my mother's pain again. When I saw my mother's tears, even if I really wanted to leave, I would inevitably be reluctant to let it go.
Sure enough, I felt very unbearable when I met those red eyes.
I don't want to leave, I don't want to leave.
I couldn't bear to let it go, and what flashed through my mind was the scenes of my mother pulling me up from childhood to adulthood.
Lanshan held my hand, but his eyes were still reluctant to let go.
I smiled and comforted, "Don't worry, I'm responsible."
Although I was reluctant to let it go, I still knew what I was doing, I still knew where this place was, and I also knew that this place was just an illusion.
But at this time I couldn't say anything.
I lowered my head and said in Arashiyama's ear: "One night, after today, we will leave tomorrow, okay?"
Lanshan met my misty eyes and finally felt soft-hearted. He reached out to pull my arm and shook it gently, with a little coquettish sense, and her soft words were in his ears.
"I will be with you, we will definitely go out. After this time, if these problems are solved, we will have the most real time and we will be together well."
I nodded and clenched her hand.
When I walked over, I helped my mother up. Lanshan was very considerate and handed her a tissue, but her smile was still soft.
"Auntie, I know you feel uncomfortable, but can we go back first? It's very windy here, and Wu Cheng is not at ease with your health. Let's go back first. If there is anything, we will go home and I'll cook for you."
Lanshan's words were full of sincerity, and with her clear big eyes, my mother couldn't bear to refuse after seeing them.
"good!"
It was just one word, but I could hear her choking.
We each supported my mother, and when we got home, it was already ten o'clock.
The sun in the sky came out a little bit, not very big, but it was just comfortable to warm the body, making people feel very relieved.
Lanshan was chatting with my mother in the yard, and I didn't hear what the two of them were saying, but I could see the expressions on their faces inside. My mother's expressions had been slightly relieved, and the lines on her face were no longer so tight.
I looked at the water rolling in front of me and put the noodles down.
Frying is too troublesome, and my mother is in a bad mood now, so it is better to eat noodles.
After I put the noodles, I started cutting the green onions again.
The dishes and meat were prepared before, so I carefully made a pot of soup, and then I picked it up after the noodles were cooked.
"Ranshan, have dinner."
I shouted outside, and then Lanshan came in. She hugged me from behind and said, "Do you know? Auntie no longer forces you. She promised me and let you choose your own life."
I pulled her into my arms, fell a kiss on her forehead, and smiled and said, "It's all your credit."
She smiled, then shook her head slightly.
"It's because my aunt is open-minded. Wu Cheng, I know, you are still wondering if this is the one from the past, but after such a long conversation with my aunt, I'm completely sure that she is your mother."
I nodded, then raised my chin and pointed in front.
"The noodles should be muddy, so I'll do some things later."
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Lanshan's face turned red immediately. She beat me and then carried the noodles out. During the process of eating noodles, she kept her head down and didn't dare to look at me at all. I chuckled slightly. This girl's skin was still so thin, but it was still fun to tease her.
After all the meal, I asked my mother to go to the room to sleep. I was going to boil water and wash dishes. Lanshan was going to help, so I asked her to go over and accompany my mother.
After I washed the dishes, I arrived in the yard. The tree inside was already very large. I heard my mother say that this tree was planted by my father. I often wonder if this is the poem.
There is a loquat tree in the courtyard, which was planted by my wife when she died. Now it is like a pavilion.
Although this is different, my feelings are the same.
This poem talks about the lament of my wife's departure for many years. The tree in my yard was planted by my parents when they got married, witnessing the relationship between them.
But now, things change, and this tree is still here, but they, whether they are real or now, my dad is gone.
I sighed, feeling a little sad.
Lanshan didn't know when it came out, but I turned around and saw her concerned eyes.
I smiled and said, "Don't worry, it's okay."
"Um."
She also smiled.
I hugged Lanshan and sat on the stool, but I still couldn't bear it, but it was much better.
"Do you still remember? Your father didn't leave. He came back and your mother came back. They were all really outside. After we went out, we could still be together."
I nodded.
After sitting for about half an hour, a sound came from behind us.
"I have something to say to you."
I turned around and saw my mother standing there, and her eyes were already calm.
She is still the same as before, a very tough person.
I brought in another small stool and let her sit on it.
She looked at us and finally said, "You guys go."
I was a little confused. Lanshan just told me that my mother had decided to let me make the decision myself, but I didn't expect that she would say that directly. It seems that she really let go and was really willing to let us leave.
Before I could react, a smile appeared on my mother's face, a little bitter, but more relieved.
She continued, "Wu Cheng. I should tell you some things."
I was still confused. She had already taken out a small box from behind that she had brought it to me at some time and placed it in front of me.
I looked puzzled and couldn't help but say, "Mom, this is..."
"You open it and you'll know."
She said, nodding at me, seeing her sure look, I finally felt at ease and reached out to open it.
The moment I saw it, I couldn't react.
The things inside are nothing else, they are just mountain shovels.
Chapter completed!