"Do you already know?" The doll wiped his hands and looked up at Chu Chengmu. This slow little fool finally noticed the slight wrinkles between his boyfriend's eyebrows.

Hearing this, Chu Chengmu hesitated for a moment and nodded lightly.

"Yan Shumo is such a big talker. I will never tell him anything in the future. He said everything well. I will say it myself... I have said it... I will... say it myself...

"The little girl's tears suddenly fell down like broken beads. She kept wiping her face with one hand, but she couldn't stop her tears. She sobbed.

Chu Chengmu put one hand on the little girl's shoulders and the other on her legs, turned around and walked upstairs, saying softly: "Be good, baby, don't cry. No matter what you decide, I will support you."

of."

"But I can't let you go...Chu Chengmu, I can't let you go. It took me many years to be by your side, but I'm not sure if I will have the courage to continue to stay by your side if I continue like this.

It's all your fault, I hate you so much, okay, why did you suddenly become so powerful... I hate you so much..." The little girl tightly grabbed the shirt on Chu Chengmu's shoulders and buried her little head in it.

In the hollow of his shoulder, he cried loudly.

When Chu Chengmu heard this, he just hugged the little girl tightly in his arms and walked upstairs step by step. He slightly turned his cheek. Under the illumination of the overhead lamp, he unknowingly...

This big boy who never reveals his feelings easily had tears streaming down his face.

"I'm sorry..." Chu Chengmu murmured.

This apology contains too much meaning and too much guilt. It also contains various senses of sorry. I feel sorry for my troubles. I feel sorry for myself for not being able to stop. I feel sorry for myself for not wanting to.

I feel sorry for staying by her side An An, and I feel sorry for putting too much pressure on her.

"You're not sorry for me. It's just me. It's just me. I'm so unsatisfied. No matter how hard I try, I can't catch up with you. I regret it so much. I regret it so much that I didn't study hard in high school. I know it every day.

Laughing and laughing, I was as happy as a fool. I regret so much. I regret so much why I didn’t tell you that I liked you earlier in high school..."

The baby buried his head in Chu Chengmu's shoulder, shook his head vigorously, but refused to raise his head, letting his tears soak Chu Chengmu's shirt.

Walking into the bedroom and sitting on the bed, the tall Chu Chengmu held the little baby in his arms, released the hand holding her feet, let her sit on his lap, and stretched out his hand to wipe his face

He shed tears on his face, and then gently patted the back of the little girl who was almost exhausted from crying. He lowered his head and pressed his face tightly against her head without saying a word.

I don't know how long it took, but the little girl's wailing finally turned into soft sobs. She wiped her face randomly on Chu Chengmu's shirt, raised her head and glanced at her boyfriend who was close at hand.

He said: "Chu Chengmu, were you crying just now? For me?"

Hearing this, Chu Chengmu nodded slightly, with some undried tears still hanging on his eyelashes and corners of his eyes, and responded: "Yes!"

"I haven't seen you cry before, so you can cry too? In my memory, there will always be a little boy who was kneeling and being beaten while holding his head high. At that time, I

I was just thinking, why don't you cry? Doesn't it hurt when such a thick bamboo is slapped on the butt? So your tears are also salty?" The doll stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of Chu Chengmu's eyes, and then put it to his mouth.

Licking it gently.

"Because it's useless to cry! When I was a child, my dad told me, you are a boy, you bleed and don't shed tears! If I cry because of being beaten, he and my mother will only beat me harder... Later on TV

Didn’t we always show those revolutionary martyrs who died gloriously? Yan Shumo and I studied for a long time and thought that this expression is the most handsome when being beaten. Who knew that my mother beat her even harder!" Chu Chengmu lowered his head and kissed her gently.

The silly girl's forehead explained.

"Then why are you crying again?" Hearing Chu Chengmu's explanation, Wa Wa burst into tears and laughed. Only then did he realize that the expression with his head held high at that time was imitating the revolutionary martyrs, but that expression, in his case,

Her fair and delicate little face is really easy to beat!

"Because my dad has never told me that boys can't be sad..." Chu Chengmu tightened the baby in his arms, bringing her closer to him.

"My dear, if you keep talking, my hard-earned determination will be shaken. That's good, that's good. At least, you let me know that I have a place in your heart, and you will do it because of me.

I am sad to leave, at least, at least, the tears will not lie!" The baby closed his eyes, gently rubbed his little face on Chu Chengmu's chiseled face, and murmured softly.

Like coaxing a child, Chu Chengmu shook his legs unconsciously, keeping the same rhythm with one hand, gently stroking the baby's back, and said softly: "My dear, I said I love you.

."

