Chapter 648 [Unforgettable] (Part 2)
Zhang Yang looked at Chen Xue, and he suddenly felt his eyes warm and almost burst into tears.
Chen Xue said: "It's very cold here. You have damaged your meridians and can't stay in the snow for too long."
Zhang Yang shook his head and said, "I don't go anywhere, I'm here!"
Chen Xue sighed, she reached out and held Zhang Yang's big hand. Chen Xue's slender hands were smooth and delicate, but lacking temperature. Zhang Yang suddenly felt a cold and gentle inner breath coming through his palms. He realized that Chen Xue was helping him heal.
Zhang Yang broke free from Chen Xue's palm, and he stood up shakingly.
Chen Xue looked at him with concern. What happened to make Zhang Yang so sad. He refused his help, clearly trying to torture himself with the pain of his body. Although she had few opportunities to meet Zhang Yang, she still had some understanding of Zhang Yang. Zhang Yang was a strong person. In her impression, she had never seen him so sad and depressed.
Zhang Yang said: "Jiatong is dead..."
Chen Xue was stunned for a moment. She finally knew the reason why Zhang Yang was sad. Chen Xue whispered: "Do you love her?"
Zhang Yang nodded.
Chen Xue said: "What do you want to do? Torture yourself desperately to prove your true feelings for her?"
Zhang Yang said: "I don't want to torture myself, I just can't forgive myself. If it weren't for me, she might not have died."
Chen Xue said: "I don't know what happened, but I heard that it is a happy thing to die for my beloved. I think she must be like this."
Zhang Yang turned his head, his eyes flushed and said, "I can't forgive myself."
"So what? Will you die for love like the ancients? Use your life to prove your love for her?" Chen Xue's tone was still cold, but her heart was full of worries about Zhang Yang.
Zhang Yang said: "I don't know what the meaning of living!"
Chen Xue said: "Walking forward fifty steps is a cliff. If you jump down, you will not have to suffer from pain or feel guilty anymore. I will tell your family and your friends about your death for love."
Zhang Yang was stunned.
Chen Xue said: "If you feel that you can get comfort in your heart by doing this, I support you, but what about your family? What about Chu Yanran? What about your friends? You die and you no longer feel guilty, but how many people will you bring to you and how many people will you make you sad?"
Zhang Yang was speechless.
Chen Xue said: "I always thought you were a real man who could take it and let it go, but I misread it. You are just a coward. Are you in pain because you want to escape? You ran here to get drunk and be a song, or you want to escape. If Gu Jiatong had a spirit in the sky, she would think she misread you and she would regret loving you!"
"Stop!" Zhang Yang was like an angry lion.
Chen Xue's bright face was still Gu Jing Bubo. She whispered: "You are not hurting yourself, but the people around you. Wake up! For her, you should live a good life. Her departure is not to make you indulge in sadness, but to make you know how to cherish the people around you, and to better protect everyone around you to avoid them being hurt."
Chen Xue's words were like enlightenment, which made Zhang Yang, who was in chaos these days, suddenly wake up. He could not escape. He wanted to make the living happy and he wanted to prevent Gu Jiatong's tragedy from happening again.
Chen Xue said softly: "Are you hungry?"
Zhang Yang shook his head.
Chen Xue said: "It's snowing heavily on the mountain. If you really have to wait until the heavy snow covers the mountain, you may not be able to go back."
Zhang Yang said: "It doesn't matter!"
Chen Xue said: "I don't want to be trapped in this mountain with you for the rest of my life..." After saying this, he suddenly felt a little confused, and his heartstrings couldn't help but sway. Chen Xue controlled her mood very well, but in an instant, she quickly returned to peace. Zhang Yang was sad at this time, so of course she wouldn't notice these things.
Chen Xue said: "I am going to Heishanzi Township. I have agreed with my mother that she will be anxious if she is late."
Zhang Yang nodded: "I'll give it to you!"
When Chen Xue heard him say this, she suddenly felt comforted in her heart. Zhang Yang no longer insisted on staying alone in this wilderness. She knew that Gu Jiatong's departure had a severe blow to Zhang Yang. In a short period of time, Zhang Yang's inner wounds could not be relieved. She only hoped that Zhang Yang would not be abused like this and slowly come out of her sadness. When people are in a low mood, they are not suitable for staying alone. If someone talks with him, it will be much better to talk to him.
The two of them went down Qingyun Peak. Zhang Yang noticed that although the road to Qingyun Peak was steep and the snow was slippery, it was difficult to walk, but Chen Xue was walking on the snow with her feet floating gently on the snow. Chen Xue did not deliberately hide her martial arts in front of Zhang Yang, and walked down the mountain like flowing clouds and water.
