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Chapter 98 Xianting Shu with a collapsed heart

Sitting in the co-pilot of the Fit with his legs bent, Chu Chengmu held a shelled egg in one hand and put it over his eyes, looking gloomy. He was sitting leisurely on the side, suppressing a smile while driving. He seemed to be in a good mood.

Xian Tingshu's angry blow directly bruised his eye socket. Fortunately, she was not strong enough and the bruise was not serious. She applied hot compress with a freshly cooked egg and it is now less obvious.

However, this does not prevent Chu Chengmu from feeling depressed. What is this?

From the beginning of Xianyu Mountain to now, the porcelain doll made me almost catch a cold, and Dai Jing made me injured all over. Come to Xiantingshu, there is nothing ambiguous about this. Who knows, not only was he almost kicked to death, but also

I even got a black eye as a result. It seems that a woman's lethality is really directly proportional to her appearance.

Chu Chengmu originally planned to go back to Jincheng when nothing happened, but now he has a dark circle under his eyes. With Luo Xiyu's gossipy character, he must dig deeper. After thinking about it, he decided to stay one night. Seeing that it was still early, he thought of Luo Xiyu.

Xiyu told him that he would go back to Jincheng to take the driver's license test tomorrow, so he simply asked Xian Tingshu to take him to the Automobile City to have a look. He thought that by the time he went back tomorrow, his eyes would be healed.

"What do you think we should do when we go to Kuang Yong's wedding?" Chu Chengmu felt that the eggs were no longer warm, so he put them down and turned the rearview mirror of the car over to take a look. It seemed to have cooled down a bit. Damn it.

Kuang Yong, if he hadn't mentioned this problem, how could he have suffered such an unreasonable disaster? The fault was not his own, but the world's.

Hearing this, Xian Tingshu glanced at him quickly and said nothing.

"Hey, do it or not, just say something!" Chu Chengmu said impatiently.

"Squeak!" Xian Tingshu squeaked expressionlessly.

"Ha, what the hell, I'm going to help you vent your anger, but this is your attitude?" Chu Chengmu made Xian Tingshu feel happy.

Now Xian Tingshu, after losing her identity as a teacher, seems to have gradually revealed her fickle personality. She can switch between joy, anger, sorrow, and joy in less than a minute. She cries when she wants to, laughs when she talks, and takes action when she wants to.

, he looked very sad one minute, but the next second, an electric cannon hit Chu Chengmu’s eye socket, and sometimes it was real skin.

"Can you please stop talking to me all the time! You've lived enough and I haven't lived enough. Every time I drive out, I feel anxious, and you keep talking non-stop."

Xian Tingshu looked at the surrounding environment and saw that there were no cameras. He slowly pulled over to the side of the car, put on the handbrake, and said angrily.

"Okay, I won't say anything anymore, just keep driving!" Chu Chengmu felt that he was in the wrong after hearing what she said.

"No, it's over. Let's talk about it first. What should we do?" Xian Tingshu leaned her head over, her delicate little face full of curiosity.

"I don't want to do it anymore. Keep driving. My eyes hurt!" Chu Chengmu leaned back and leaned against the car door.

"No, come on, the teacher will give you a blow. It won't hurt anymore." After saying that, he unfastened his seat belt and moved closer.

"Xian Tingshu, did you take the wrong medicine or was your body taken away from you? Why do I feel that you have changed a lot!"

"When I first met you, you had a look of despair on your face. When we were at Xianyu Mountain, you turned into a confidant elder sister. This morning, you were still charming and pitiful. At noon, you turned into a virtuous housekeeper. Where are you now? A violent witch?

"

Chu Chengmu opened his five fingers, stretched out his hand to hold Xian Tingshu's head, preventing her from coming over, and said suspiciously.

Xian Tingshu struggled for a while and found that he couldn't break free from Chu Chengmu's hand. His tone turned cold and said: "Let go!"

Hearing her tone, Chu Chengmu's eyes flashed with displeasure. Not only did he not let go, but he put more force on his fingers and said in a colder tone: "Xian Tingshu, are you talking to me?

"

"Ah..." Xian Tingshu suddenly went crazy. He raised his hands in the air and scratched, and screamed hysterically.

Chu Chengmu was shocked when he saw this. He quickly retracted his hand, held the handbrake, and unbuckled his seat belt at the same time. He looked like he was ready to jump out of the car at any time. Is this woman crazy?

