Chapter 110 Bereavement
I stood alone in the night, I was afraid of the sound and loud noise. I was afraid that in the night, someone would stretch out his hand to pinch my neck. Then, he took my life!
When my mother heard someone calling her name again in her ear, she opened her eyes and saw a familiar and kind face. It was grandma's face, but everything around her was dark. The only thing that mother could see clearly was grandma's face. Her face was full of smiles. Grandma reached out to help her mother out of the field and patted her mud:
"Zhang Hua, don't lie there, the ground is cold, get up quickly."
It was obvious that my father had just hit the field with a motorcycle, but my mother couldn't feel any pain, but instead felt a comfortable and relaxing feeling being helped by my grandmother. She didn't care about that anymore, and my mother stood up and held my grandmother's hand:
"Mom, why are you here? Shouldn't you be in Sanchuan's hometown? You didn't call when you came."
Grandma smiled:
"Silly kid, how could my daughter be injured and my mother is gone? I feel uncomfortable when I see you like this. You said, why did you have to come out to do? Isn't it okay to stay in the mountains? You have to come out and suffer this? Look at you, you are covered in dust. I still remember when you smiled, your skin was so white and tender. Now that I am not old, I start to grow wrinkles. I look like I am thirty years old. I feel so uncomfortable when I see you."
My mother smiled, recalled her experiences over the years, and shook her head:
"Mom, I know what you said. But there is no way to go back in life. Now I have become like this because of my own decision. Besides, I have lived a good life. Mingfeng has encountered something recently, so it will be better in a while. I also thought that Mingfeng and I will go out to work and take our money to open a small shop. The family of three is also pretty good. You said right. By the way, come home with me to see your nephew."
When my mother just reached out to take her grandmother home, she found that she could not hold her hand anyway. Then her grandmother's figure slowly disappeared from her eyes...
The loud sound of a motorcycle scared her mother and opened her eyes. She found that she was still lying in the field. A motorcycle drove over the road just now. My mother thought that her father was back. Her mother climbed out of the field with difficulty, and she didn't know where she was hit. The bicycle was broken and she couldn't ride it. Her mother's foot fell and she was bleeding and it was very inconvenient to walk. At that time, my mother's local language was actually quite ordinary, but few people in her hometown could speak Mandarin at that time, so it was basically impossible to ask for help. Every family would drive her out like an outsider. At that time, the only impression that the outsider gave the locals was that her hands and feet were not clean.
The courtyard is not available at the moment, and although the grandmother and grandmother are safe, after these days of getting along, they are likely to send themselves back to the courtyard, and they will still be the same as the sheep. My father's temper is definitely not someone who can listen to it after saying a few words, and he still needs money when closing the door. But it is not enough to find a place outside to lie down, but his father's temperament will definitely drive a motorcycle to look for it.
There was no hope when I walked to my aunt's house, so my mother could only find a hidden place to hide. She survived tonight first and then made plans tomorrow. Anyway, she came out of the mountains and could still bear it. The key is that the wound on her legs kept emitting painful reactions to her brain, which stimulated every nerve of her.
Because it is a rural area, many people in the local area will build a small shed next to the house. The straw is dry now during the rainy season. When I was a child, my mother slept in such a place, so she found a family farthest from the road and got into the shed and lay on the straw. However, unfortunately something happened. The family raised a dog and immediately shouted when they heard the mother's footsteps. This was not good news. If someone heard the barking of the dog and found that her mother was hiding here, they would definitely ask people to chase her like a thief, and the fate would be even worse than being a father.
A lame woman crawled out of a shed filled with straw and walked towards the darkness. How she hoped that she could run at that time so that she could avoid the evil dogs chasing behind her. How she hoped that she would not have given birth to this child. How she would have divorced if she had not married such a man, so that it would not have happened tonight. How she hoped that she had not come to this place so that he would not have met this man.
But all regrets and tears are futile. As she said, everything is her choice, and what can I do? Many women have this experience, regret giving birth to a child, regret marrying this man, and regretting coming to a strange city. At this moment, the mother's heart was mixed with emotion, as if she was a prey who was abandoned by the whole world and ran in the darkness in confusion. It seemed that the only thing left in front of her was death, and everything made her desperate.
