Forty-sixth bowl of soup (1)

pain.

It hurts so much.

However, the pain is secondary, and the unbearable part of the pain makes the male ghost the most uncomfortable. He feels like he is lying on a hard thing - maybe a rectangular wooden board, but at this moment he doesn't have the energy to see where he is, and he just feels cold all over and trembles.

In addition to the pain, there is also a strong sense of humiliation.

Of course, this emotion is not his, but the original owner of the body. The male ghost trembled involuntarily. This is a natural reaction to the body. I don’t know if it is because of the cold or the pain.

He barely stretched out one of his eyelids and found himself sleeping in a very small room. Although it was dark and damp, it was quite clean, and there was a small window where the sun could not shine in.

He remembered it, but tried it, and finally lay back. He didn't know what the situation was, so as not to move around, so as not to worsen the injury.

But... the male ghost slowly stretched one hand to his buttocks. The pain... I wonder if it was hemorrhoids. What happened to this body?

Suddenly, a slight footsteps came, and the male ghost closed his eyes and pretended to be still sleeping. The footsteps of the visitor were very light, sounding like a woman. After she pushed the door in, she stood at the door for a few seconds before approaching the male ghost. The male ghost heard the sound of sniffing and crying, and also heard the woman's sad call: "Little Tree, Xiao Tree... It's Mom who is sorry for you, it's Mom who is sorry for you..."

He closed his eyes and began to receive information about the owner of this body in his heart.

Zheng Jiashu, fourteen years old, in the third grade of junior high school, died in a car accident when he was five years old, and since then he lived with his mother. When he was ten years old, his mother remarried and went to the Fang family as a glorious scoundrel bottle and met his stepfather Fang Huai. Fang Huai was drunk and beat Zheng Jiashu's mother as soon as he got drunk. Zheng Jiashu's mother was timid and obedient, and never dared to say much. She has always been a cowardly woman.

Zheng Jiashu was in the first grade of junior high school when he was twelve years old. One day after school, his mother set up a street stall to buy vegetables. Only the drunk stepfather was at home. After he got home, he did his homework first, then went to the bathroom to take a shower. When he came out, he only wore pajamas and T-shirts. The half-aged boy inherited his mother's good looks, gentle and delicate. His stepfather got drunk and felt lustful, and sexually assaulted him.

Afterwards, his stepfather repeatedly threatened him not to say it, otherwise he would beat Zheng’s mother to death. Zheng Jiashu was young and timid, so he really didn’t dare to say a word.

I thought the matter would end here, but in the future he would just hide from his stepfather. Unexpectedly, after getting drunk again, the stepfather came to his room while drunk and sexually assaulted him again.

Since then, it has lasted for two years. Zheng’s mother went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables every day. She bought goods before dawn and was very busy. When she got home, she had to be responsible for three meals a day and housework, taking care of her husband and son, so she didn’t notice any abnormalities about Zheng Jiashu.

For the stepfather, although Zheng Jiashu was a boy, he was a teenager, beautiful and well-behaved. The most important thing was his timidity. His skin was white and smooth, and it felt better than a woman. There was nothing he was not addicted to, and gradually became a habit. As time passed, Zheng Jiashu became less and less talkative, more introverted, and his grades also plummeted. Every time Zheng’s mother went to a parent-teacher meeting, she was so anxious that she had no choice.

She always wanted to know why her son became like this, but no matter how she asked, Zheng Jiashu didn't say a word. He gradually became distant from his mother, and he became gloomy and cringe-like, but he looked more delicate and beautiful than girls. So at school, seniors especially liked to bully him.

He had done anything dirty to him, and was shown back and forth in the men's bathroom, was extinguished with cigarette butts with his palms, and was forced to drink... Since the death of his biological father, Zheng Jiashu's life has been moving in a miserable direction and never looked back.

On his 14th birthday, Zheng's mother deliberately closed the stall early and bought a cake home to celebrate his birthday. Who knew that when he opened the door, he saw Fang Huai pressing Zheng Jiashu down on the dining table and invading him. His mouth was still swearing. Seeing her, not only did he not panic, he even beat Zheng's mother who came forward to stop him. Zheng's mother was broken for this.

Domestic violence is common, and Zheng’s mother has been patient. She is the kind of woman who is the most tolerant, but this time she can’t bear it anymore.

After being beaten, she did not go to the hospital, but sat in the living room for a long time. Fang Huai vented his anger on Zheng Jiashu and snored back to the room to sleep. Zheng's mother went to Zheng Jiashu's room, kissed him, then turned to the kitchen and took a kitchen knife.

After killing Fang Huai, Zheng's mother chose to commit suicide. From then on, Zheng Jiashu became an orphan, with nowhere to go, and wandered around.

