In the end, Hui Gen'er didn't say who Zhang Haiyan was, but I learned from Cheng Yuan's words that Zhang Haiyan was a little girl from the courtyard, and Hui Gen'er and Cheng Yuan were from the same courtyard.

This makes me slightly worried. Uncle Hui’s wish is that Hui Gen’er can become a super monk, but can a super monk touch ordinary hearts? I’ve seen monks drink wine and eat meat, but I’ve never seen a monk fall in love.

Something like that.

Although Hui Gen'er is still young and doesn't know much about the relationship between men and women. If she did, she would have a good impression at most, but if this continues?

After Master left, I found that it felt really bad to have no dependence. Everything had to be solved by myself. This is the price of growth. You always have to lose something, and then you are forced to grow step by step by these lost things.

To take responsibility and finally mature.

No wonder I am still immature even at the age of 27. It turns out that I have never gotten rid of my dependence on Master.

I lit a cigarette and leaned against the corridor with some boredom, looking at the night outside the corridor. I always felt that my future was just like the night. It was so dark that I could not see clearly and had no direction at all.

I don’t know when, Ruxue stood next to me and asked softly: “Are you upset about Hui Gen’er?”

I nodded. The tacit understanding and understanding between Ruxue and I didn't need to be told. With just one look from me, she might be able to tell what I was thinking.

"If you don't break it, you can't build it. If you don't experience it, you can't say you have seen through it and let it go. Chengyi, some things are not evaded, even if they are successful, but they are experienced and endured, and then they are truly enlightened." Ruxue just said this.

I spoke for a while and then fell silent.

But my heart suddenly became cheerful. Yes, if Hui Gen'er has never experienced the love between men and women, it is definitely not true to say that he has seen through it and given up on the love between men and women. If Hui Gen'er really has wisdom roots, then

He himself will always take the right path, no matter what bifurcations he experiences along the way.

Taoism emphasizes governing by inaction. In fact, I finally understood the meaning of inaction. It means that you should never deliberately avoid things and then decide on a certain direction. This is a superficial interpretation of inaction.

Only by doing nothing can we neither destroy nor establish!

I really want to hug Ruxue, she always solves my worries at the right time and explains my entanglements with one word, but when I think of our situation, I can only smile at Ruxue and then turn my head away.

Talk again.

But Ruxue turned around silently and walked away.

In this life, how helpless do you have to be to finally develop a clear heart?

We stayed in the bamboo house for almost a month. During this month, we discussed how to find the masters almost every day.

In the end, after we decided what to do, we faced the separation.

Just as the masters devoted their lives to Kunlun, we are destined to devote our lives to it, which means that this matter cannot be completed in a short time, a year or two.

During this long period of time, we have to collect a lot of clues, and we need some money to support ourselves, continue to practice, and prepare for the possibility of traveling all over the country in the future.

In addition, we have also shouldered some responsibilities. Unlike Master and his generation, which were mostly orphans, our generation all has parents and relatives, and we all have more or less responsibilities.

Therefore, we have to take on some responsibilities before we can travel far and wide.

Master only left when he was 81 years old. We couldn't wait that long. We agreed on a time. Anyway, after that time, we would gather together like Master and others, and then embark on this journey without regrets.

But if there are any important clues in the process, we must explore them together.

This is our agreement.

It was at this moment that I suddenly remembered that Master kept disappearing piece by piece. Was he just looking for clues to determine the answer? Especially those three years! At that time, Master wrote on Uncle Hui's hand again.

What is it? I guess it might be Kunlun.

Of course, this clue was not found inexplicably. We discussed it for a month, and of course we also discussed the method of finding clues. However, the workload was too heavy, involving all kinds of people, a large number of secret documents, and some

In a dangerous place, we have to eat one bite at a time, so we can only take our time.

First of all, I need to find myself a job that can support me. I still have Hui Gen'er to bear. Each of us depends on Master. This time, except for Senior Brother, everyone has to be independent.

From the very beginning, Senior Brother, Uncle Li decided to inherit his work in relevant departments. This is also the rule of this line. The successors of the second line of fortune telling must serve and contribute to the general trend.

I don't understand the reason, just like I don't understand why there are so many people of the second line of fortune-telling staying with the emperor in history. On the contrary, people of other lines like to be in the world and roam freely, but those are other lines after all.

I don't want to get to the bottom of things. In short, just follow the rules set by the master.

As for us, we can actually join the relevant departments, but after thinking about it, we are unwilling

, he can also collect clues along the way.

My thoughts are similar to Brother Chengxin’s. I’m looking for clues, so I don’t want to be restricted. Besides, the backbone of the relevant departments are the older generation, and I’m from the younger generation. In fact, I can’t play a big role. I’ve already

If the people who record the records in the relevant departments need me, of course I am obligated and will stand up.

The future direction was basically determined like this, but what should I do? I was still a little confused. It wasn't until I dug out a well-preserved booklet when I was packing my luggage that I suddenly had a direction.

This booklet is a notebook that Mr. Wang gave me when I left that year. It records some of his clients. He also specially helped me establish a certain network of contacts. Isn’t this just for me in the future?

Arrangement?

Actually, it's not that I can't do other things, but after following Master for so many years, I thought in my heart that I should do this, and I suddenly had a direction in my mind.

I think some of my senior brothers and sisters will also do their own jobs.

I have locked the bamboo forest building, just like the most precious memory in my heart has been locked. I think I will not be able to come back here for a long time, or I will not dare to come back here, for fear of

Touching some memories will make you sad.

Master Li's tomb is here, but we Taoists don't pay much attention to annual worship. I come back to pay homage to Master Li, but I think I may not come every year, because the more intimate this small bamboo forest is, the more I will.

The less you can touch it.

We parted at the station in the town, and we were so far apart again. I didn’t go out of my way to say goodbye to Ruxue. In my life, I was tired of all the farewells, and I didn’t want to face the farewell to Ruxue.

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We were all indifferent, just gave a simple hug and left each other, but we were unwilling to think about the sadness hidden under this indifference.

Chengyuan, Qinhuai, Huigen'er and I boarded the train to Beijing. Huigen'er still has to go to school, so I have to send him there! During the holidays, I will take him to find Master Jueyuan, and then I will decide whether to go to Beijing or not.

Transferring schools or something.

Qinhuai naturally wanted to return to Beijing.

As for Cheng Yuan, she told me that she wanted to finish college as soon as possible. In addition, Brother Yuan Yi did not want to stay in Beijing anymore. He had no problem taking care of himself now. Besides, the relevant departments also arranged a special nanny for Brother Yuan Yi. In this way, Cheng Yuan

I would like to feel more at ease.

After sending Hui Gen'er to Beijing, where should I go next? I have some clarity, but I am also confused. I can't stay with my family often, which means I am destined to wander. I have no lover and no master.

I can only confirm that after I go to Beijing, I will live with my parents for a while, and then I can only sigh and let it happen.

I thought I would finish things in Beijing quickly, but I didn't expect that here, I would meet someone I didn't expect at all.
Chapter completed!