At night.

I lay on the bed thinking about Bai Ye's words, but I couldn't sleep.

It was clear that Ye said he would not say these words again, and I should be happy, but why did I worry so much about gains and losses in my heart?

Or is it that I have become the person I once hated the most, eating what is in the bowl and looking at the pot.

I couldn't help but curse myself in my heart and warned myself: Shi Ying and Bai Ye are a couple, don't think of something impossible.

As I thought about it, I fell asleep.

But I slept very uneasy that night, and Jiang Cheng's face appeared in my mind, but when I got closer, it turned into Bai Ye's face.

The two faces exchanged back and forth, almost tortured me to the point of going crazy.

The next day, when I woke up, I had two thick dark circles of eyes, which I could barely cover up after I sucked a lot of powder.

I yawned and said to my parents, sitting at the dining table to prepare for breakfast.

Seeing that the breakfast was still delivered by Bai Ye, I was stunned.

Didn’t he see it openly yesterday? Why did he even send something?

But seeing my parents eating with relish, I didn't say this doubt.

After breakfast, I changed into my shoes and went out to work. As soon as I went downstairs, I saw Jiang Cheng's car parked downstairs.

I thought it was Xu Yue who came in, but when I walked in, the car window slowly shook down, revealing Jiang Cheng's face.

"Yao'er, I'll pick you up to work."

"Aren't you hospitalized? Why did you come out?" The next sentence I said to Xu Yue next to me.

Xu Yue looked puzzled, "The president insisted on coming to take you to work, and I can't stop him."

"Yaoer, don't listen to him. My health has improved a lot. I'll take you to work." Jiang Cheng continued.

I hesitated for a moment and bent down and sat in the car.

I didn't expect this action to make Jiang Cheng so happy. The smile on my face had never disappeared since I entered.

"Yao'er, I'll take you home right away, okay?" Jiang Cheng asked tentatively.

I know that this is not about my parents' home, but about his villa.

Even if Jiang Cheng doesn't say it, I will actually find an opportunity to go back with him, otherwise the plan that Gu Ci said would not be able to be developed.

So I just hesitated for a few seconds and nodded slightly to agree.

Jiang Cheng looked surprised and his body trembled slightly.

After a while, he said excitedly: "Tonight I will ask Mrs. Zhang to make more things you like to eat."

Jiang Cheng said in a nagging manner, and I listened silently, occasionally smiling.

But only I know that this smile is so perfunctory and unconscious.

After sending me downstairs to the company, Jiang Cheng and Xu Yue turned around.

Working time always passes quickly, and I just feel that it’s time to get off work not long after I arrived at the company.

Fortunately, there were no sudden events today and there was no need to work overtime.

I took the elevator downstairs. As soon as the elevator door opened, I saw Jiang Cheng standing outside.

I looked at him in confusion, "How long have you been here?"

"Just come." Jiang Cheng's eyes dodged a little.

I didn't expose it, and followed him back to the villa.

This time, the bodyguard outside the door did not stop me, and I also noticed with sharp eyes that I had never seen any of these bodyguards, and it seemed that they were new.

I haven't returned here for a long time, and I just feel that everything is strange, except that Mrs. Zhang's care and enthusiasm are as old as before.

"I look forward to the stars and the moon, and finally I hope you are back for your wife." Mrs. Zhang said, wiping tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Sister Zhang, long time no see, are you in good health?" I asked softly.

Mrs. Zhang looked moved, "Okay, everything is good, but you are not here, and I can't get excited about anything I do, but now you are young lady, you are back."

"I miss Mrs. Zhang very much, too." I said sincerely.

Mrs. Zhang smiled so hard that her eyes narrowed, "I know you are coming back, Mrs. Young Master, I have asked someone to clean the room and make what you like. Mrs. Young Master, you are too thin now, so you should eat more."

I nodded and said, "I really miss Mrs. Zhang's craftsmanship. I will definitely eat more later."