Zhang Yang remembered the internal strength that Chen Xue wanted to heal him just now. The little girl's internal strength had already reached a considerable level. Compared to Chen Xue, Zhang Yang's situation was a bit bad. He was so sad that he vented his inner pain in the snow. In this state, the most likely thing is to cause a mistake. At the mildest level, it would damage the meridians, and at the worst, it would become obsessed. If it weren't for Chen Xue's timely appearance, Zhang Yang would probably have suffered a greater damage.
Zhang Yang quietly regulated his breathing while walking to repair the injured meridians. In this way, his speed slowed down.
Chen Xue was so smart outside and was meticulous. She had noticed that something was wrong with Zhang Yang's meridians. She quietly reached out and held Zhang Yang's left hand. The cold and gentle inner breath was once again transmitted into Zhang Yang's meridians. Zhang Yang did not refuse this time. Although Chen Xue's internal strength was not as powerful as his, it was like a trickle of continuous flow. Her internal strength had a strong effect on the repair of the meridians. It is said that the combination of hardness and softness was the same. Zhang Yang and Chen Xue's internal strength were exactly like this.
The snow was getting heavier and heavier. The two of them walked in the mountains without any speed. At first, there was no abnormality, but later, wisps of white vapor appeared on their heads, and Chen Xue's pretty face was as beautiful as a crabapple, and her breath became rapid. This was because she lost a lot of internal breath while helping Zhang Yang heal her wounds.
When Zhang Yang saw Chen Xue's appearance, he couldn't help feeling pity. He gently let go of Chen Xue's slender hand and breathed a sigh of relief: "It's much better!"
Chen Xue saw that his face finally recovered a trace of blood. He knew that his internal injuries had recovered a lot, and said softly: "I hope you don't *** yourself anymore!"
Zhang Yang nodded, and pointed to the distance. His pickup truck was parked halfway up the mountain, covered with snow. If you don’t pay attention, you will almost miss its location.
The two came to the car, Zhang Yang opened the car door, asked Chen Xue to go up, brushed the snow on the car window, returned to the car and started the engine, warmed the car for a while before starting. Chen Xue was going to go to Geng Xiuju, his mother in Heishanzi Township.
Because the road was slippery in the snow, Zhang Yang did not dare to speed up the car too quickly. By the time Heishanzi Township, it was already dark. Zhang Yang's career started here and was very familiar with everything in Heishanzi Township. Because of the development of Qingtai Mountain, Heishanzi Township also underwent earth-shaking changes. There were obviously many small buildings in the town, and the gate of the town government was renovated.
Geng Xiuju was on duty at the township government today, waiting for his daughter to come outside the township government. Just when he was anxious, he saw the pickup truck coming outside the township government's gate. Geng Xiuju looked curiously, but saw his daughter pushing the car door and walking down. Zhang Yang followed him and came to Geng Xiuju. He smiled reluctantly and said, "Sister Geng, happy new year!"
Geng Xiuju said in surprise: "Isn't this Director Zhang? What wind has blown you to Heishanzi? You are a distinguished guest! I heard that you went to the Nancy Sports Commission, and now you are the director of the Sports Commission, and you are at the level of the department!" The three sentences are not separated from the industry, and Geng Xiuju still cannot do without the topic of system when he speaks.
Zhang Yang smiled indifferently and said, "It's been something that happened in the past. I've been sick recently and haven't returned to work yet."
Geng Xiuju said with concern: "What disease is it? Haven't your health always been good?"
Facing Geng Xiuju's constant questions, Zhang Yang could only smile bitterly.
Chen Xue couldn't help but say, "Mom! Don't ask, the snow is so heavy, just let the guests stand like this?"
Geng Xiuju then realized that she was a little rude. She smiled embarrassedly and said, "Look at me, I just asked, and forgot to ask you to sit in there."
Zhang Yang said: "No need, I'll rush back to Chunyang and see my mother!"
Chen Xue said: "It's so late, it's snowing so heavily again, don't leave today!"
Geng Xiuju was secretly shocked when he heard this. Why did this little girl get together with Zhang Yang? She still kept him here to live. That would be impossible. She is a widow and only Chen Xue is the daughter. If outsiders know about it, they still don’t know what gossip. Geng Xiuju said: "Director Zhang, why don’t you stay for dinner..." She said reluctantly, but she was reluctant in her heart.
