"Hey~"
Father Chen and Mother Chen sighed deeply at the same time.
…
Chen Xi didn't listen any more.
She didn't dare to listen any more.
She returned to bed in a daze and covered her head with the quilt.
There are only two sentences running through my mind -
Her eyes were blind.
Her parents felt that she was a burden.
…
Compared with losing her sight, the fact that her parents thought she was burdened made her even more frightened and even desperate.
The sighs she heard from her parents behind the door have always lingered in her ears.
Getting louder and louder.
She covered her ears, the corners of her eyes were burning, but her face was cold.
…
"喛喛~"
Xi lay on the pillow not far from the girl and looked at the girl quietly.
"Huanhuan..."
She murmured, but in the dark field of vision, she could see the outline of a small black shadow, and her golden eyes made her a little distracted.
Since becoming blind, the only color she can see besides black is gold.
Those are Huanhuan's eyes.
Huanhuan only has one eye.
She didn't mind at all.
Such a beautiful golden color, just like the color of sunshine.
Illuminating her dark world.
...
In fact, it wasn't like she didn't realize that her parents were reluctant to talk about Huanhuan.
She is obviously blind, why can she still see Huanhuan?
No, she can't completely see Huanhuan either.
She didn't tell her parents. In her eyes, Huanhuan seemed to be always shrouded in a layer of mist, with a slight sense of haziness and illusion.
The only golden eye is so clear.
It always made her lose her mind.
For the sake of this golden touch, she would rather ignore everything that was wrong.
She just doesn't want black to be the only thing left in her world.
…
"Huanhuan."
She screamed again, her tears moistening the pillow.
She thought that being blind was already a terrible thing.
However, she found that she was wrong.
Being blind is terrible.
But what's even more frightening is that she will be abandoned.
…
She is no longer a child.
In fact, she knew it all along.
She is a great burden to the family.
It's just that her parents are so kind to her, so she becomes a bit pampered and pampered.
I obviously told myself to be a good kid.
She didn't cry or make trouble, thinking that she had tried her best and suffered a great injustice.
But he used this as an excuse to be willful as a matter of course.
Mom and dad...are you tired?
She covered her mouth tightly and let out suppressed intermittent cries.
She knew that maybe she was overthinking.
Mom and dad love her so much...
But she couldn't control her thoughts.
She was scared.
She was really scared.
Perhaps from the beginning, she had a faint fear in her heart.
Fear of being rejected, fear of being abandoned.
The sighs of the people around her made her extremely disgusted.
She deliberately ignored the fear in her heart, not touching it, let alone thinking about it.
Deceive yourself and others like an ostrich.
...
However, the few words her parents said today suddenly made her fear out of control.
She could no longer pretend that nothing was wrong.
She curled up.
...
Suddenly, the warmth in her arms stunned her.
She slightly pulled back the quilt and looked into her arms.
The familiar golden eyes made her smile subconsciously.
A tear slipped to the corner of my mouth.
Salty and astringent.
"Huanhuan."
She closed her arms and hugged the warmth in her arms.
"Thank you for always being with me."
"Thank you."
"Don't leave me alone."
"Never leave me alone..."
…
The next day, when getting along with her parents, she always subconsciously judged the subtle emotional changes in their tone.
She was anxious about her own invisibility.
To be continued...