"Grandpa is going to heaven."
The child's mother said.
"Lele will never see grandpa again."
...
The child still asked stupidly, "Why?"
"Grandpa, go to heaven?"
"Why did Grandpa go to heaven?"
"Have grandpa taken the plane?"
The child is a little envious.
He has never been on a plane.
...
"You idiot."
The child's mother poked the child's forehead with her fingers.
"Grandpa has passed away."
"Do you know what death means?"
"that is……"
The child's mother frowned.
Then he said softly, "Die."
"Grandpa is dead."
"I fell asleep forever."
“Never wake up again.”
.....
The child's eyes are wide open.
No more...
I won't wake up...
...
The child seems to understand what the mother means, but he doesn't seem to fully understand.
But his eyes turned red with an independent consciousness.
His nose was sour.
......
The child was a little helpless.
...
It’s just that the child’s parents don’t give the child too much time to sort out his emotions.
"We will set off back to our hometown today."
"You can take a look at what you want to bring in your bag."
"We're going for a few days."
...
Several days...
The child suddenly thought of something.
"Can you come back the day after tomorrow?"
...
"Of course not."
The child's mother looked at the child, "Do you have something to do the day after tomorrow?"
“School Activities?”
...
"no."
The child shook his head.
"I'm going to see a doctor."
...
The child's parents were a little surprised.
Because they didn't care about this, they all forgot about their children's visit to the doctor.
"You're not well yet?"
The child's mother found it a bit incredible.
"Do you still have to see a doctor?"
...
The child pursed his lips.
He didn't know how to answer this question from his mother.
...
"Then the doctor is not extorting our money, right?"
The child's mother looks at the child's father.
“It’s been too long…”
"Not even the kids-"
"Are you still having nightmares?"
The child's mother suddenly thought of something.
...
The child nodded.
He is still having nightmares.
...
"You're still having nightmares!?"
The child's mother was surprised.
Because she was closed at night, she slept well again.
Without paying attention, she didn't notice that the child was still having nightmares...
...
The child doesn't know what expression he should show...
He felt uncomfortable in his heart.
He tried hard to suppress this uncomfortable feeling.
...
"Then you call the doctor."
The child's mother is not worried about this problem either.
"Tell her, you can't go the day after tomorrow."
"Let her give you a different meeting time."
...
The child blinked.
“…I don’t have a doctor’s number.”
...
"Doctor's number..."
The child's father frowned and thought.
like…..
...
"ah!"
The child's mother looks like she remembers something.
She turned around and returned to the room quickly.
Soon, she took out a card.
"Here."
"The doctor's business card."
“There is her phone number on it.”
...
The child looked at his mother hesitantly.
...
"Take it over."
The child's mother urges the child.
"My parents have to pack their luggage and ask for leave from the company."
"You call the doctor and explain the situation."
"Ask another time to see a doctor."
"Do some things you can do yourself."
"Mom and Dad are very busy."
“There is no way to do everything for you.”
...
"Um."
The child whispered.
After organizing the sentences in my mind for a long time, I nervously pressed the doctor's phone number.
fortunately.
The doctor is very good.
The doctor agreed to his request and comforted him.
Give him the comfort he didn't get from his parents.
...
The child hurried back to his hometown in the countryside with his parents.
Since I lived with my parents, I went to school in the city...
Children rarely go back to their grandparents’ homes in the countryside.
He remembered the last time he came back was during the Chinese New Year...
At that time, my grandparents gave him a big red envelope, congratulations on his going to school, and let him study hard and improve every day.
Grandpa touched his head.
Grandma held his hand...
The two old men talked a lot to him.
...
At that time, my grandfather's voice was loud and full of energy.
Why did it suddenly...
...
When I arrived at the very familiar grandparents' house, I looked at the familiar grandparents' house with a little more strange...
What is strange is dressing up.
Looking at the white mourning hall in front of me, there are wreaths full of flowers...
Looking at the black and white photos of grandpa in the center...
The child looked stunned and his face turned pale.
His eyes quickly turned red.
At this moment...
Only the children truly realize...
Grandpa is gone...
He will never see his grandpa again.
...
"Click~"
Tears fell to the ground and splashed small splashes of water.
...
"Lele!"
The old lady hugged her grandson.
My eyes that were crying turned red again.
Her grandson's appearance made her both relieved and sad.
Before leaving, the old man still remembered his grandson.
pity.
The old man's situation was too sudden.
There was no time to notify the children.
When the children arrive, the old man has already gone.
The old man finally didn't see his beloved grandson.
...
"The last thing your grandfather wants to see is you..."
The old lady murmured.
The old lady's tears flowed down.
I have no wish for the old man...
...
The child has always been with the old lady.
Stay next to Grandpa's spiritual throne.
At night, the old lady wanted the child to rest, but the child shook her head.
He wants to accompany his grandfather with his grandfather.
...
"Good boy."
The old lady patted the child's hands.
"Lele is such a good boy."
...
People come and go in the mourning hall.
Although there are many people, it is not noisy at all.
But it is very quiet.
There was a casual crying leak.
Someone cried and shouted something.
Someone whispered to comfort...
...
The child feels sad and confused.
Even though I stayed in the mourning hall for a long time, I still felt unfamiliar with the mourning hall.
I feel unfamiliar with the coffin in the mourning hall.
right……
The photos of my grandfather in the mourning hall feel strange.
The photo is grandpa.
He doesn't look like grandpa.
He doesn't know...
...
The child left his sight.
...
Um?
The child's eyes suddenly widened.
The pupils inside were trembling violently.
The tremor spread and the child's whole body began to tremble.
...
it……
I noticed that the other party's eyes went from the photo of his grandfather in the mourning hall to the coffin of his grandfather-
The child knew that grandpa was in this dark box.
But his parents and grandma didn't let him see the grandpa inside.
Although he was puzzled, aggrieved and angry, he could only accept it silently.
...
The child doesn't know where the courage comes from...
His whole body was shaking like a sieve, and even his lips were trembling.
Chapter completed!