"Chu Chengmu, why do you even want to bully me? I have no one else now. No one wants me. Kuang Yong doesn't want me. My parents think I'm embarrassed and won't allow me to go back. My job is gone. I'm already like this.

I worked hard to help you, but you still bullied me!"

After screaming, Xian Tingshu, who had finished venting his anger, suddenly fell on the steering wheel and burst into tears.

Crying like a cuckoo weeping blood, Chu Chengmu was pressed firmly on the seat. He was wrong. He always thought that Xian Tingshu had adjusted himself and was ready to accept a new life. She

The reason why he became so weird was actually because he had been trying to control himself so that he would not lose his temper in front of him.

Chu Chengmu just watched quietly as the woman lay on the steering wheel, crying wildly. She cried loudly at first, then gradually turned into a mute cry, and finally turned into a silent sob.

He has experienced this kind of heartache before, and he is about the same age as Xian Tingshu at this time. He can't express that heartbreak to anyone, and feels like his whole world has collapsed. The sky is gray, and people are...

Tired, as if transformed into a walking zombie.

The whole city is filled with memories of her. While walking on the road, I would look at a place and fall silent in a daze, or cry out of nowhere.

The feeling as if someone has dug out a large piece of your heart will tug at your heart and lungs, making you feel like you are drowning and out of breath, making you want to open your chest and take a look at yourself.

Is your heart really still there? Otherwise, why would you feel that there is nothing there?

You don’t even know who to talk to, because you feel that if you talk about your pain, others will not understand it, and you will not choose to talk to others, because you will feel that it is an indifference to your love.

Respect, this is just a matter between you and her and has nothing to do with anyone else.

You don’t even know who to ask for help. You feel like you are about to die because she left and took away half of your world. When you think about the rest of your life, the two of you will never have any intersection or care about each other. Who can feel that kind of pain?

I can't save you, I can only rely on time to slowly heal.

Chu Chengmu smiled mockingly to himself. It took him three years to come out of his previous life. In order to escape those memories, he even left Yuzhou for three years. How could he take it for granted that he could just sit back and relax for three months?

Accepting a new life? He even mentioned the name Kuang Yong in front of her again and again without thinking about life and death. Although it was unintentional, the hurt was real.

Chu Chengmu hesitated for a moment, then stretched out a hand and gently pressed it on Xian Tingshu's head. He made no more unnecessary movements. At this time, it was useless to say anything, because love is a very personal matter.

, even if you have had similar experiences, even if you speak out and tell the other person, "I understand you," the other person will still feel that you cannot empathize with her, because love is very personal. At this time, just accompany her quietly.

Chu Chengmu kept his hand raised like this, gently pressing it on Xian Tingshu's head, but not putting the weight of his entire arm on her, until he felt that his entire arm was numb.

There was some movement in the leisurely courtyard, and the Chu city curtain

I clearly saw a shiny object falling from the steering wheel. I wanted to laugh, but I held it back. I just retracted my hand, handed over a tissue, and looked out the window. No matter how beautiful a woman is, she still looks good after crying.

Not going anywhere.

"I'm fine!" Xian Tingshu's voice was a little hoarse. She didn't like wearing makeup, so she simply cleaned up the traces of crying on her face.

Chu Chengmu turned around, but Xian Tingshu looked out the window again.

"I'm sorry!" After a moment of silence, the two said in unison.

"Speak first!" Chu Chengmu smiled.

"I'm sorry. In fact, I have tried very hard to control myself. I don't want myself to collapse in front of you. That would be ugly. I work hard and squeeze out my energy. I just don't want myself to free up my mind. That would be ugly.

It makes me think involuntarily. I can usually hold it back in front of Lanzhi and the others, but I don’t know why I can’t stand it in front of you. I didn’t mean to get angry with you just now. Please don’t drive me away, okay?

There’s really no place to go.”

Chu Chengmu smiled when he heard this and said:

"You are so beautiful, but you still owe me a lot of debt. If you don't work with me for five years, you can't go anywhere. But I'm really sorry today. I was careless. I mentioned that person in front of you again and again.

, I thought you had already come out, but now that I think about it, it’s not that easy!”

"If you don't drive me away, I won't leave. I will keep working for five, ten or fifteen years, let alone five years, really!"
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