In fact, maybe I have already known the truth of the matter, but I just don’t let me admit it myself in my subconscious mind. When these words come out from my good friends one by one, I understand that I am wrong, and it’s my fault from beginning to end. The mistake is that I am really a little stupid, so stupid that I have to end up like this.

Li Qian had prepared the dishes. Today, Li Qian's parents were working night shifts outside. Only Li Qian and I were at home. Li Qian made some bacon that had been hanging on the stove and fryed me something, and then ate it with white rice. Li Qian and I didn't talk about Lin Guoqiang because Li Qian knew that my mind must be in chaos now. I also tried not to think about what happened from Lin Guoqiang's perspective before. The feeling was really weird. It was as if Lin Guoqiang was right next to me at that time. I was the one who killed her with my own hands.

Bacon is really a delicious thing. In the past, Sanchuan would send some bacon and smoked sausages to me. I am really the one who is good at this. But as I ate, my brain made me try not to think about Lin Guoqiang. But when Lin Guoqiang's wife disappeared in front of me, Wang Qi's face appeared in front of me. At this moment, can the faces of these two women make me feel a headache? Although they are all pleasing scenes. However, He Min's bloody corpse and the feeling of being thrown away by Wang Qi made me feel that I might not dare to contact girls for a while. As it turns out, this is true.

姑父在把李国强押解到镇子上之后骑着电瓶车来到了李黔家的门口,我也不知道为什么他会出现在这里,看他走进李黔家门口的样子好像还是来找我的.他走进了门,我和李黔正在吃饭,他看见我就走到了我的旁边:

"Pingping, how could you be here at night?"

I looked up at him:

"I have lived in his house recently, and my aunt knows it."

He patted his head:

"Oh by the way, why did I forget this?"

I had a bite of rice:

"Uncle, who is the person you captured today?"

My uncle smiled and looked at me:

"I was about to tell you about this. I've read the news recently. This man is the one who killed his wife. When we saw our policeman coming and ran away, I shot him before I caught him. This man was also strange. We asked him why he didn't run away and walked to the next village after killing him. He told me that he didn't know why, but his intuition made him come over. It was so funny. His intuition exposed himself. When I took him away just now, I saw that you looked wrong. So after get off work, I came here to see you, after all, you are also your aunt's heart."

I shook my head:

"It was a little uncomfortable just now, now it's better."

姑父看着我点了点头,然后站起身:

"Then I'll leave first, your aunt is still waiting for me at home. You should go to bed early after you're tired of eating, and don't go out to wander around at night. We have always been peaceful here, and I don't know what's wrong recently, and there's always something wrong. It's best not to go out for a walk when you're alone. Also, I heard your aunt say that you are a big friend, you should be safer with him. Your father and your grandfather are not reliable. I really think that you're better living here than you at home. You have to study hard. You can't be like your father and your grandfather in the future. Have you heard?"

I swallowed the meal:

"I heard it."

My uncle waved his hand and walked out. Li Qian looked at me in surprise:

"I'll go, your uncle is a policeman."

I nodded:

"I'm still a criminal policeman. I heard that he is quite awesome. He was the one who just arrested the person. I don't have much communication with him. I'm not familiar with him. I don't know why he came here for no reason. After dinner, let's go out for a walk."

Li Qian put down his job:

"You still dare to go out, not to be afraid of encountering any murderer."

I turned to look at him:

"Our town is a bit big. If you say there are so many thieves, I still believe that there are so many murderers. Besides, have you practiced iron sand palms? What else can you be afraid of?"

The iron sand palm pointed here is not the iron sand palm with connotation, but the iron sand palm in the true sense. That's right, the iron sand palm in the martial arts world, Li Qian really knows it. After I said this, Li Qian turned his head and picked up a bottle of beer. There was still a little beer left in the beer. He clapped at the mouth of the beer bottle, and then the bottom of the beer bottle broke.

In fact, this thing is a bit pediatric for Li Qian. I have seen Li Qian smash four blue bricks together with his own eyes. So Li Qian, who is fleshy and has an output image, really few people dare to mess with him. Even if you are a murderer, you may not be able to get him without a gun.

After seeing that I finished my meal, Li Qian cleaned up all the dishes and chopsticks, and then I followed him out the door. We didn’t plan to find Han Qing and Zhu Tianbao because we both wanted to be quiet, just two men walked the path quietly together. Occasionally, they would chat a few times when they could not remember, but kept walking forward. Zhu Tianbao and Han Qing had more words, which could easily destroy the sad atmosphere between me and him.

He and I walked towards the direction of the old street at the same time. This is something that two people can decide without communication. Because the street is now dancing square dance, and the fitness square is also dancing square dance. The quietest one is the old street. However, the biggest disadvantage of the old street is that there are no lights, and walking in an ancient town at night is actually a feeling of panic. After all, what do you think, how many generations of people have been walking on this street? How many people have lived in those wooden houses now have become dust, just like you are walking on the road, and there are many people next to you walking with you.

But who made me reincarnate? Li Qian is also a skilled person, so when we were at the entrance of the old street, we looked at each other and walked in. The so-called hard work is hard, and a real man will not have a weak leg. Facts have proved that there is really no one in the old street of this store, and there is not even a barking dog. The breeze blew from behind. Li Qian didn't know what water was in his mind, so he ran to a small shop that was about to close and bought a pack of cigarettes. I saw that Taigong smoked this kind of cigarette once before his death. It was very cheap. It should be said that it was the cheapest cigarette in the small shop. Who made us poor?