Zhang Yang did not mean to stay for dinner. He smiled and said, "I went to Zixia Temple to burn incense today. I happened to meet Chen Xue, so I took her along the way and won't bother you anymore. My mother should have cooked the meal at home, and it's not too far from here to Chunyang. It's an hour." After he said that, he turned around and the car.
Chen Xue said: "Driving carefully."
Zhang Yang waved his hands to the mother and daughter in the car, and quickly disappeared into the wind and snow while driving the pickup truck.
After Zhang Yang walked away, Geng Xiuju grabbed her daughter and said, "What's going on? Why are you with him? Are you..."
Chen Xue said: "Mom, are you upset?"
Meeting Chen Xue on Qingyun Peak made Zhang Yang realize that there are many friends, relatives, and lovers around him who care about him. He cannot be depressed. The love he loves for Jiatong will never be forgotten, but he should not let the people around him worry about him.
If it weren't for Chen Xue's words, Zhang Yang was still immersed in pain and self-blame at this time. He had no time to take care of the people and things around him, and he wouldn't even think of going to Chunyang's home to see him. He wanted to escape from everything now, escape from reality, and taste the pain alone in loneliness.
It was already past eight o'clock when Zhang Yang came to Chunyang's home. Looking at the orange lights on his small building, Zhang Yang felt warm from the bottom of his heart. He parked the car and walked a few steps in the snow. But when he came to the door, he hesitated. He didn't know whether he should go back.
Just when he was hesitating, the door opened and a girl walked out of it. It was too late for Zhang Yang to leave. The girl was He Xinyan. He Xinyan stood in the snow and looked at him quietly, as if she knew that he would come. Her beautiful eyes were filled with deep longing, and her concern was expressed in words: "I'm back!"
Zhang Yang nodded.
He Xinyan said softly: "Everyone in her family is waiting for you!"
Zhang Yang followed He Xinyan into the courtyard and saw his mother standing in the yard with Zhao Jing next to her, Zhao Tiesheng, Zhao Lijun, Zhao Liwu were all there, Niu Wenqiang, Jiang Liang, Zhao Xinwei, Du Yufeng were there, An Yuchen, Hailan and Hu Yinru were also there.
Both of his concerned eyes were staring at Zhang Yang, and Zhang Yang's heart was washed by the warm current. He finally realized that there were still many people in this world who were caring for him. He could not give up on himself, and he could not sink in. It was for Jiatong that he wanted to treat every relative around him better.
Xu Lihua looked at her son and smiled. The smile contained so much love and care. She walked up and held her Changyang's hand and said, "San'er, everyone is waiting for you to come back for dinner!"
Zhang Yang didn't say anything, but his heart was tolerated by warmth.
Niu Wenqiang said: "I said Zhang Yang, how do you know that we are here today?"
Zhang Yang said: "I want to ask you this!"
Jiang Liang smiled. Actually, they were gathering at Niu Wenqiang's Jin Kaiyue today, and they couldn't contact Zhang Yang, Hailan, Hu Yinru, and He Xinyan made an appointment to come to Chunyang to celebrate the New Year with Zhang Yang, but they couldn't contact him either. An Yuchen came to Chunyang on the third day of the New Year. One was to visit grandpa's grave, and the other was to find the master who had lost his news. Several people lived in Jin Kaiyue at the same time.
As for why they came to Zhang Yang's house at the same time, it was because Chen Xue called Zhao Jing in advance and told her that Zhang Yang would go home. After Zhao Jing heard about her brother's condition, she was also very worried, so she contacted Niu Wenqiang and staged a scene where relatives and friends welcomed Zhang Yang home grandly.
The touching in Zhang Daguan’s heart is indescribable. What people need most when they are in a low tide is this kind of care.
Zhang Yang said to An Yuchen: "When did you come from Hong Kong?"
An Yuchen said, "I'm so embarrassed to say that you don't know how to give me a red envelope during the New Year!"
Zhang Yang showed a rare smile and said, "You haven't kowtowed to me yet, how could I give you a red envelope!"
Everyone laughed.
Xu Lihua greeted, "Hurry up and sit in the house. It's still snowing outside. Tonight, let's have a reunion dinner!"
Niu Wenqiang said: "Aunt Xu, do you have any ***? The *** you made yourself is so delicious!"
"Yes! Yes! I'll make sure you eat enough tonight!"
Zhao Lijun and Zhao Liwu brothers made a long whip and put it on outside. Du Yufeng shouted like a child: "It's the New Year!"
Everyone's faces were full of joy.
Chapter completed!