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Chapter 215 Like what I just did

Huo Yanzheng never denied that he had an unusually strong obsession with Chu Wan. Those dark thoughts that were growing crazily in his heart, even though he was careful not to let anyone notice them, swept over him overwhelmingly in the long lonely night.

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Let his heart sink little by little, sinking into an interstellar black hole that gnaws away his heart and bones, and also falls into boundless loneliness.

It was Chu Wan's transformation that allowed him to slowly get rid of these dark thoughts, and also allowed him, who was easily irritable and harboring deep-rooted delusions, to finally calm down.

"I walked from behind you to people, facing all the flashing lights, and no longer had to be alone in a corner. I hesitated and struggled before changing, but in the end I was firm in my choice."

With Huo Yanzheng's support, Chu Wan could reveal her initial thoughts to Huo Yanzheng without any burden.

She has a criminal record and a lot of misdeeds. In the past, any slightest sign of trouble would bring out Huo Yanzheng's bottomless anger and great panic. A feeling of losing Chu Wan would wrap around him airtight.

It made him miserable.

It's not his fault that she failed to make him feel safe.

In the final analysis, it was her fault.

But whether it was Huo Yanzheng who used to be unruly and stubborn to the point of being almost crazy with lust, or Huo Yanzheng who was gradually changing himself for her now, he was the love of her life.

"Painting is very good and can bring me confidence and happiness, but without your support, I might not be able to persist." Although she chose this path, if Huo Yanzheng stubbornly opposed it later, then

, she will make concessions.

Therefore, no matter how much she loved and gave up her continuous painting career, she was determined to give it up for Huo Yanzheng.

She can live without painting, but she cannot live without Huo Yanzheng.

"I thought about asking you to give up." But in the end, he said nothing.

He asked Chu Wan to give up not because Chu Wan had to cut off her retreat from painting, but because she was afraid that Chu Wan would use painting as an excuse to have a tryst with Luo Zhibin, or that Chu Wan would use painting to pave the way for her to part ways with Luo Yan.

Chu Wan was not surprised. In her opinion, his reaction should be like this, "If you want me to give up, why don't you say it."

He could tell her about the many opportunities they had together day and night, but he clearly had his own thoughts but didn't say a word, not even a tactful hint.

"I didn't say it at first because I thought it would be useless if I said it. You wouldn't listen to me." Huo Yanzheng's big hand inserted into his trouser pocket was slightly curled up, and the pads of his thumb and index finger were gently rubbed. His face was calm.

No emotion could be seen, "Later, I didn't want to talk anymore."

It's not difficult to understand what he said. During the time when her relationship with him was on thin ice, it was normal for him to have concerns that he couldn't get rid of.

But later, when the ice was broken in the relationship, he realized her feelings more and more deeply. So, if he had any ideas, he no longer had to worry about it and he could tell her without reservation.

"Why don't you want to say it?" Chu Wan asked doubtfully: "If you say it later, I won't ignore your feelings. I don't have to paint. I just hope you won't be sad."

In terms of sacrifice, she is not as good as Huo Yanzheng.

Huo Yanzheng sacrificed too much for her, and his reputation, wealth, power, etc. were gradually lost. Even if he sacrificed his life, it was all traces of Huo Yanzheng's desperate efforts to protect her.

"As long as it involves painting, your eyes will light up with dazzling stars. You are so bright and moving that I can't help but..." Heart palpitating, Huo Yanzheng paused for a moment and did not finish the sentence.

Looking at Chu Wan's little face bathed in the afterglow, Huo Yanzheng's eyes were filled with smiles, and the paranoid red blood streaks faintly emerged, but they were restrained and sank into the deep darkness: "Yes, I did want to monopolize you, but I

What I also don’t want is for the bright starlight in your eyes to go out.”

"I want you to laugh all the time, and I don't want you to be unhappy."

Huo Yanzheng was sincere. Although the desire for control and greed were still surging in his chest, constantly disturbing his quiet state of mind, he suppressed it tightly and did not do as he pleased.

He doesn't want her to be unhappy.

I don't want to hurt her either.

She has him in her heart and has her own career, which is the best result. As long as she is willing to stay by his side, he should not deprive her of her love and arouse her boredom and hatred for nothing.

Chu Wan stood next to Huo Yanzheng and shook her head slightly. Her heart was filled with emotion, and bright colors painted her beautiful eyebrows, "You are the most important."

Painting is important to her life, but the most important thing is Huo Yanzheng, who she carefully treasures in her heart.

"I said there is no time limit, but it still counts. Whenever you go out, don't forget your identity as Mrs. Huo, and don't do anything extraordinary. Then, I can protect you." Huo Yanzheng's voice was light and leisurely, but

, but the weight in his words was heavy.

How could she do anything out of the ordinary? Huo Yanzheng already gave her full respect.

He put himself in her shoes, and she could no longer rely on his connivance to cause trouble.

She put away her sharp claws and did not intend to move closer to a domineering, coquettish and unreasonable life.

But, to say something outrageous... Chu Wan pondered thoughtfully. She tilted her head slightly to the right and looked at Huo Yanzheng's solemn profile. She was thinking.

“Why can’t we do extraordinary things?”

Chu Wan's clear and bright eyes were gleaming with water, and once the smile appeared in her eyes, it became brighter and brighter and would never disappear again.

Huo Yanzheng saw the sly look on Chu Wan's face out of the corner of his eye. His turbulent mind calmed down, and his low-pitched voice contained a strong warning and danger: "Wanwan, you ask questions knowingly!"

"It's not that you can't do extraordinary things. Judging from the score." Chu Wan tightened Huo Yanzheng's arm and said.

"You can do whatever you want. I don't want to suppress your nature, but you can't go with other people, and you can't be too close or ambiguous with anyone except me." He spoke so clearly that Chu Wan could not tolerate pretending.

Silly and stunned.

With Chu Wan under his wing, Chu Wan could do whatever she wanted in Bincheng, but he deliberately went out of her way and did not allow Chu Wan to blur the boundaries and get too close to other people.

Chu Wan was in a daze for a moment. She was vaguely aware of the deep affection hidden under his strong and domineering side. He always did not show his inner emotions. Even if it was like or deep love, he would try his best to hide it as tightly as possible.

But no matter how watertight it is, there are traces to follow.

Chu Wan stood on tiptoes, leaned closer to Huo Yanzheng, and suddenly placed a soft and lingering kiss on the side of Huo Yanzheng's face. Then, she quickly withdrew with her face as usual: "I don't get close to other people. I'm ambiguous.

But I can look at you affectionately, hug you, and kiss you."
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