990 Fear and Loss(1/2)
After the Infinite Land was built, the development of things was not much different from what Su Hao thought.
This land happens to be the core base for the three of them, and it will continue to expand outward as time goes by.
Theoretically, there is no so-called boundary.
And after so many years of exchanges, the various knowledge scattered in the infinite land has indeed developed something different from Su Hao's current application direction.
In other words, almost every few years, Su Hao can harvest some new applications from the infinite land, which greatly expands his thinking structure.
No matter how powerful a person's brain is, the breadth of thinking cannot compare with the brains of billions of ordinary creatures. After all, as the old saying goes: The bigger the forest, the more birds there are; the bigger the birds are, the more birds can go in the forest.
Su Hao has always maintained a humble and progressive heart, and now is no exception.
He does not think that he knows everything in this infinite land.
The miracle of nature's evolution is beyond imagination.
"With Infinite Land as the center of the universe and exploring outwards, this is the correct path for me to explore the universe. During the period after the Infinite Land was built, my harvest speed was far faster than before. This is what I want.
No matter how beautiful and magnificent the miracles and treasures hidden in the universe are, I can discover them one by one."
If I had only relied on the three of them at the beginning, I am afraid that I would not have gained much now, and would have stagnated on the old knowledge system.
And this is exactly what Su Hao doesn't want to see.
If one's own thinking consciousness has no pursuit and no vitality, then what is the meaning of a long life?
The so-called eternal life, the so-called power, the so-called knowledge, cannot cover up the hole deep in the soul.
Su Hao would never allow himself to become such a walking zombie.
"I am Su Hao, an ordinary person who pursues infinite knowledge in the infinite universe. I believe that there will be endless miracles in the universe, and I will find them."
Su Hao recited this sentence silently, and then wrote this sentence on the top of the most conspicuous log board in the pinball space.
He hoped that he would remember this sentence forever and not let it deteriorate.
Su Hao's rare self-examination: "Has my pursuit changed all this time?"
Then he shook his head decisively and said: "My original intention has never changed and will never change. I just want to explore the universe forever, freely and safely, witness the miracles of the universe, and find the unknown of the universe."
This process is lonely, but people are born lonely. This is the characteristic of intelligent creatures, and they are destined to be lonely the moment they are born.
Su Hao suddenly thought of Yashan and Fengcheng.
"Will Yashan and Fengcheng follow me into the endless future?"
Su Hao hoped that the two of them could always follow him, because in the distant future, when he suddenly wanted to look back, at least there would be someone who could share the past with him.
But whether Ashan and Fengcheng will follow him forever is not up to him, and Ashan and Fengcheng decide for themselves.
If one day the two of them lose their Taoist heart, are full of despair for infinite life, and plan to kill themselves, Su Hao will respect their choice.
I just hope that day doesn't come.
After thinking for a while, Su Hao exited the pinball space and returned to his body.
Then he sent a message to Yashan and Fengcheng: "Yashan, Fengcheng, I'm returning to my true form, let's go out for a walk together."
Now that Su Hao has studied the 'Balance of Luck' in depth, he is no longer worried about being inexplicably attacked when he goes out.
He suddenly wanted to use his body to have an in-depth chat with Yashan Fengcheng.
Now that we have encountered risks in the distant future, these risks need to be eliminated in advance if possible.
As long as you are mentally prepared, you will not be easily disappointed in the future. If you are not too disappointed, you will be able to maintain a relatively balanced mind and it will be difficult to despair.
Su Hao took Ya Shan and Feng Cheng to wander aimlessly in space, and finally arrived at the Cross Star, the origin of this world.
The three of them walked and came to the seaside of Yunjian Mountains. They found a flat place to sit down and looked at the distant sea.
Su Hao suddenly smiled and said: "Yashan, Fengcheng, do you still remember how you were preparing to die of old age in your last life?"
Yashan and Fengcheng were stunned and didn't understand why Su Hao mentioned this matter. After recalling it, they couldn't help but smile and nodded: "Of course I remember."
Yashan also said: "Fengcheng, you are old for the first time. I can feel the despair and sadness from your expression. You yourself said that your heart is also old, and you even mention it to young girls.
I'm not interested anymore. Haha, now that I think about it, it's quite funny.
Having said that, it seems that I haven’t seen Feng Cheng go to play with a girl for a long time."
