Chapter 635: Receiving a Certificate (5)
"Qiao Qiao, I'm not angry, I'm not angry..." Lu Jinnian spoke very calmly: "This time I just want to be kind to myself."
For so many years, in order to love you, I have always thought about you first and myself.
As I have been so many times, I forgot that I will actually hurt.
In this world, no one has ever really felt sorry for myself. I just want to feel sorry for myself once.
I won’t let myself see a trace of hope so stupidly, and I just pounce on it, and in the end I get despair again and again.
"I was in the elevator yesterday. Every word I said to you was not an angry word, it was all the truth. I really don't want any intersection between us." Lu Jinnian paused for a moment, and said word by word: "So, Qiao Qiao, go back to Beijing, don't stay here and waste time."
Lu Jinnian spoke very seriously, so that Qiao An could understand that he was really not angry about what happened, but was giving up on her.
This perception made Qiao Anhao panic for no reason: "But, Lu Jinnian, you like me... You have liked me for thirteen years..."
Qiao An's good words made Lu Jinnian suddenly think of how desperate he was when he sent her the text message "I have loved you for thirteen years".
A kind of unspeakable bitterness began to spread in his heart. He was silent for a long time before he spoke, "Yes, yes, I like you for thirteen years. But, Qiao Qiao, do you know? Now mine is trying hard to forget you."
A chill filled Qiao An's whole body, and her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and the painful body began to tremble gently.
What is Lu Jinnian talking about?
He said, he was trying hard to forget her?
During the four months he left, she always thought that he and her reunion was a beautiful beginning, but she never thought that it would be a complete end.
Qiao An seemed to be completely injured by Lu Jinnian's words, and looked at him in a daze, but he didn't respond for a long time.
Lu Jinnian looked at Qiao Anhao's expression, and his heart began to soften and hurt again. He lowered his eyes and said lightly: "I'll go downstairs to wait for you."
Then he stood up and walked out of the hotel room.
It was not until the door heard a "click" sound that Qiao Anhao recovered. She blinked her eyes twice, and tears fell down like pearls with broken lines.
Lu Jinnian actually said that he was trying hard to forget her... Qiao Anhao felt that it was so difficult for him to even breathe.
Qiao Anhao didn't know how she stood up and walked out of Lu Jinnian's hotel room. She didn't know how she went downstairs and got into the taxi that Lu Jinnian stopped. She didn't know how long the car had been driving. Her mind was always surrounded by Lu Jinnian's words.
She stared at the face outside the car window, and as she thought repeatedly, she lost her blood little by little, and finally became as pale as paper.
Lu Jinnian sat next to her, looked at another car window with her head tilted, and her face was not very undulating.
When the car arrived at the airport, Lu Jinnian paid the payment and got off the bus first, bypassed the car, opened another door, Qiao Anhao got off in a daze like a machine.
Chapter completed!