Squeak——

Along with the patter of rain outside the window, there was a slight sound from the door behind him.

Ji Lian didn't care about this.

He just sat here silently, looking at his missing ring finger, feeling the so-called "darkness" spreading in his heart...

Are you crazy?

Yes... I should say he has gone crazy...

Because he is crazy, he wants to attack ordinary people.

Because I am really crazy, I have those extreme thoughts that come into my mind from time to time.

Stone Blade...

The feeling of Stone Blade is really wonderful...

Your own stone blades... they will give you strength... make you stronger... sometimes they will whisper in your ears... and sometimes, you will even feel that they are talking.

The voice is very much like Ruila...

Ah...Rilla...his fiancée...

Even after such a long time, I will feel very excited when I hear Ruila's voice again...

Sometimes, every time I go out to complete a task, every time I hear the voice of Stone Blade ringing in my mind, I feel like Ruila is by my side.

This feeling is really good... It's like she has never died... It's like her soul has turned into those two stone blades, fighting side by side with herself, and then they can be together forever and ever... forever and ever.

…

But now, the stone blade is broken...

As time goes by, it becomes increasingly difficult for me to hear the sound of the Stone Blade...

Even if they can sometimes be heard, their sounds are very weak.

They... are asking for help from themselves... It's like Ruila is asking for help from herself...!

It was like Ruila was asking herself... Why didn't she save her at that time? Why did she abandon her? Why was she able to continue to survive after losing her?

Why……

Yes, why?

Ruila is dead, why do I still have the honor to live? And the stone blade with Ruila's voice is also broken, why can I accept new weapons shamelessly? Accept those two... He talks crazy words and belittles him all day long.

My own natural double edge?

Ji Lian raised his head and couldn't help but look at the two weapons placed on the table.

These two weapons are always there, motionless.

yes……

Ruila... Stone Blade... the voices in his mind became softer and softer. Every time the voice appeared, it was asking for help from him.

But...but...!

The voices of these two natural double-edged swords are getting stronger and stronger, and they even start to argue with themselves constantly about which kind of mud tastes better, and which insects' rotten corpses can cultivate better soil after they die.

Better plants!

They keep rambling in their minds, just like the neighbor's aunt who talks about knowledge that is nutritious and has no practical use all day long. They may even think about it because of a newly grown weed under the window sill.

I kept nagging in my mind for a long time, as if that weed grew outside my window and I should be responsible to the end.

They... continue to tell about the changes of the years. They tell about the smell of the wind every day, lamenting the temperature and humidity of the day. They tell about the life-and-death competition among the plants in the spring, and talk about taking a bath in the hot summer.

The kind of comfort under the strongest sunshine.

Afterwards, the two weapons would happily talk about the "sexiness" and "astringency" between their plants, such as what kind of shape the fruits should have in order to be more attractive to animals to eat.

, the shape must be so mouth-watering, etc. If you didn't know that they were talking about flowers, plants and trees, sometimes Cream would really think that they were talking about the red light district of a certain street. The adjectives really have to be so obscene and obscene.

How obscene and obscene.

Although Cream was very annoyed by the nagging thoughts of these two weapons in his mind, he basically didn’t hear them talk about the situation in winter. Maybe it’s because they don’t care? Or is there really nothing to talk about in winter?

Sometimes, Ji Lian also thinks about inserting himself into the chat topics of these two weapons as much as possible to make them shut up.

However, these two weapons ignored me completely and continued to talk in their own minds. If they really thought of something, they would immediately belittle themselves and scold themselves, leaving them with no way to communicate.

So, irritability...only irritability.

Along with these never-ending irritations...

On the contrary, I don't know when it started, and William gradually couldn't hear the voices of Stone Blade and Ruila.

"Woo!"

Suddenly, Cream felt a blow on the back of his head, as if he had been hit by a hammer.

The force was so strong that it knocked him directly from his seat to the floor.

Pain...accompanied by struggle.

After struggling for a long time, Ji Lian covered the aching back of his head and quickly stood up to check, only to find that there was no one there.

