"Get up, brat, what are you talking about lying here?" I looked up in confusion, Master, it's Master who is back.

I was very surprised and asked almost with tears in my eyes: "Master, where have you been?"

The master remained silent but did not answer. Instead, he turned around and said, "I'm hungry. Let's go find something to eat."

"Master, you are right here. I will get it for you. You are right here." I stood up in a hurry and wanted to grab Master, but found that I had missed the opportunity. I was stunned. What was in front of me was

The master suddenly disappeared into thin air and turned into the disappearing little purple monster looking at me.

I was not afraid at all. I rushed forward with anger and madness, grabbed the little monster, and yelled: "Give me master, give me back!"

"Give it back to me" I just said, and then opened my eyes suddenly.

Familiar ceiling, empty room, I still sleep in the same place where I slept upside down last night. Where is the master, and where is the monster?

My mind went blank, and I stood up numbly, but I heard the rustling sound of rain outside. I'm afraid there won't be many spring rains, right? I was so bored in the house that I simply took a few steps out and sat on the floor of the small bamboo forest building.

In front of the stairs, looking at the drizzle, I suddenly felt that this location was very good.

Well, I'll just wait for Master here.

I have never understood the depth of my feelings for Master. Just like now, I have never shed a tear. I just feel that it is a little difficult to breathe. I sit stupidly and I have temporarily lost the ability to think.

I always feel that I should do something, but I can't give up here because I have to wait for Master.

He said to Grandma Ling Qing: "I always stay at Zhulin Xiaozhu." Fart, why aren't you back now?!

I sat there from morning until it was completely dark. Well, one day passed, and I thought it was time for me to go to bed. But as soon as I stood up, my legs were terribly numb, and I suddenly threw myself on the corridor. So, here I am.

Go to sleep.

When I woke up completely the next morning, there was sunshine in the sky again, which was a bit dazzling. I can’t remember how many times I woke up last night. Anyway, when I woke up this time, I always felt a little dazed and touched my face.

There are still wet tears on it.

I didn't know what I was going to do, and I didn't know I was hungry, I just felt like I was in pain and needed an end to it.

I rushed to the kitchen and found a gourd. Master always used it to hold wine. My heart started to hurt again when I looked at it. "Jiang Lizhun, how can you abandon me? You can tell me that you want to leave like you did before in Beijing."

In the past few years, you can say that you have grown up and stop following Master. You can even dislike me, but how can you abandon me?

How could you - walk away silently?

Thinking of this, I opened the stopper of the gourd and began to drink wine for myself. Then I choked on the spicy wine. This old man used to be a good drinker, but the financial situation of our master and apprentice

After that, it was just like that. I would be surprised if the spicy Daqu wine didn't choke me if I drank it down.

But the next moment I felt much better. A wave of hot drunkenness rushed into my head. My blood was hot and my heart was tight. I was able to laugh. I yelled in the empty kitchen: "Jiang Lizhun, you

Come out, come out and I will buy you some good wine."

But how could anyone respond to me? I sneered, hugged the gourd and started drinking. I staggered to the corridor and continued drinking. The wine flowed from the corners of my mouth, to my neck, and to my chest.

A large area of ​​clothes was soaked on the front of my clothes, but I just couldn't shed tears.

Under the stimulation of wine, I seemed to have some thinking ability. I always felt that I was too cowardly, and I always felt that I should wash my face and go down the mountain to find the master. But I gritted my teeth with hatred, how could you remain silent?

How can you abandon me? How can you abandon me?

Then, my memory began to blur. I remember that I vomited, and it was very uncomfortable, and then I just lay down on some ground. In the blur, I saw many shadows. On the other side of the deep pool, my little self

I was practicing boxing. Master was practicing boxing in the yard, calling me a few words. In front of the corridor, Master and I had a pot of hot tea, as if we were playing chess again. In the hall, we were eating.

I didn't want to read any more, so I simply closed my eyes. The world was spinning for a while, and I fell into a drowsy sleep. I didn't know anything anymore.

When I woke up again, I was sleeping on the bed, my body was wiped clean, but I couldn't hide the smell of alcohol. I saw my mother sitting in front of me with tears in her eyes, holding a bowl of porridge, and my father

He looked at me somewhat angrily.