Sadness, desolation, resentment.
My mother ran for a long time, and the dog went back to her dog shed to sleep when she found that her mother ran away. Fortunately, my mother did not run into the river in the dark anymore. If she couldn't get water, she would be screaming and would not be effective every day. She dragged her legs, and the blood on her legs had already dried up. She ran so quickly that she had forgotten the pain in her legs. The fatigue made her eyelids very heavy, as if it would take all her strength to open her eyes. Whenever the sound of an engine appeared in her ears, she would open her eyes wide in fear, fearing that a motorcycle would hit her.
The foot without shoes was covered with fine stones, and every step he took would leave a faint blood on the ground. My mother had thought of jumping into the river and finishing it, so that she would no longer have to worry about anything in the future, nor would she have to live such a life. She thought of walking home slowly and carrying me out and leaving. Even if my father stopped me, she would take the child to the underworld together. However, the child was innocent. If she just left like this, who would take care of the child in the future? If she took him to die, what was the purpose of giving him the first time? The mother gave up all the extreme thoughts in her heart. At this moment, she only hoped to go back a few hours ago, lying on the bed and holding the child, even if she gave him the money, at least she could take the child out even if she went back to her hometown to find her grandfather and grandmother.
A familiar sound came from my mother's ear, like the sound of raindrops falling on the banana leaves, like the sound of wind blowing through the stone road, but more like the sound of bamboo sticking on the ground. A blind man wearing round sunglasses and braids holding a bamboo pole in his hand appeared in front of her mother, but soon she no longer had the strength to see him clearly. She just felt that her body was falling back heavily, and then she had no sense of consciousness.
"Zhang Hua, Zhang Hua, Zhang Hua..."
My mother was woken up by an anxious voice, her eyes went from hazy to clear, and a familiar and close face that she wanted to rely the most appeared in front of her. It was the aunt, the sister who grew up together to be with her father and mother since she was a child. The two sisters looked very similar since childhood, and they came to this place to depend on each other. Although the aunt married first, the aunt would help her no matter what the mother had. To be honest, she was the person she was the one whom her mother relied on and trusted the most.
As soon as my mother opened her eyes, she frowned stimulatedly by the pain from her body. When the aunt found out that she was lying on the grass with blood all over her body. My mother was helped up from the ground by her aunt:
"Minfeng drove a motorcycle to find me several times and was annoyed by him. I kept coming out to find you in the middle of the night and only found you now. Why are you lying here? Why are you so many injuries on your body? What happened in a while? Did that kid hit you?"
The mother shook her head and asked the aunt to take her home quickly, but the aunt helped her to my uncle's motorcycle and sent her to the hospital to treat the wound. Fortunately, the wound was not deep and there was no danger to the bones and flesh. She was just a little wounded, and there was no big problem in other parts. It was just that there were too many wounds on her body, so it hurt very much.
All my mother was thinking about now was just thinking that she could hold the child in her arms when she saw her son. The aunt knew her best, so she asked her uncle to go to the yard to pick up the child and then caught the beast who abused her wife. The mother did not tell her that her father had lost money by her gamble and asked her to ask for money. She ran out and fell out like this.
My father was arrested by his uncle and was very drunk. The nurse did not allow him to enter, but he got his mother's permission. After entering the ward, his father kept his head down and did not dare to look up at anyone. He didn't know how to explain and what to say. The main responsibility for becoming like this was on him. This time, my mother was so injured that my aunt and her family should not say anything about not being able to take her wife back. She had to explain there.
When the aunt saw her father slapped her:
"You are something that is worse than a beast. My sister married you very well and gave birth to a son for you and spent money. You don't go out all day and use my sister's money to force her to ask for money to gamble, smoke and drink, and if you don't give it to her, just drive it out, right? Look at what she is like, look, are you still a personal person? I tell you that if you weren't a child, his father, I would have wanted to kill you, something that is worse than a pig or a dog."
The father didn't dare to speak. The aunt seemed to continue beating but was stopped by her mother. At this moment, she didn't want to relieve her by beating her father, but she just wanted to hug her child. There was a rare redness in her father's eyes. He didn't know what to do. He did everything yesterday.
Chapter completed!