Sixty-seventh bowl of soup (nine)

"You are still quibbling!" Lan Shenxue walked around the room angrily like a violent lion. The knife in her hand had hurt him, but he didn't feel it at all, as if he didn't feel any pain at all. "You have been for him from the beginning! When he came, you have changed! First, I was not allowed to kill him, and then I asked me to save him, and in the middle he even cooked medicine and cooked for him. Now he even wanted to sacrifice himself to help him! You are for him! You are lying to me! You are such a bad woman!"

He was really as childish as a child who had not grown up. His eyes were so angry that he wanted to kill her, but he was reluctant to kill her. His eyes were full of sadness and grievances.

Seeing the deer lying down and looking at the roof, she felt that she had changed a little, but she couldn't tell where it had changed. She just... wanted to go back. That was her only obsession for thousands of years, and that was her desire that had never disappeared from the bottom of her heart in the Forgetful River. Even if she could not save anything from her return, she hoped to have a chance.

She can comply with the situation and commit herself to someone, Lan Shenxue can, it doesn't matter if she was another man, she never forgot her purpose - to go back.

She just wanted to go back, meet that person, and take away what she had always wanted, that's it.

If she could, she naturally didn't want to hurt anyone. Kelan Shenxue was different from the people she had seen before. He was crazy and paranoid, and the things he knew would never change. Secular ethics, benevolence, righteousness and morality were nothing to him, but she was not the one who could accompany him for the rest of his life.

"I'm not for Dongfang Hong." She didn't want to lie to him. "I'm for myself."

"What does it mean?" Lan Shenxue couldn't understand.

He would never understand. He would never know what the woman in front of him had experienced, nor did he know the scars hidden under her seemingly beautiful appearance. The deer that Lan Shenxue saw was beautiful, and it was the original appearance, but what was under the appearance?

It is tears, blood, and despair.

That is the memory that she is the only one who carries. The distance between them is not just thousands of years? There is also a distance that can never be overcome in the heart of the deer. If she doesn't go back one day, she will not be able to be relieved one day.

But seeing Lu did not answer him, she just slowly sat up from the table. She held Lan Shenxue's hand, took the knife from his hand, and whispered to him: "I'm sorry, Shenxue."

But she still won't change her mind.

Lan Shenxue rarely felt this way. He could not describe it in words. He only knew that his heart, which had never been painful, began to spread along the cracked traces bit by bit. Some gnawed his internal organs, and some devoured his soul. But he never felt sober at this moment. He looked at the woman in front of him with great calmness, and for the first time in his life he realized what heartbeat was.

Ah, he thought.

It turns out that this feeling of her is called heart-warming.

He was a little confused, "But if you do this, this body will rot."

After saying this, Lan Shenxue suddenly felt very boring. What is he busy every day? The woman he likes is not willing to stay by his side because of this. "It's boring."

He said. "It's boring to live."

As long as he thinks that he doesn't have this woman around him, he feels that his life has become blank. The voices and breaths he once hated the most, but if he sees the deer disappear, he just thinks about it and feels extremely disappointed and wants to catch it.

But he couldn't catch it.

Seeing Lu suddenly said, "Then refine another corpse pill."

"What?"

"Refine another zombie pill." She looked at him seriously and smiled at him. There was something strange in her smile that made Lan Shenxue unable to understand, but she couldn't help but feel resentful. "I believe you must have a way to protect this body. When you refine another zombie pill, I will return to you."

Lan Shenxue asked her: "Even if I don't agree-"

"Help me, Shenxue." She suddenly hugged his neck. This was the first time she saw Lu Yuan asking him to do something for her. "Dig out my heart and give it to Dongfanghong, so that it becomes like a living person. Dongfanghong has a way to use it, and then... wait for me."

She was begging him.

Lan Shenxue suddenly felt soft-hearted, and he thought, let's do it. Isn't he alone a person who has been alone for twenty years? Isn't it just waiting for another ten years... Maybe there will be a little more, and she will come back with another corpse pill.

Men should be kind to their women. Give whatever women want.

She only asked him, and he couldn't take care of anything.

"Okay, then." He heard himself say this. "But you have to keep your word, otherwise I will never care about you again."

Seeing the deer chuckled: "Okay."

Lan Shenxue closed her eyes.

Dongfang Hong and others waited for a long time, worried about what would happen between Doctor Lan and Miss Jianlu. Just when they couldn't sit still, Lan Shenxue appeared.

They hurriedly stood up to meet him, but looked at the wooden box in Lan Shenxue's hand in shock.