"But you only said it once, I don't know what you are thinking... You sleep next to me every day, you are busy at work and study, I don't ask, I know what you do every day, but in the end

At least let me know what you are thinking. We are so close physically, but there are more than just two layers of flesh between our hearts." The doll wrinkled her little nose in dissatisfaction, and used her hands unconsciously.

He hugged Chu Chengmu's neck and complained softly.

"What do you want to know? If you ask, I'll tell you, it's just you and me now, and I'll tell you everything you want to know! This is the secret between us!" Chu Chengmu continued to hold the doll in the posture of a princess.

He got up, then stood up and walked to the bay window, closed the window and curtains, sat back on the bed again, and said.

"My dear, you are so naive! Originally I had a lot of things I wanted to know, but now I know the things I want to know most, and the other things are not so important..." The little girl opened her eyes and looked at Chu

Cheng Mu 1 locked the window seriously and chuckled.

"Then pick the 2nd, 3rd, and 4th ones you want to know. In fact, I also think I should have a good chat with you about my concerns. I always thought that taking good care of you means loving you, but I rarely care about your heart.

What are you thinking? It's my fault." Chu Chengmu shook his head after hearing this and still insisted.

"But there's nothing else I want to know. How can anyone force people to ask questions? Then I'll ask just one question! Did I go somewhere? Did you accidentally leave me somewhere? Did you clearly

It's me who said I don't want you anymore

, will you find me back?" The doll smiled charmingly, like a silly girl in love, hugging Chu Chengmu's neck, hanging half of his body in the air, watching the other person hurriedly hug him

He asked mischievously.

"Yes!" Chu Chengmu hesitated for a moment, but nodded affirmatively before the baby could react. Silly girl, maybe when you say you don't want me anymore, you really mean it!

"Okay, now it's your turn to ask. You can ask. I'll tell you everything you want to know!" Watana released an arm around Chu Chengmu and patted his plump chest.

He said boldly.

After hearing this, Chu Chengmu thought for a moment, then looked at the little girl in his arms seriously, and asked: "Baby, do you really care how the outside world looks at you? Others say whether you and I are worthy of each other, that's it.

important?"

The little girl looked at Chu Chengmu in surprise, smiled lightly, shook her head, and said:

"No wonder you said you need to have a good chat with me about your concerns. So that's what you think?"

"How should I put it? In fact, I cared about it at first, but what I cared about was not what others thought of me, but that I didn't want you to be embarrassed in front of others because of me. Ah, you all come and take a look at this.

She’s Chu Chengmu’s girlfriend. She’s so ordinary, she has two books, and she’s not very tall. Standing next to Chu Chengmu, she looks like a little meat ball!”

"What about now? What do you think now?" Chu Chengmu asked softly.

The doll's round, red and swollen eyes looked at Chu Chengmu carefully, with endless tenderness and affection in his eyebrows. He reached out and touched the side of Chu Chengmu's face, and chuckled:

"Now, now I have figured it out a long time ago. You are my boyfriend and I am your girlfriend. I found you. It is my blessing. It is the result of loving you for so many years. If others

If you want to say it, just say it! Let them be jealous! Anyway, if you are strong, our family is strong, and if you are great, our family is great!"

"Then why do you still want to be an exchange student?" Chu Chengmu asked puzzledly.

The doll glanced at her boyfriend who had not yet reacted, shook her head, and explained:

"I don't care about the outside world, but I care about you! Chu Chengmu, I care about you so much. There is an imbalance between you and me, do you know? Imbalance in various senses, this imbalance,

I've seen it so much with my dad and my mom."

"The pressure I feel on you now, and the scenery you see when I can't see you next to you, are so similar to when my father and mother were getting along! Dad's caution, because of his height,

The blindfolded eyes have become disadvantages that he cannot get rid of, and these are objective realities. So no matter how hard he tries to express himself, what he gets in the end is always the all-round dislike of his mother."

Wataba buried his head on Chu Chengmu's chest, put his ear against his chest, and listened quietly to his long and powerful heartbeat for a while before continuing:

"But I don't want to be disliked by you, Chu Chengmu, you know? As long as there is even the slightest hint of dislike in your eyes, I won't be able to stand it!"

"But my foundation is already there. I wasted my time in high school, so now I am burdened with the debts I owed. In fact, if you look at Yiyi, if at that time, I would have

Just like her, or imitate you, work hard, instead of being like a fool and laughing all day long, I won't be so tired now!"

"It is precisely because of this that I want to seize every opportunity and work hard to improve myself. You know, I also have to understand, even if you don't understand, I still have to be able to do it, just like you learned English at the beginning and later learned it.

Learn German. Only in this way can I always see the scenery in your eyes, and only in this way can I not be left behind by you!"
Chapter completed!