Chapter 27 This ending
"I don't want to talk about the process of our separation. Every time I recall it, it's like a dull knife cutting into my heart." An Yu took out another cigarette. I stopped him, but he waved his hand and said, "Let me smoke." Well, anyway, whether I smoke or not, my life is almost over, why not suffer a little bit?"
I took back my hand, suddenly frowned and asked, "How did you get lung cancer? Is it because you decided to set up a trap?"
"That's not true. Although I'm not sure if it has something to do with me leaving my hometown and becoming restless, so I was cursed, but the only reason I can think of is Lu Ting. After she left, I had to smoke 3 packs of cigarettes a day to be able to I barely live a peaceful life, you know, I don’t have much money and I smoke low-quality cigarettes.” Xuan Lin said to me with a smile, looking very relaxed.
This young man's smile is undoubtedly beautiful, but I can't guess how bitter it is behind it.
"Then do you regret it? It's come to this point. In fact, you can have a good future, and you may not be able to have a relationship again." I persuaded.
Xuanlin shook his head gently and said: "I have no regrets. I am even very satisfied that I can achieve my last wish in my lifetime."
I frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"
"You know? The most difficult thing for a person to take is to turn back, especially after he has adapted to the new way, he will not be able to go back." Xuanlin once again answered the question.
He paused and continued: "That's what happened to Lu Ting. She lived with An Yu for a while. Later, An Yu got tired of her and gave her a sum of money to send her away. At that time, she found me , I thought she regretted it and woke up, and I was really ready to accept her again. But in fact, she was just pregnant and needed me to accompany her for an abortion."
"Then, what plan did you prepare at that time?" I asked.
"Not yet, I was just sad, so I told her, after the operation, you should go back to school. If you are willing, all my promises to you in the future will still count. But she told me that because of She missed too many classes, and the school had already informed her that she would be expelled. Originally, An Yu said he could help her, but now An Yu only gave her a sum of money and stopped mentioning the matter. She, she said she didn't The only way to go back is to make a lot of money to offset the fault of being expelled from college. She said that if she goes back with a lot of money, saying that she dropped out of school to do business, her parents will be happy." An Yu felt a little bitter. Speaking of.
"Then what?"
"Then I heard her say that after the abortion, she would follow another person. An Yu introduced him. That person was almost 50 years old, but she didn't mind. I couldn't stop her. I only knew that she had returned. If I don't go, she will be ruined. I can't describe the heartache! But I haven't made a decision at that time." As he spoke, Xuanlin took a puff of cigarette, his expression looked very painful, and it took a while before he spoke.
"There were two reasons that really made me decide. At that time, Lu Ting's abortion was scheduled for one week later. Because the business of that small clinic was so good, she scheduled the abortion one week later. During this week, I once again I saw An Yu appear in our school. The person who got off his car that time was another girl. This is the first point. The second point is very coincidental. The place where I worked asked for experience, and then I suddenly received I received a notice from the experience unit and asked for a re-examination. During that week, I got a diagnosis of lung cancer. You know, he ruined a girl’s life, and also ruined a boy’s favorite person, and Their common dream, but he" Xuanlin was silent.
In fact, even if I didn't say anything, I knew that An Yu really gave Xuan Lin enough reasons to take action.
This story is very vulgar and bloody, but the real reality is that it’s not them that is sad, it’s this society. Money has taken precedence over everything, even the most beautiful human emotion - love.
The tea had gone cold, and I didn't know what to say.
In Xuan Lin's story, I have been silent too many times.
"Chen Chengyi, now it's time to tell the ending. Before I tell you, I want to say sorry to you because your hard work may be wasted." Xuan Lin said to me.
"What do you mean?" The uneasiness in my heart came up again.
"In the situation I set up, there is also a hidden mechanism. It is a curse. There is no way to break it. Ever since the baby spirit finally got into An Yu's body, the curse has been haunting him. How unlucky can it make him?
I can't predict the extent, but I know it will definitely be effective, so you worked hard but couldn't save An Yu. This is the end. I finally got my revenge on him, for me and for Lu Ting." Xuan Lin was calm.
said to me.
I suddenly realized that no wonder Xuan Lin was so calm when I killed the last infant spirit, because he had already accomplished what he wanted to do.
After a long time, I finally said: "This can be regarded as retribution for An Yu. I worked hard not to save him, but to break the situation. This is what I should do." I didn't lie. As for whether Xuan Lin can
It's up to him to understand.
He smiled and then said: "I know you are a good person. How can a good person help a bad person enjoy all the blessings, joy and peace?"
"This world may not be defined simply in terms of good and bad. It can only be said that everyone has his or her own path. Good people and bad people may have to intersect and have reasons to help each other. The only difference is that no matter how they intersect
, the heart is different." I said these words, but I was not very able to understand the meaning of my words.
"Promise me something, okay?" Xuan Lin suddenly said.
"you say."
"If I am about to die, I will tell you that after I die, you can go find Lu Ting to see how she is doing, and then I want you to try to persuade her, but don't say that I have already
Dead." Xuanlin was very calm when he said this.
There was an indescribable sadness in my heart. After taking a sip of cold tea, I said: "I will try my best to do it, but I also have a request. I will go to Shicun once. I need some information about your family. I don't want to hide it."
You, Kunlun, is something I have been exploring, and it concerns a very important person to me."
Surprisingly, Xuanlin didn't have any curiosity. He said calmly: "Well, after I die, our family will be extinct. I'm worried that my parents will be homeless. We have some ancient things. I will
Convince my parents to take it out, but can you help pay for my parents, even if they are sent to a nursing home? Or, the best way is to let them have a certain amount of money to live in their old age, and ask people in the village to take care of them until they die.
Okay. Living in Shicun doesn’t cost much.”
"There is no problem." There is indeed no problem if the problem can be solved with money.
I really wanted to say that my money could not be exchanged for their son, but I did not say it after all. There was no need to hurt this poor child.
As for An Yu, I have no intention of waking him up. There is no curse that cannot be broken, just like there is yin and there is yang. If he can restrain himself in the future, do more good deeds, and accumulate more positive energy, the effect of the curse will be much lower.
.
But my life is his and my heart is his, so how can I save the whole world? Superficial efforts are always useless, right?
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Xuanlin died in Shicun a month later.
Just a month later, I met Lu Ting as promised. At that time, she was very happy holding the hand of a 50-year-old man, which made me think it might be true love. I felt there was no need to persuade her, but in the end
I also made an appointment with her once as promised.
But as An Yu said, some people can't go back, and the destruction Xuan Lin thinks may be her happiness.
I didn't tell her what Xuan Lin did for her, but I couldn't help but tell her about Xuan Lin's death, because I didn't think she would be as sad as Xuan Lin thought.
But in fact, she shed a tear, just one tear, and answered the old man's call with a smile.
I don't want to comment on that tear.
An Yu's business began to decline two years later, until it was irreversible. He gave up the company, took the remaining relatively generous property, and got entangled with two women. In the end, he was accidentally beaten to death by the husband of one of the women.
, which was a sensational case at the time.
I have no intention of giving a real ending to prove the existence of the curse, but I believe that a person's behavior can determine a person's fate. This is cause and effect that cannot be escaped. If you escape in this life, regardless of your next life,
But what about your children and grandchildren?
After all, people still need to have some bottom lines.
Chapter completed!