Volume Two, Chapter 38, Memories
"Go to the car and wait for me. I'll say hello to your mother." Chu Chengmu looked at the porcelain doll wearing only thin clothes, with five obvious fingerprints on her face. I don't know how long she had been waiting downstairs, and said with a distressed feeling.
"What's there to say to her? Bad woman!" The porcelain doll was angry and hugged Chu Chengmu's arm without saying a word, preventing him from going over.
"Be good, stay in the car, it's cold outside. Why is she your mother too? I took you away in front of her in the middle of the night without even saying hello. Is that true? Especially you are still dressed so much..." After saying that, Chu Chengmu deliberately looked at the porcelain doll's chest.
"It's so bad, little pervert, with a lustful heart but no courage, go quickly!" The porcelain doll indeed let go of Chu Chengmu, with a little shame on her face.
Now I’m blaming me for being too arrogant. If I were irresponsible, could Lao Yan still be ahead of me? Humph! Chu Chengmu’s heart was full of resentment.
"Auntie Cha!" Chu Chengmu walked to a corner not far away and was about to say something to this woman, but she heard her snorting coldly, turned her head and left, but said lightly: "Take good care of Qin Yi, if there is anything, I'll go to your parents!"
It seemed as if the person who was trying was not you. Chu Chengmu looked at the woman's thin back and couldn't help but complain to herself.
I opened my phone and looked at it. It was Yan Shumo. "The words have been brought to her. She looks a little disappointed. It's not that she has contact information. You can't say it yourself? I won't reply, I'm so tired during this period."
Haha, yes, it’s not that there is no contact information from the other party, but I still heard from you when she came back. Chu Chengmu shook his head and put away his cell phone.
After getting in the car and driving the heating to the maximum, Chu Chengmu realized that he had no place to go. There was no one there at Ronghuahui now, but there were many people coming and going in and out. Chu Chengmu instinctively didn't want the porcelain doll to meet Xian Tingshu.
It seems that I have too few strongholds in Yuzhou, otherwise I would go and check out the house during the day? Anyway, there is still a day off.
After a while, it was almost two o'clock in the morning. Chu Chengmu looked at the porcelain doll and found that she was curled up in the seat, holding her knees with her hands, staring blankly out of the window, her little face reflected from the window, and she was crying silently.
"Does it hurt?" Chu Chengmu handed a tissue and asked softly.
"It hurts, but my heart hurts even more!" The porcelain doll turned his head, and his fair little face made the five fingerprints more obvious. How much force did this woman use? She hasn't been relieved after so much time. She doesn't raise her well when she raises her, but she is willing to beat her when she beat her up. Chu Chengmu felt a little distressed.
The porcelain doll wiped her tears and sniffed: "Chu Chengmu, my family is about to part."
Chu Chengmu was silent and could not find words to comfort him for a moment, so he had to say dryly: "It's just that the relationship between them has ended. No matter what, this will not change in the future if your father or father, mother or mother."
He had already experienced it once in his previous life, but he actually knew very well that what ended was just a husband-wife relationship. If he divorced, he would be two families, and the connection between more than ten or even dozens of people. Many things would never go back to the past.
The porcelain doll shook her head, with a little memory in her eyes and a little confused, and she said softly:
"Actually, I had a premonition. My mother looked down on my father. This feeling has been long ago. My father is a fan of the authorities and has always felt guilty for my mother working alone outside. I have long seen that my mother is impatient and looked down on her father. Until I saw my mother and that man during the summer vacation, I knew that my family would sooner or later."
"Just like my mother told me, every time I see me, my memory has to be covered again. Every time I meet, I don't match the person I remember, but she doesn't know, why am I not the same with her? Many times, I not only don't match the number, but I even feel very strange."
"I went to junior high school to junior high school. She was not here. I was shocked by the first menarche. She was not here either. After adolescence, my body began to develop. I was bullied and ridiculed by other children. She was still not here. When I went to high school, she still didn't know which direction the gate of Jincheng Middle School was opened..."
"She said she left me to create more affordable living conditions for me, so that I could understand her, but the place I live is still the teacher dormitory assigned to my father by middle school, and I don't wear gold and silver. Isn't the food I eat the same as those in the school cafeteria? So how is the living conditions of other children? Apart from having less mother than others, I don't feel that my life is better than others."
"So, my impression of her is that this fashionable woman is my mother. Everyone says she is rich, and then, I can't remember any common memories with her. Maybe I had it when I was very young, but I don't remember it."
"I can remember that my father cooked for me in a hot day and had to watch me do my homework. I was so tired that I was sweating profusely. I can remember that my father knew that I was bullied, picked up the shoulder pole and chased the boys Sanlida, and said that if I weren't a teacher, I would have to waste them today. I can remember that every time my father sent me to school, he had to check all kinds of things over and over again. When I first went to Tianjin Middle School to live on campus, he even cried!"
"Although my father also cares about my studies, he never forces me to do things that exceed my ability. Dad also wants to know how much I have. He often talks about his daughter's need to be raised. As a result, I got admitted to Yuwai and knew that I didn't have to leave Yuzhou. He smiled like a fool in the middle of the night. Dad said that he saved a sum of money every year and used it as a dowry when he got married, so that I would not be bullied."
"Dad said he has a family, a capable wife, and a well-behaved daughter, so he is very happy. In fact, I have seen him quietly searching for old photos of his family of three more than once."
"Chu Chengmu, I feel sorry for my father. He still has me now, but I will always grow up. By then, he will have nothing. Thinking about it, I feel so uncomfortable that I can't breathe. How could she be so cruel? Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w
Chu Chengmu gently patted the porcelain doll that threw it into his arms and cried so hard that he could not breathe. For the first time, he found out that he really didn't know how to say the words of comfort.
Perhaps it was too tired or too sad that the porcelain doll threw herself into Chu Chengmu's arms and cried for a while, and didn't bother with her posture. She fell asleep so deeply. Although she sobbed from time to time in her sleep, she still knew that she had drilled into a warmer place in his arms.
Chu Chengmu was amused and crying. This big doll fell asleep like that. How could you tell me to drive?
Chapter completed!