The man suffered a lot.
Especially thinking of...
He really owed a lot to this child.
At first, he deliberately avoided the children because of his cowardice.
Giving others the opportunity to harm the child.
Still under his nose.
…
Later he was awakened by reality.
Although the child has suffered for several years.
He vowed to make amends to the child.
only……
The lack of getting along with the child for many years made him somewhat unsure of how to get along with the child.
Even if the old man said that it would be better to pay more attention to the children.
The child is still young.
As long as he treats you sincerely.
You can also win back your child’s heart.
But the principle is easy to understand, but in actual practice... it is very difficult.
He can do many things for children.
This does not include spending time alone and naturally with children.
He is not good at dealing with children.
Although he is his own child.
and……
He is used to "treating" this child coldly.
I want him to correct himself...
It's not easy for him.
…
Every time I am alone with this child, the child is very careful with him -
He knew this was the cause he had planted in the past.
It's his sin.
He was actually very cautious about the child.
He didn't want the child to suffer any further harm.
…
How can two cautious people get along harmoniously?
He doesn't know what the child feels?
He just felt embarrassed and helpless.
Maybe the child feels the same way as he does?
…
So even though it has been several years since he changed his attitude towards his children, his relationship with his children does not seem to be developing as rapidly as he initially thought.
…
He was very anxious.
Very frustrating too.
It's just that once he faces a child, he is habitually "disciplined".
…
Now the child is gone.
In the past few years, he has felt all kinds of emotions towards his children: guilt, apology, self-blame, and strong care and affection that he doesn’t know how to express...
It seems that they have reached the breaking point.
For a moment, the man thought he was a balloon.
It's still a balloon about to burst.
This high-pitched, uneasy feeling that something was about to overflow made him increasingly anxious and uncomfortable.
He's going crazy.
…
When he finally saw the child, he couldn't control the emotions surging in his heart.
It wasn't until he held the child firmly in his arms that his restlessly beating heart finally stopped hanging in the air.
"Little baby's breath..."
The corners of the man's eyes were slightly red.
"You scared dad to death..."
…
"dad……"
It’s the first time I’m so close to my dad…
The girl was confused and at a loss.
Just now she said that her father had never hugged her...
She had seen many times in front of the school, on the street, fathers holding their children or children sitting on their father's shoulders.
Every time she took one look and looked away.
…
If you don’t look at it, you won’t be envious.
Nor did she envy those children being held by their fathers.
What she envied... was the intimate atmosphere between them.
Just like the relationship between her and her grandparents.
She also hopes that the relationship between her father and her will be like this.
…
The girl's eyes were a little dim.
Every time I realize that my father doesn’t like his child like other classmates’ fathers, he likes her...
She felt very depressed.
very sad.
She can't help but doubt herself.
I even doubted my grandparents.
Are her grandparents lying to her?
She is actually not as good as her grandparents say.
otherwise……
Why did her father never come to pick her up from school?
To be continued...