Chapter 296 In the roundabout way, Tianhai Zhixue understood his feelings for the first time(1/2)
Sakakihara Raku had a dream.
I dreamed that I went back in time and slept together with A Ling in a six-story house.
Every night she would squeeze into his arms, like an insecure child, seeking an indescribable sense of dependence on her.
This represents her trust in herself and proves her relationship with her.
Seeing her birth for the first time;
It was the first time I saw her staggeringly raising her legs and walking in front of him;
Learned to call me brother for the first time;
For the first time, I took the initiative to cry in my arms and seek comfort;
Being needed, recognized, relied on, and believed by her is the relationship that can be built between brother and sister, forcing me to take the initiative to take on half of the family, and forcing me to take the initiative.
I am her brother, and I am more capable than her, so I really want to take care of her as much as I can.
Raku Sakakibara still remembers the feeling of holding her after crying when she was a child.
Not only the trust conveyed from the physical contact, but also the bond conveyed from the heart that "she needs herself"
As for why the dream I had tonight was so touching.
The first is what Ah Ling said to herself tonight.
The second is the girl he is holding in his arms now.
Her small body is as light as a feather, her snow-white skin is illuminated by the moonlight, and she wears a suspender dress that looks like she can see the ravine through the moonlight if she takes a second look.
The way she huddled in his arms and closed her eyes was exactly the same as her younger sister.
Sakakihara pushed her away from his arms.
Tianhai Zhixue could clearly feel his resistance in pushing her away. The warmth that she had been in contact with when she was shrinking in his arms immediately disappeared.
"Le, do you want to get up and go to the bathroom?"
"Have I ever said that?" Raku Sakakihara asked.
"No." Tianhai Zhixue replied.
"Then why do you ask?"
"Because Le suddenly woke up."
".I woke up suddenly because I realized that I was actually holding someone in my arms."
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After a moment of silence, Sakakihara Raku said to her again: "Zhiyuki, do you still remember what I wrote in your handbook?"
Tianhai Zhixue replied quietly: "Remember, Articles 175 and 176, you are not allowed to have close contact with others casually, and you are not allowed to get under the bed casually."
"Na Zhixue, what are you doing now?"
"Get under the covers."
"It's honest," Raku Sakakihara complained casually, "but that's not why you can get into my bed casually——"
Tianhai Zhixue suddenly hugged him.
Feeling the little head suddenly bump into his arms and close to his heart, Sakakihara interrupted all the words he had not yet spoken.
And in her embrace, which seemed to be asking for something from herself, her breathing seemed to have stopped for two or three seconds.
Tick tock tick.
The only sound left in the bedroom was the shaking tone of the alarm clock.
"Why are you hugging me like this all of a sudden?"
"I don't know."
"Zhixue, you understand the meaning of such a hug."
"I don't know. I just want to be close to Le."
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Sakakihara sighed in her heart.
After spending the past few days alone with Zhixue, he fully understood what this girl who could even look at McDonald's family ads was missing.
Family, feelings, warmth.
These are things she has never had before.
As an empty girl who grew up alone without a mother.
Her heart was so empty that all that was left was a confusion like the falling snow.
Zhixue probably doesn’t like herself very much either.
From her perspective, few people are happy because of her existence, and few people need her existence.
Her father is too old and the head of the family, so he cannot talk to her too much.
The servants respectfully call her Miss. To them, taking care of Miss' daily life is just a contract in monetary transactions.
In fact, Zhixue has always been lacking someone who can really get close to her and understand her.
So far, it seems that I am the one who has the most trouble taking care of her.
"Okay, okay, you don't have to hug me so tightly. Your breasts are pressed against my chest."
"Aren't you angry?" Tianhai Zhixue let go of him and kept a normal distance from him.
"Angry? Why are you angry?"
"Because it violated what Le said."
"Then did I tell you after that that I wouldn't be angry with you because of your proximity? Hmm?"
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Tianhai Zhixue blinked and nodded, confirming what he said.
"Do you remember what I said to you?"
"Treat me the same as you treat Ling."
"That's right. Look at A Ling hugging me like that today. Am I angry?"
"No." Tianhai Zhixue repeated the facts.
"That's okay. If you hug me, I accept it, but it's not appropriate to hug her like this at night. Even if it's Suzu, I will refuse to have such contact with her at night." Sakakibara quickly added another condition, "
Unless she really cries to the point where she needs my hug. But even then, it’s not like hugging her in bed at night."
Sakakibara Raku really doesn’t have any thoughts about Tenkai Snow.
Although she is very beautiful, she is also very clean.
Regarding her mentality, Sakakibara Raku has completely classified it into her attitude towards Suzu.
"But now I really want to hold Le and sleep." Tianhai Zhixue heard the sound of the bedroom door being pushed open.
Sakakihara Raku has been thinking about how he should explain the situation to Yuki: "Yuki, as a human in this world, you must control your distance from anyone in this world. Identity, feelings, and acquaintance, these are all
Building distance is an important reason. At this point, you should learn from A Ling. You can see that she is very good at keeping a distance from me, so she will not do anything like getting under my bed."
"Hey, hey, bro! I'm coming!"
Just when Raku Sakakihara was earnestly introducing the values of Amami no Yuki, Suzu Sakakihara, who had been tiptoeing to the bedside since just now, lifted the quilt on the side, and lay directly in, slapped him in the face instantly.
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Sakakihara Raku couldn't help but cover his forehead when he heard his sister's voice.
".Huh?"
Of course, it is not only Sakakihara Raku who is silent, but also Sakakihara Suzu.
Because when she was preparing a surprise for Sakakibara Raku, she didn't expect that he would also give her a surprise.
Sakakihara Suzu rubbed her eyes, and through the moonlight, she realized that the person lying next to her was not her brother, but Amami Nozuki.
After Sakakihara Suzu saw it clearly, her pupils immediately shrank, and she was so shocked that she couldn't be more shocked.
I even rubbed my eyes, wondering if I had seen something wrong.
"Ling." Tianhai Zhixue even called her name.
Sakakibara Raku is on the right, Tenkai no Snow is in the middle, and Sakakihara Suzu is on the left.
The three of them are currently staying on the same bed in this very strange way.
"yyyyyu, yuki! Why are you here?" Suzu Sakakihara reacted suddenly and was so panicked that she quickly supported her body and kept looking back and forth on the faces of the two people lying on the same bed like a couple.
Things are in trouble again.
Sakakibara pinched his eyebrows and said angrily: "I should be the one asking Suzu why you are here, right?"
To be continued...