Shan Zhe is just an ordinary office worker running around for life...
Masters and heroes can avoid eating the fireworks of the world.
But Shan Zhe knew that his life could not only consist of two people.
He can't escape the sophisticated people around him.
this is the truth.
...
He had long been aware of the contradiction.
But he kept avoiding it.
He doesn't know how to choose.
Jinse is really good...
but......
Is this kind of future really what he wants?
he does not know.
...
After vaguely discovering that Jinse might not be who he imagined, the balance in his heart tilted.
He didn't want to admit that he felt as relieved as a stone had been lifted from his heart.
He made up his mind.
But things were far from as simple as he thought.
Because the initiative in this matter never rests with him.
Jinse's avoidance of talking and his fear brought the matter to a deadlock.
He didn't know how to break the deadlock...
...
"...I liked you."
Shan Zhe admitted this.
However, this love has disappeared due to various reasons.
"...I don't like you now."
"Jinse."
Shan Zhe clenched his hands.
Fingertips turn white.
As he narrated and recalled, his thoughts became clearer.
During these days of escape and anxiety, he had already confirmed his determination.
"We are different."
Shan Zhe took a deep breath.
The tone is low.
There is no more harsh intensity before.
"You are a monster."
"I am human."
"We are not suitable."
"I was obsessed with it before."
"but......"
Shan Zhe twitched his lips, "You can't give me the life I want."
"you know too......"
"My parents called me a lot."
"If it wasn't inconvenient, they would have come directly."
"I have reached the age of marriage."
"They kept pushing me."
"Even if I don't get married for the time being, I hope I have a girlfriend."
...
"I'm your girlfriend."
The shark pointed out the facts seriously.
Shan Zhe confessed to it at that time, and it agreed.
...
"......yes."
Shan Zhe swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
"You are my girlfriend."
"But besides me, who knows?"
"Can you bring me to my parents and tell them you are my girlfriend?"
"Can you have a wedding with me?"
"Can you travel with me?"
"You can't even go out and buy groceries."
Shan Zhe rubbed his face and said, "You can only stay at home."
"But I hope my significant other can advance and retreat with me."
"After dinner, we can go for a walk in the park downstairs."
"We can drive out together during the holidays."
"We can say hello to the neighbors together."
"People who see us will say that we are a talented man and a beautiful woman. We are such a happy couple."
"With you, they will only say that I am too old to get married."
"I do not like this."
"Jinse."
"we do not match."
Shan Zhe repeated his initial conclusion.
"The monster has a different path."
I had only seen the vocabulary in books, but I never imagined that one day I would use it in my own life.
Shan Zhe thought, the world... is really a wonderful world.
It is said that art comes from life.
Could those stories that they thought were just imagination...could they actually be the author's personal experiences?
After meeting Jinse, he was no longer a pure materialist.
...
"Jinse, let's break up."
Shan Zhe's voice contained a hint of prayer.
To be continued...