Chapter 350 A Little Bird
Su Ze squatted on the ground and smiled gently at the little girl for two minutes. After seeing her finally see her.
He asked softly:
"Xiaoxing, can you draw it together?"
Hearing Su Ze's gentle words, Xiaoxing did not move and continued to talk to himself...
"Little flowers...draw small flowers..."
Seeing Xiaoxing's appearance, Su Ze felt relieved and felt that this was impossible.
Autistic disorders and mental retardation have many similarities, and they all fall into the category of developmental disorders.
Although the flowers under the little star finger in front of me are not very delicate, they are still quite stylish.
This allowed Su Ze to rule out her learning disabilities and physical disorders, these two bad options.
But withdrawal has many different characteristics, which are not considered a mental illness, but it is also possible.
Su Ze had the idea of leaving, but when he was about to hold up his legs, he felt that he could try again.
He is not a professional doctor and has never learned about this childhood disease in the past.
Su Ze could only use his method, the method of making the child laugh in his impression, and go and try it.
"Xiaoxing, I'll draw a little bird for you... Can you lend me a little sand and soil for me?"
After Su Ze finished speaking, Xiaoxing seemed to understand what he meant, but he seemed to be stunned.
Fortunately, Xiaoxing also understands what sharing means in her mind. She should not be a stupid child.
After a while, Xiaoxing didn't say anything... nor looked up to look, but moved the place.
She should not reject strangers in her heart, maybe she is afraid... strangers will reject her.
Su Ze, who saw some clues, did not stimulate her too much and slowly stretched out his fingers.
As Xiaoxing learned about his movements, his fingers touched the sand on the ground and slowly began to move.
"I am a little bird, I am very beautiful, very cute, with a small beak and golden claws.
And I have a pair of white feathers, which I am born as cute as many birds.
The owner also liked me very much and put my home in an exquisite bamboo cage.
But one day, I was the only bird in my family, and I was lonely and confused."
Su Ze painted slowly... while talking to himself, his voice rising and falling as he spoke.
The man squatting behind the two reached out his hand, as if he didn't understand why Su Ze said this.
His hand reached in the air and found that his daughter had no emotional fluctuations, so he slowly took it back.
Xiaoxing was still painting her words, but at this time he was less talking to himself, and only Su Ze was talking.
"Every day, I eat very little, and I always look out the window, looking at the distance...
On the trees, on the lawn, in the sky... there are many, many chirping companions.
When the owner feeds me the best feed, I always "tweet" and shout to protest.
I don't want the best feed, I just want to fly out of the cage and fly freely one day.
Every afternoon at five or six o'clock is my most tired moment, and the hostess is off work.
They couldn't help but tease me and then cook...eat...work...sleep.
I hate perfunctory and I don’t want to play such boring games, but I can’t get rid of them.
I don't even know where I came from, but it seems that I was at my master's house as soon as I was born.
Alas, I have no freedom and no joy in my life... Such a life makes me almost numb.
In this way, I look at my companions outside the window every day, and they are so unrestrained!
They can live freely and fly at will. I want to be the same as them.
Ouyang Xiu said it very well in his poem: I only know that I can hear the golden cage that I am not as free as the crying in the forest.
It’s a pity that I am a bird without freedom, and without freedom, there will be no happiness.
No matter how good the environment or how good the food is, I belong to nature!
I can only stay in the cage and look forward to it silently, hoping that one day I will truly gain freedom...
If one day...
If I were the little bird flying freely in the sky, I would definitely fly across the country and eat all kinds of bad insects all over the world.
If one day, if I find myself still a bird that has not yet grown out of its shell.
I will be very happy, and in the blink of an eye, I will be able to break the shell.
When I opened my eyes for the first time, I found that the outside world was really wonderful!
The bird mother was looking at me happily, and I said in a small voice: "Mom, I'm hungry.
After hearing my words, the bird mother nodded happily and waved her wings to find me insects.
After a while, my mother brought me a green worm, and I would look at my mother while eating.
I thought to myself: I must be like my mother, and I will... fly freely in the sky!
The next day, I asked my mother to take me to find food, but I couldn't fly.
My mother said that I would fly when I grow up, but I firmly disagree. After countless failures and countless falls, I finally flew out!
A week later, I bid farewell to Mom Bird and decided to survive alone in the sky.
From then on, I didn’t eat anything, so I ate some wild fruits from the trees. When I was thirsty, I drank some spring water.
In this way, many years have passed, and my young life is growing up day by day at the same time.
I flew over countless mountains and cities, and finally ate all kinds of bad insects all over the world…”
After Su Ze finished speaking, his fingers stopped moving, but a slight sob came from behind.
When Su Ze heard this very subtle and deliberately suppressed voice, he didn't need to listen to who it was.
He felt speechless... After becoming a father, would his heart be so fragile?
Autism is mostly caused by brain development disorders and has nothing to do with parents.
But the man... obviously blames himself, and it seems that only by complaining about himself will he feel better.
Regardless of sobs, Su Ze did not look back... just looked at the child with big eyes.
Hard work pays off. Xiaoxing finally stopped painting at this time and his head moved.
Seeing this, Su Ze excitedly reached out and pointed at the "Chicken Pecking Rice Picture" on the ground.
Drawing birds is not like birds, saying that chickens are not chickens... He just wants to confuse this cognition, thus achieving Xiaoxing's emotional fluctuations, making her wonder...
Autism does not mean that a person is withdrawn, but Xiaoxing, a child, is indeed unwilling to communicate.
Let alone men... Su Ze just squatted here for ten minutes and could see it.
Xiaoxing's tilt of his head attracted Su Ze's heart and also attracted the man's attention.
In the expectant eyes of the two...
Xiaoxing turned his head back, touched the sand again with his fingers, drawing her unfinished flower.
Seeing this scene, the man's eyes that he had originally expected became dim and did not fluctuate much.
It seems that he is already used to it!
But now, for some reason... Su Ze gradually felt inexplicable impatience and mania in his heart.
"Swish..."
Chapter completed!