Feng Cheng said with a slight embarrassment: "Sometimes I am interested, but when I actually go there, I feel a little boring, and then I don't look for any more girls. Generally speaking, it is more interesting to discover wonderful planets."
Feeling that the body is slowly aging can indeed make people fearful. Even Yashan and Fengcheng, who are so powerful, are not immune to this.
Su Hao said: "When you died, did you ever think that you would never wake up again? Did you ever think that all your knowledge, strength, desires and efforts would be reduced to nothing? In this universe
There is nothing left. The universe is still the same universe, but we are gone.”
Yashan and Fengcheng were slightly startled.
Su Hao's words completely brought them back to the past.
Yashan's first death was when he, as the boss of the 'Temple Forest Society', risked everything and used his own life force to use the unique skill 'Decay' of [Ming Zi] to significantly reduce the [God] transformed from Su Hao's body to protect himself.
The people eventually exhausted their vitality and died.
At that time, he must not have thought about this problem!
Ashan's second death was due to natural aging. At that time, he really thought about what death meant.
The third time he died, he followed Su Hao to the asteroid and exploded without hesitation. This time, it was also the first time Feng Cheng died. Feng Cheng probably didn't think much about it at that time.
The next time they died for the fourth time, the two of them were still fighting Landlords. This should be the least emotional thing, and it was gone in an instant.
Then after living for eight thousand years, he gained a long lifespan and powerful strength, but still could not escape the end of decline.
It was also this time that Yashan and Fengcheng were truly afraid of death.
Because at this time, they already possess power and knowledge that ordinary people cannot possess, and they have also made a lot of efforts to survive.
Eight thousand years, almost non-stop hard work.
However, in the end, the shadow of death cannot be escaped.
The more I put in, the more I fear that the results of my efforts will come to nothing, and I begin to wonder: "What's the point of all this I've done in the end?"
After death, there is really nothing left.
Maybe there isn’t even the concept of ‘nothing’…
It was this fear that made them cherish Su Hao even more.
Yashan nodded and said: "Actually, I have thought about it, but I should have died a long time ago, but now I can see many unimaginable miracles. I am already satisfied. Facing death and 'nothing', there are still some things that cannot be overcome."
Fear, apart from that, there shouldn't be many regrets.
I have to say something regretful..."
Ashan said this and fell silent for a moment.
Feng Cheng asked curiously: "Boss Yashan, what other regrets do you have?"
Yashan said: "With all the things I have seen, my wife and my children cannot be with me to witness my happiness."
After finishing speaking, he couldn't help but smile: "Fortunately, Boss Wei can witness all this, and of course you, Feng Cheng, are also included."
Feng Cheng nodded and said: "Me too. When I followed Boss Wei to self-destruct, I didn't think so much. I just didn't expect that I could wake up again. After I woke up, I often thought about the people we protected.
I didn’t survive successfully, and unfortunately I can no longer see it. Other than that, I don’t think I have any regrets.
Well... because the people I cherish have always stayed by my side, namely Boss Wei and Boss Ashan. The others are no different to me, right?"
Su Hao laughed and said: "You don't have many regrets, but I have many regrets. I once wanted to do many things, but I couldn't do them. Now I have the ability, but I can never go back."
Feng Cheng asked: "Don't you know where the planet we have been to is?"
Su Hao said: "That's right, I don't know where the planet I went to is. In fact, I don't even know where the region of the universe we are now is. Or maybe we will find the planet we have been to in the future, but after all the
The vicissitudes of life may no longer be recognized.
Everything in the past is just some information stored in our memory."
Su Hao came again: "In the future, we will meet countless people and countless things, and this information will continue to accumulate in our memories, getting more and more, until everything in the past is completely covered.
I'm not even sure that in the distant future, we will forget our origins, our past, and our fear of death.
There is no doubt that with our current technology, we can live that long.
Until the planet is destroyed and the star collapses, we may still be alive, for a hundred million years, a trillion years, or billions of years.
After such a long time, will we still remember the joys, sorrows and joys of our weak childhood?"
After listening to this, Yashan and Fengcheng began to uncontrollably fantasize about what they would look like billions of years from now.
However, this developed soul brain could not successfully deduce what it was like at that time...
Such a long time has exceeded the limit of imagination of this brain. At this time, they once again felt a deep sense of powerlessness.
As for whether they still remembered their origins at that time, they were not sure.
Most likely, I don’t remember!
Perhaps the word "lost" can be used to describe them at that time.
To be continued...