Actually, I didn’t like drinking and smoking, and even hated people who smoked and drank. But at that time, I had become a person I didn’t like. I had drunk all the wine and still drank it like that. What’s wrong with smoking a cigarette now? In fact, Xiaotao and I tried it a long time ago, but I was choked and had stomachache. I smoked this kind of cigarette at that time, so I had a headache when Li Qian took it out.

But who told him to buy it? If I say I don’t smoke, wouldn’t it be a shame for me? Besides, in TV and novels, the man didn’t smoke and drink when he encountered something. Now that he had drunk all the wine, of course he had to smoke a cigarette to feel the sad atmosphere, or to set off our sad mood at this moment. Li Qian took out the lighter he had just bought from his pocket, and handed the cigarette box to me. I took one out of it and held it in my mouth as if it was decent. Then Li Qian raised his hand and lit the cigarette next to my mouth. I took a sip and vomited it out in an instant. Fortunately, I was quick, otherwise I would definitely be choked.

At that time, we didn't know how to smoke, so I took a sip in my mouth and spit it out. It seemed like I was just smoking, but in fact, smoking was too fat. Anyone who smoked knew that the cigarette after passing the lungs looked as thick as the one with the lungs. As for how to pass the lungs, I won't explain it because some children might see it.

This kind of smoking will be faster than real smoking, and soon a cigarette will be gone. Li Qian should not smoke, and his cigarette will be faster than mine. Of course, this kind of smoking nicotine will not enter too much. So there is no feeling at all. After one of the cigarettes and I smoked, we quickly smoked the second one. I pulled him to the bridge on the old street and put on a very melancholy posture. We couldn't see each other's melancholy eyes in the dark night.

It seemed that something had been stepped on under my feet, so I bent down and picked it up and threw it into the river. Li Qian looked back at me:

"Shanping, do you think there is real love in this world? Is it not? Or we haven't met it?"

I took a sip of the cigarette and pretended to be deep:

"There is definitely love. Have you forgotten that there is an elderly couple near your house who feeds each other all day long? Can you still support each other like this at this age? Do you dare to say that this is not love? Maybe it is because we are not outstanding enough, maybe people who are not outstanding enough are not worthy of having love. Or maybe we are still too young, and who can understand what love is and how to love at this age? The person you love is immature, and you are not mature. What can two immature minds collide with each other? So, wait until we grow up and mature before thinking about the bullshit thing about love."

I seemed to see Li Qian nodded in the dark, but when he threw the cigarette butt into the water, he turned around and looked at me:

"Actually, do you know that many people in our class are Wang Qi's old classmates, one of them is Wang Qi's best friend. He is the girl who often goes to the square next to the school with Wang Qi. Once when she was chatting with me, she mentioned the matter between you and Wang Qi. But because I saw that you and Wang Qi were very happy at that time, I didn't dare to tell you. Now that you have already thought about it, I will tell you the truth."

When I heard the word "truth", I knew that what I said immediately from Li Qian must be difficult for me to die. Because even if there is no light around at this moment, I can feel the atmosphere a little nervous. Li Qian took a cigarette from the cigarette box and lit it for me. He also lit it himself and turned around and looked at the other direction of the bridge:

"Actually, this girl told me that Wang Qi had liked someone a long time ago. And he started to liked him since elementary school. This person is now in your class, and he is named Jiang Hao."

I took a breath of cigarette and vomited:

"I know, what's wrong."

Li Qian shook his head:

"Although Wang Qi has liked Jiang Hao for a long time, Jiang Hao doesn't like her. Wang Qi has confessed to Jiang Hao many times, but he has been rejected. The person Jiang Hao really likes is a girl from Class 3. Some time ago, Jiang Hao was with this girl. This matter should have stimulated Wang Qi, so Wang Qi wanted to find someone to be together and wanted to be angry with Jiang Hao. Because he happened to run into you who confessed to her, you are the one who uses to anger Jiang Hao. Wang Qi is not with you because you are treating her.

If you like it, it’s not because she likes you. And it’s just a little girl’s anger. Do you understand? When Wang Qi finds that he is with you, Jiang Hao has no reaction at all. You will naturally be abandoned, so just like you said. Perhaps it’s because we are not outstanding enough to make the person we like like like, so we are the one who is abandoned. If we are not outstanding enough, we are even more anxious to have love. Sometimes this world is so cruel. Do you understand?”

In fact, what Li Qian said has developed in my mind for a long time. But I am not willing to admit that this is the truth of the matter. When Li Qian said these words out of his mouth, I still had a cold war. The kind of thing I tried hard to think about suddenly sounded in my ears, which was really a bit painful.

I felt a little weak in my legs for a moment, and then sat on the edge of the bridge and threw my butt of the cigarette aside:

"I know, I know all of what you said. I just don't know what to do tomorrow. It's Monday and I'll go to school tomorrow. I'll face her tomorrow, but I don't know how to face her. She obviously abandoned me, but now it seems that the person who dares not face her is me. I feel like a clown, so humble."

Li Qian sat beside me and patted my shoulder:

"Who said no, my brother, too. I have never blamed the advice they gave me. It was because of my own inferiority complex that I listened to his words and said those words. In the final analysis, we can't blame others. Do you understand the problem? So brother, we must work harder in the future and become an excellent man. In this way, you can get what you want? When we mature and we succeed, love will come naturally."

I nodded and smiled. Li Qian turned his head and looked at me very seriously:

"Shenping, do you know? I have a premonition that you will become a very famous person, a very famous person in the future. I don't know why, but I have such a premonition."

I looked at him, too:

"Let me lend you a good word. If one day I really become what you said, then I will definitely share the blessings with you. Who made you my brother?"

We looked at each other and smiled. At this moment, a person came towards us, and the figure of this person was a little familiar.
Chapter completed!