Chapter 118: Inside and Outside (4)
Pushing open the bedroom door, it was quiet inside. Lu Jinnian walked in and saw Qiao Anhao leaning against the side, lying on the big bed, sleeping soundly.
Lu Jinnian took a lighter pace and walked to the bed silently. With the dim light in the room, he stared at Qiao Anhao's eyebrows and eyes for a while. Then he stretched out his hand and pulled away the cell phone from Qiao Anhao's hand, put it on the bedside table beside him, then picked up the quilt and gently covered most of her exposed back.
Lu Jinnian sat by the side of the bed. After a while, he stretched out his hand and gently touched her cheek. He slowly stroked the underworld with his thumb, as if wiping tears. Finally, his hand stopped on her head and quietly left it for a long time without moving.
Since more than five years ago, he knew that she was someone he could not love. He could always be calm and indifferent in front of her. Even if he would occasionally lose control, he would quickly hide his true emotions so that she would not notice the reason behind his loss of control. The real reason was deep love.
In his life, except for his mother, the only person he cared about was her.
My mother gave him life, allowing him to come to this world and feel the coldest and darkest everything in this world.
But she gave him a rebirth, allowing him to see that there was still a clean and warm existence in this world.
She never knew that she was the whole hope and motivation in his life.
Even now, he has been successful and he is above all else, she is still his hope and motivation.
No one knows that he has a family in this world, but he has been living alone for so many years.
Even though there are so many people around him now, they don’t know that he is actually lonely than anyone else’s inside.
From childhood to adulthood, he hadn't longed for many things, only one she, but he couldn't get a lot of things, but she was among them.
He had thought about fighting for it, but before it started, he was out of qualification, and then, she began to avoid him.
Even he himself couldn't understand why she started to hide from him?
Until now, he still clearly remembers that she completely withdrew from his world at a party organized by Xu Jiamu. At that time, he was in a bad condition because of her. At that party, he drank a lot of wine. When he was in a daze, he felt that she seemed to be coming to his side and asked himself a question. He couldn't remember what it was. Because he was drunk, he didn't remember what he replied, but when he woke up again, she was no longer in the box. He asked Xu Jiamu, when Qiao Anhao left. Xu Jiamu said he left very early. He thought it was just an hallucination he had, so he didn't care much.
Chapter completed!