As I finished speaking, I heard a series of footsteps. When I looked up, I saw Jiang Cheng changing into comfortable clothes and going downstairs.

"Sister Zhang, Yao'er is tired after working for a day, so let's start eating."

"Hey." Mrs. Zhang responded, and helped me sit down at the dining table without any refusal, and then ordered the servants to serve the dishes.

This time, Mrs. Zhang cooked a lot of dishes. There were roughly a dozen dishes, but they were all as Mrs. Zhang said, and I like to eat them.

Mrs. Zhang stood aside and picked up food for me, nagging me and asking me to eat more.

I responded one by one, and smiled and ate the dishes in the bowl.

At this time, Jiang Cheng also picked up a piece of tofu and put it in my bowl. I pretended to be nothing and pushed it aside, but did not go to eat it.

Maybe Jiang Cheng saw my stuff and never picked up anything for me until after dinner.

I didn't care, let alone explain.

After dinner, I called my parents and said I would sleep at Jiang Cheng. Then I ignored their furious voices and just said that I knew it and hung up the phone.

After a while, I got up and went back to the room to prepare for a shower.

Mrs. Zhang followed me upstairs and saw me walking to the guest room and quickly said, "Young Madam, you have forgotten that you haven't come back for a long time. Your room and the young master are here."

"I know, I'll sleep here tonight," I said casually.

"This..." Mrs. Zhang was very hesitant and stopped talking for a few moments.

"Madam, you and the Master are husband and wife, so it's not good to sleep in the guest room?" Mrs. Zhang looked confused.

"Sister Zhang, Yao'er lives wherever she wants. Go clean up the room." Jiang Cheng, who came with me for some unknown time, said.

Seeing that Jiang Cheng had spoken too, Mrs. Zhang stopped persuading me, but her face was full of hesitation and worry.

While Mrs. Zhang went in to clean the room, I nodded at Jiang Cheng and then walked into the room.

Jiang Cheng's voice came from behind, "I respect your choice, I'll wait for you."

I curled the corners of my mouth and didn't stop.

It's night.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at the ceiling, unable to sleep.

After a few minutes, I saw that I was still not sleepy, so I put on my coat and prepared to go downstairs to drink a glass of milk to make it easier to fall asleep.

When I passed by a room, I suddenly stopped because I recognized that this room was the room that Jiang Cheng had planned to give to Baoer.

By the way, I pushed open the door, touched the switch and turned on the light.

As the lights light up, everything in the room came into view.

I looked at the finished decoration in the house in shock and couldn't speak for a long time.

The room is not small, with thick carpets inside, and a wooden crib is placed in the middle of the room with stars and moons hanging on it.

There are many plush toys around the crib, and some children's books are placed on the table next to it.

When I saw a large wardrobe, I slowly walked over and opened it, and it was covered with clothes worn by babies.

There are so many styles of clothes, but I don’t know how many of them are.

Moreover, these clothes were not only infancy, but also some were worn only in the age of two or three, with small shoes and small socks filled with wardrobe.

I slowly took two steps back and supported my body on the crib.

I don’t know where I met, but the stars and moon on my head suddenly started singing.

Listening to the singing, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

If there was no such accident, Baoer should have slept here at this moment, enjoying the love that Jiang Cheng and I gave him.

But at this moment, Baoer was lying in the cold laboratory, and there was still a possibility of being stupid for the rest of her life.

I covered my face and started crying, but I didn't dare to let myself make a sound.

In my life, I thought I had never done anything bad, but I didn't understand why God was so unfair to me, and I lost my child one after another.

I don’t know how I got back to the room in the end. Maybe I was tired of crying and fell asleep as soon as I touched my pillow.

But I didn't sleep well that night. I dreamed that Baoer had grown up, but she was drooling and called me mom stupidly.

In my sleep, I shed tears for another night.

When I woke up the next morning, my eyes were red and swollen. It took me a long time to wash it with cold water to relieve a lot.

At this moment, Jiang Cheng was already downstairs, and the family doctor was checking his health.
To be continued...