Dongfang Hong and others were chivalrous and would definitely not agree to the idea of ​​taking the heart, but Lan Shenxue and Jianlu were different from them. They were not good people, and they could do whatever they could do for their purpose. Therefore, her heart had to be taken out by Lan Shenxue himself. When he refines the Ten Thousand Corpse Pill, he would find a clean heart for her again.

She said she would come back, and he believed it.

Otherwise he wouldn't care about her.

After handing the wooden box to Dongfang Hong's hands, Lan Shenxue turned into that gloomy and sickly pale young man again. His eyes were covered with a faint blood red: "Get out."

Then he ignored them again.

He returned to the alchemy room and sat blankly in the room where Jade Lu lived. He saw that the body of the deer was kept by him in the underground ice cellar of the villa, where there were strange flowers and plants, clean and bloodless, so she should like it very much. He also stuffed a bead of beauty in her mouth to ensure that her face was not corrupt.

It was just that she begged him, so they needed to separate for several years temporarily, and naturally there would be a chance to see each other again in the future.

Lan Shenxue began to refine elixirs frantically, but it was not so easy to refine the Ten Thousand Corpse Pill. If he hadn't known Jianlu's disgust for killing people at will, he really wanted to kill 10,000 people to refine elixirs. He spent all his time on refining elixirs day and night. Such days were no different from before meeting her, but at that time it was because of obsessed with refining elixirs, and now it was to resurrect Jianlu.

After a month, Dongfang Hong and others came back. They knelt outside the villa for a long time and said they wanted to be his servants. Lan Shenxue found it ridiculous. If he wanted a servant, there were zombies everywhere. He quietly didn't speak. Isn't it better than these noisy guys?

but……

They said they could help him collect the corpse.

Lan Shenxue was caught in a difficult choice. Although he still didn't like Dongfang Hong, it was indeed not as flexible as a living person to find a corpse. So he agreed to the request of Dongfang Hong and others to let them live in the courtyard farthest from him in the villa. There were countless gold, silver, jewelry and precious medicinal materials here, which were enough to buy many corpses to refine the Ten Thousand Corpse Pill.

Dongfang Hong became a relative of Tang Huaiyan. He fulfilled his master's will, and had no utilitarianism. He just wanted to repay his kindness. Seeing Miss Lu die for them, if she had the chance to resurrect her, they would be willing to sacrifice their lives for her. In fact, they were afraid that the young master would be extremely sad for the girl's death and would lead to a massacre. If a person like Lan Shenxue becomes a murderer, it would be much harder than that devil.

But the corpses obtained without killing people were too few and too slow. It took them twenty years to get them all together. Lan Shenxue carefully selected a heart for seeing the deer. This heart came from a person who had just died suddenly. It was fresh and energetic. The other party had never done anything bad in his lifetime. He would definitely like it when seeing the deer.

That's what Lan Shenxue thought. Once again, he opened the deer's dry chest like many years ago, revealing the internal organs that had already become as stiff as a stone. He treated the heart with anticorrosion and put it in, as if she was still alive.

But the Wanzi Pill was not refined well, so she still had to lie in the ice cellar. He had seen her countless times over the years, and he could not help but remember the words she said when she left a long time ago, "Help me, Shenxue."

That was the only sustenance she left for him in this world. In fact, after so long, Lan Shenxue couldn't figure out whether she really liked her or just wanted to fulfill her wish.

Another ten years have passed, and everyone is extremely excited, and Lan Shenxue’s face has also appeared with a long-lost smile.

He used the method of refining zombies to repair and assemble Jianlu. When she woke up, she found that she was not old at all. What she was like back then and what she was now. Of course, Lan Shenxue himself was not very old. He always felt that he had to compensate him for his thirty years of time.

He doesn't want to grow old, nor dares to grow old. He wants to wait until the woman comes back and threaten her. If she doesn't obey, I will ignore you. It will cause your internal organs to rot and mold, and you will die.

Dongfang Hong and others were old, with wrinkles on their faces. Lan Shenxue decided to refine them into zombies after they died, so that they could continue to stay and be his servants.

Under the gaze of the crowd, he pushed the Wanzi Pill into the mouth of the corpse like he did thirty years ago, and then soaked her in the medicine soup. Although...

Although she opened her eyes but didn't say anything, it didn't matter. Her consciousness could not be restored so quickly.

But Lan Shenxue waited for a long time, so long that he realized that thirty years ago, the woman named Jianlu lies to him.

She won't come back.

Lan Shenxue stared blankly at the soft skin of her eyes as if she was as lively as a living person, but her eyes were silent without any slight fluctuations. She lowered her head, lowered her eyes and said.

"I don't care about you anymore."
Chapter completed!