However, he didn't know anything. He had no skill, nor the motivation to support him to survive. His only mother was dead, and he no longer knew the meaning of his life.

The fourteen-year-old boy knew nothing. He should have been as naive as white paper, but he was too stained with filth. So Zheng Jiashu's wish was very simple. He took his mother away from here and never be bullied again.

At this time, Zheng's mother stroked Zheng Jiashu's face. Zheng Jiashu felt her tears slipping down, and a few of them fell on his lips, which were extremely bitter.

Zheng's mother lowered her head, kissed Zheng Jiashu, sniffed gently, took out something from her pocket and stuffed it into Zheng Jiashu's pocket.

He knows what that is.

Even if she married a man like Fang Huai and even if she lived such a life, Zheng's mother was still a good mother. In addition to having to give Fang Huai every day, she also secretly saved a part of it, in the name of Zheng Jiashu, preparing to give him to school in the future.

Her little tree is the smartest and kindest. When she was a child, she said she would go to a good university in the future and be filial to her mother.

But she is not a good mother.

She didn't even know that the child had suffered such harm.

No matter how cowardly a woman is, she will become particularly powerful and brave after being given the term mother.

Just as Zheng's mother got up and was about to leave, her wrist was suddenly caught. She lowered her head in shock, but saw Zheng Jiashu lifting her face, her beautiful eyes flashing with a moving light: "...Mom...Mom, don't."

The child saw what she was thinking and knew what she was going to do.

Zheng's mother suddenly burst into tears. She hugged her son and started crying. She didn't dare to speak too loudly, because it would only attract Fang Huai's beating and scolding. The man beat someone and refused to recognize his relatives.

Zheng Jiashu hugged his mother with his back hand and shed tears. At this moment, the possessed male ghost was suppressed. Not only that, he couldn't even say anything.

That is the emotion that belongs to Zheng Jiashu. It is simple and beautiful. Even if you are still a child, you want to become strong and protect your mother.

He hugged Zheng's mother, which was the embrace he had never been put into since this day. From then on, his mother left him. He had always missed her very much and did not want to be separated from her.

Just holding it like this, Zheng Jiashu murmured, "Mom, don't do that."

Zheng’s mother took a light breath. Zheng Jiashu repeated again: “Mom, don’t do that.”

"Little Tree..."

"I have a way," he said.

The next second, the male ghost regained the dominance of his body. He let Zheng's mother hug him a little stiffly, and then said to Zheng's mother: "You go to the hospital first."

Zheng’s mother shook her head: “I still won’t go anymore, I will spend money.”

In this era, making money is not easy, but spending money is not difficult. In this era, the laws are not perfect enough, and men who are domestically abused will not be punished much. Even the police will advise honest officials to find it difficult to deal with family affairs, advise women and children who are domestically abused to settle things, and advise them to give the man another chance.

Zheng's mother also tried to call the police at the beginning, but what rewarded her was a stronger fist. Even Zheng Jiashu was beaten, and slowly, she accepted her fate.

But now she can't continue like this. Even if she dies, she will never give Fang Huai the opportunity to get close to Zheng Jiashu.

Zheng Jiashu smiled at her, and his face turned pale and he was uncomfortable, but he said to Zheng's mother: "Mom, don't leave me."

This is Zheng Jiashu's only requirement. He would rather be sexually assaulted by Fang Huai for the rest of his life, be bullied by his classmates for the rest of his life, and be looked down upon for the rest of his life. As long as he could get his mother's life back, he would do anything.

He doesn't regret anything he does.

He just wants his mother to survive, and he doesn't want to lose her anymore.

There were wrinkles on the corners of Zheng's mother's eyes. She used to be such a young and beautiful woman, but the burden of life was pressing on her shoulders, causing her to collapse. Zheng Jiashu stared at her and said, "Mom, I feel a little painful. Can you give me some hot water?"

Zheng's mother wiped her tears, nodded and said, "You are waiting here, mom will come back soon."

Zheng Jiashu smiled at Zheng's mother, then lowered his eyes.

No one could see the coldness and cruelty in his eyes.

Soon, Zheng's mother came back. Zheng Jiashu asked her not to look at her, but she was not allowed to leave, so Zheng's mother turned her back to her. He endured the pain and cleaned her body, changed into clean and refreshing clothes, and then helped Zheng's mother deal with the injury. He left the previous world and got all the medical knowledge of Luo Xi.

This is the reward given to him by the little boy.

Zheng's mother had too many injuries. If the old ones were not healed, the new ones were added. This is always the case. Zheng Jiashu looked at him, and his eyes became hot and red - the true Zheng Jiashu's feelings still existed and he could not control them.
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