"I thought that I would have the upper hand. I left at that time. I thought she would chase her out, but she didn't. I waited for her at the door for a long time, and finally I became even more angry and went downstairs to drive away. I was in the car, and the more I thought about it, the more I was getting more and more confused, and then I had a car accident..."

"I was in a coma for about seven months before I woke up. The first thing I did after I woke up was to go check my phone, without her text messages, nor her phone number."

"My life and death have nothing to do with her."

"After I was discharged from the hospital, I met her and we parted in disagreement."

"Until later, the Xu family had a change and she and I walked back together."

"That was probably the darkest and most difficult time in my life. She accompanied me quietly."

"Actually, over the years, I have been thinking, if she hadn't been at that time, how would I be beaten during that period?"

"Do you know? I came out of the lowest point of my life. I don't want marriage, I don't want to be king in the mall. I just want to marry her and simply live a life. I even bought a ring to propose to her, but she gave me a book of miscarriage."

Xu Jiamu spoke carefully about him and Song Xiangsi. Yang Sisi never spoke to interrupt him. She looked at Xu Jiamu without turning around and saw his loneliness, his sorrow, and his pain in his face... Only then did she know that this man who had always been just a gentle smile had so many expressions.

"My story with her ended at that time. After three years of separation, no one met anyone. I didn't go to find her, she didn't come to contact me, and we just had no intersection."

"The story sounds like she is much more cruel than me, right?" Xu Jiamu smiled: "Actually, I always think so. I think she is cold-blooded and ruthless. Even after she returned to Beijing, she and I accidentally bumped into each other, and was hurt by her indifferent attitude.

"I was thinking at that time that this woman had no heart at all, why should I be so obsessed with her?"

"I really gave up at that time."

"I want to get married. I want to find a simple girl, get married and have children, and spend the rest of my life in a simple way."

When Yang Sisi heard this, she seemed to understand something. She asked softly: "So, did you ask me for the phone number that night?"

Xu Jiamu nodded: "I admit that I contacted you because your name is Sisi, but I did not regard you as her substitute, because... my subconscious mind has always told me that you are not her... I can't hold hands, kiss, hug, or even more intimate things with you..."

"But, you and I really came into contact with you with the idea of ​​marrying and having children."

"During that period, I have been working hard to change some of the effects she left in my life. I don't wear blue suits, don't eat mushroom private dishes, don't eat cakes she likes... I try hard to adapt to your habits and remember your hobbies..."

"I really want you to enter my life, but... I found that I can't adapt and I can't remember it."

When Xu Jiamu said this, he gently pressed his heart and smiled helplessly: "Because I am filled with her, and there is no place at all, so I will give it to others."
Chapter completed!