"Yes! I just want to yell at you!"

Lin Jingyu wanted to endure it, but it would be fine if Ye Xiao didn't restrain himself, but he deliberately picked it. Now Lin Jingyu couldn't tolerate it and shouted directly at Ye Xiao: "I suddenly felt that there was a saying that was right. Don't be too nice to others. Over time, others will get used to it, take your goodness for granted, and even take your goodness as shit!"

"So, do you really think you've done a lot?"

Ye Xiao's voice was a little low, as if he was a little tired, and his face was a little tired: "At that time in high school, I promised my dad would never fight again, but every time you asked me to fight, I didn't say no. You said that you just wanted to train yourself and didn't want to do that. Then, as a deputy class monitor, I did more work than you, but when I went on stage to receive the award, you went up to receive it; when you quarreled with your dad, you didn't starve to ask your dad about the food expenses, and asked me to give you a thousand yuan for dinner, and then, I didn't have dinner for half a semester... One thousand yuan is really nothing to you. You lost a few thousand yuan for once, but that was my food expenses for almost one semester."

As he spoke, Ye Xiao's expression became a little heavy. He turned his head and did not let Lin Jingyu see the expression on his face: "Don't ask me why I didn't ask my family for money. One thousand yuan is enough for my father to eat for half a year. You said, why didn't I ask my family for money..."

"Then what you mean is that my family is wrong? I shouldn't have been too good, right?" Lin Jingyu directly retorted, feeling that he was not wrong, so he naturally didn't have to deliberately act as weak as if he was doing something wrong.

"I don't mean that." Ye Xiao didn't expect that Lin Jingyu still didn't understand, so he had to continue saying: "I just wanted you to know that you have something wrong, really something wrong... You are really naive sometimes... Well, I'll say it badly, it's actually stupid. In short, you always think things are so simple."

"It's just that you think things are too complicated, and things can be solved simply."

"It's not that I think things are complicated, but that things themselves are so complicated. The reason why you think it's simple is because many things in this world can be solved directly by money."

Lin Jingyu remained silent, not that Ye Xiao wanted to admit defeat, but he just didn't want to argue with Ye Xiao anymore. He felt that it was like playing the piano for a cow, and it was meaningless at all. He felt that Ye Xiao was just trying to keep his family from a wealthy family.

"Jing Yu..."

Ye Xiao called out to Lin Jingyu, but did not look at Lin Jingyu. He knew what Lin Jingyu was thinking and asked in a low voice: "Have you ever experienced despair?"

"this……"

Lin Jingyu didn't know how to answer the conversation. Usually, many people were joking when they asked this, but now Lin Jingyu didn't think Ye Xiao wanted to joke and didn't understand what Ye Xiao meant, so he had to continue to remain silent.

"I have experienced it, really... When I was lying on the hospital with my legs broken, I thought to myself, anyway, I want to study computer science majors in the future, and I don't need my legs. If my legs are broken, I am not desperate; when I was rejected by my first choice, I thought to myself, if I really want to learn any school, I will go to a second-tier university? This does not affect my postgraduate entrance examination, so I am not desperate; when I broke up with Tunan, I thought to myself, it's not that I can't deserve her, but that I will meet a better and more suitable girl in the future. We are just not suitable, so I am not desperate."

Ye Xiao looked at the dark night view outside the car window, but turned his head and refused to let Lin Jingyu see his expression. His voice suddenly became hoarse and trembled with a hint of trembling: "I really know what despair is, it is the second semester of senior high school. March 7th, you should remember it?"

"Of course I remember."

Lin Jingyu recalled and said, "From that day, it should be said that it was that night that you were like an evil person. You returned to the dormitory and didn't sleep all night. You sat on the bed and leaned against the wall as if you were dead. I didn't know what kind of nerves at that time, and watched you sit there all night. On the morning of the 8th, we boys ran to celebrate the birthday of the girl, shouted Happy Women's Day to Xiuli, and almost got beaten to death... But you still seemed like you were an evil person, and no one was concerned, and you didn't say a word. You went to the classroom and read books, and you did nothing when you returned to the dormitory and read books, and you did nothing all day, and you didn't climb the wall at night, just read books, and then you passed one semester and got one semester of evil person."

"Are you involved in evil? If you really do, that's great."

Ye Xiao smiled disconcertedly, not knowing whether he was smiling bitterly or laughing at himself, and continued to ask: "Do you still remember what happened that night?"

"The get out of class ended at 9:40 that night. You and I took four friends and I to climb the wall out to surf the Internet. As soon as we climbed over the wall, we suddenly saw a middle-aged man sitting at the base of the wall. He thought it was a teacher. They all jumped back in fear and didn't dare to jump out at all."

Lin Jingyu wanted to laugh when he remembered those stupid things in the past, but when he saw Ye Xiao really couldn't laugh, he said softly: "We only realized that there was a problem after jumping back from the wall. We had never seen this man at school, and the man was dressed a little torn, so it shouldn't be the teacher of our school. Then a buddy said that he should be a beggar, so he didn't have to be afraid at all. He wanted to continue crawling out and masturbate. When he was about to set off and continue crawling out, a buddy suddenly said that he was still sitting next to the base of the wall at night. Isn't it a ghost?"

"A few of us didn't believe it at first, and didn't take it seriously, thinking that there was nothing wrong with it. Although there was a grave next to the school, we had never made a ghost. When I was about to laugh at this kid, I suddenly realized that your expression was so weird that you couldn't say anything. I wanted to ask you what happened to you. You didn't say anything, and then ran back like crazy. At this time, I had to believe what the kid said, the man outside was a ghost, and it might be a ghost, because you were really like a ghost, and your behavior was really weird. We were so scared that we didn't dare to climb out again. We all ran back to the dormitory with you, but we didn't dare to ask you, so we had to sleep honestly."

Lin Jingyu couldn't help looking at Ye Xiao, thinking of this strange thing, he was really puzzled. He still didn't understand what was going on, and continued: "Then, as you said just now, you sat in your seat like you were dead, and sat for the whole night. After that, the walls were no longer crawling, fighting, and playing games. You were reading books all day long, and you kept reading like this for a whole semester... It's strange to say, why did you suddenly become like that, and read books every day without wisdom? I don't know what's going on now. Can't you really encounter a ghost and get evil?"

"I'd rather go and see a hell."
Chapter completed!