"Son, are you awake? Want to eat something?" Mom said cautiously, holding the bowl.

I pushed the bowl away, I had no appetite.

"What's going on? Tell me about it?" Dad over there also cast an expectant look.

However, I remained silent.

I didn't mean to make my parents angry, it wasn't that I didn't want to eat, I just couldn't say anything and I wasn't hungry either.

In the silence, my dad got angry, rushed over and slapped me, yelling: "Look at you like this? Master Jiang has been taking you with you for decades just to make you like this? If you don't tell us, we will too."

I know, Master Jiang must have left. That day I

They feel something is wrong. But don’t you think about who Master Jiang is? He always has his own pursuits. Over the past few decades, his kindness to you has been as great as the sea. What are you doing? What are you doing?

Who are you getting angry with? I'll see if I can't kill you."

As he said that, my father's slap was about to fall again. I watched numbly, and my mother hurriedly pulled me away. While pulling me, she said to me: "Son, Mom knows that you feel uncomfortable. Just eat something. Don't let me and your dad."

It's so uncomfortable. It's not easy for your dad to carry you in from outside. Don't be angry with him. You can eat something. After you finish eating, mom will accompany you to find Master Jiang. You can always find it."

"Hey" my dad also lowered his hand and said with some dejection: "Sanwa'er, Master Jiang is like a god in dad's eyes. What they pay most attention to is fate. When fate is gone, they will be separated."

But you, you always have to live your life, you know? Master Jiang taught you so much and accepted you as his apprentice because he wanted you to inherit his things. This is a favor he gave you, and you have to repay the favor."

My dad is such a loyal person. I felt a little sad. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry. My heart still hurt. I just picked up the bowl and ate the porridge my mother made for me.

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For my sake, my parents decided to live in Zhulin Xiaozhu. I really didn’t want them to worry about me when I was so old, but I just couldn’t suppress my sadness.

I didn't go looking for Master because I knew I couldn't find him. I had already figured out that he wanted to leave on purpose. I finally understood why he looked at me like that that day. It was clearly because there were tears in his eyes.

I don’t know what the reason was that allowed him to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I’m such an old man, and the master leaves, so it can’t be called abandonment. But emotionally it’s really hard for me to accept it. I stubbornly feel that leaving without saying goodbye is abandonment.

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I tried my best to figure out the reason, but I just couldn't figure it out.

Sad things always come one after another. On the third day after my parents lived here, Brother Chengxin came to the door. Like me, he had an unshaven beard. The first thing he said to me was: "My master is missing."

Come on, stop talking. Looking at you, I know that your master is also missing. But Uncle Li asked us to wait at Zhulin Xiaozhu."

I didn't ask any questions and was very silent. Brother Chengxin was also silent.

And in the afternoon of that day, Chengzhen came, crying and sobbing. Needless to say, the master was missing. Likewise, he was told to wait in the small bamboo forest.

Then, whether it was the second or third day, I can't remember clearly, it was Qinhuai who came and pulled Hui Gen'er who was crying non-stop. When Hui Gen'er saw me, she threw herself into my arms and cried loudly.

To: "Well, I'll never eat cake again."

Qinhuai told me with some sadness that one day, Uncle Hui came to him with Hui Gen'er in hand, saying that Hui Gen'er wanted to eat cake. He was not as rich as Qinhuai, so he asked Qinhuai to take Hui Gen'er to have a good meal.

Cake, next

I know that Uncle Hui also disappeared in such an irresponsible way. I am 27 years old, but it is a pity that Hui Gener is only 13 years old.

Finally, the snow and the moon came.

I never wanted to see Ruxue in such a decadent manner, but I saw her like this. Ruxue didn’t say anything. Under countless pairs of eyes, she hugged me from behind. She said, “Don’t look back, just treat it like this.”

A friend wants you to cheer up and give you encouragement. My aunt is gone and I am very sad, but she mentioned something to us. She told me that I am afraid that according to your master's character, he will leave without saying goodbye. She said that you will be very happy.

She was sad, so she asked me to come and tell you to cheer up."
Chapter completed!