Is it...an illusion?

Ji Lian was a little confused for a moment.

Because the non-stop blabbering had made him somewhat unable to tell whether he was in a state of sobriety or a state of madness.

He rubbed the back of his head, and after it felt completely painless, an idea suddenly began to take shape in his mind.

The assassin turned his head and looked at the two weapons on the table again.

Strange to say, at this moment, the noisy voice in my mind disappeared? Everything seemed very quiet, as if a person was alone in the forest in the afternoon, and could only feel the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves.

Apart from the rustling, everything seemed so peaceful...

Ji Lian's left hand involuntarily covered his stomach.

That's the place where the president once stabbed him with a dagger.

Now, the wound has healed long ago, and there is not even a scar.

And the blade that had caused him serious injury was still there.

After a while, the assassin finally vomited, and as if he had made up his mind, he took off his coat with his backhand, wrapped the natural double blades on the table, and put it on his shoulders.

Then, he quickly opened the door and went downstairs. After looking at the silent guild hall, he quickly walked towards the guild's alchemy room.

Pushing open the door to the alchemy room, he looked at the large box placed on the shelf.

What is displayed here is Du Leng Jia... the kind of medicine that can help you overcome pain.

But just when Ji Lian's hand was about to reach out to the box, a slight hesitation flashed across his face again. After a slight pause, he finally retracted his outstretched hand. After hesitating for a moment, he turned his head,

Looking at another box next to it.

"good."

Taking a deep breath, he picked up the small box, closed the door of the alchemy room tightly, and then ran out of the guild like flying.

The rainy Pelican Town is still shrouded in darkness and tranquility.

My footsteps stepped through those puddles, causing a splash of muddy water.

The element lights on both sides flickered with light, sometimes even giving people the impression that some kind of terrifying monster was preparing to rush out of the puddles with the lights extinguished.

While running, the assassin gasped for air.

He kept running wildly towards the north, and it didn't take long before he finally ran out of Pelican Town, out of the town where the element lights kept flashing, flickering on and off, and arrived in front of the huge Everlasting Mountains.

Huge mountains stood in the darkness of the falling rain.

Ji Lian, who was breathing heavily, slowly stopped, raised his head, and looked up at the mountains in the darkness! In this darkness, the entire mountain range seemed to have deformed, and it seemed that it was no longer a high mountain.

, but an extremely huge and terrifying monster, hiding its huge body that cannot be seen directly in the darkness, looking down at itself like a mountain!

Looking down at... such a small, insignificant human being...

"Are you...talking to me?"

Suddenly, Cream opened her mouth.

"Isn't this the sound of the double blades of nature talking to me...is it you? That existence...is it you talking to me? Or...am I really crazy?"

The behemoth (harmony) in the darkness still lies there, conveying through the dark rain curtain the thoughts of only those who are deeply affected by its will.

Ji Lian suddenly threw the natural double blades on his shoulders to the ground, covered his head, and knelt in front of the huge darkness.

The sound of the natural double blades... still did not appear.

Those noisy, long-winded people who have been talking about some insignificant sounds all day long are now as if they are completely silent, and there is no more sound!

Instead……

"Rilla? Rilla, is that you Rilla?!"

Ji Lian suddenly raised his head, as if looking for someone next to him, and kept looking around!

After a moment, he seemed to see something in the darkness. The assassin stood up because of excitement, with joy on his face! His eyes were shrouded in darkness, and the smile on his face seemed more and more obsessed.

!

"Rilla! It's really you! Are you okay? How...how did you escape?"

"A great being saved you? That's great... It's really great! You became the servant of that great being? It's great... What if I also became the servant of that great being, right?

Can I be with you?"

"Rilla...Rilla, wait for me, wait for me...! I will go with you now...I will go with you now..."

In the dark rain, some turbid things gradually took shape and slowly moved towards Cream.

The thing was very slow, and it didn't look like a human being. It couldn't see its shape clearly in the darkness. But Ji Lian seemed to be filled with excitement when he looked at the dark matter, and his steps became faster.
Chapter completed!