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At this time, they had finished eating. During the whole meal and drinking process, Zhu Yushen found that Zhai Su had not eaten anything. He was just sipping some wine and talking. However, what he said made Zhu Yushen feel violently again.

fluctuating.

Zhu Yushen felt dizzy again at this time. When he walked out of the door, he almost fell. Zhai Suyun stepped forward and hugged him from behind.

Zhai Suyun said that he knew that Teacher Zhu would get dizzy at every turn, and it was his fault that he talked too much. He just supported Zhu Yushen and walked back. He wanted to take Zhu Yushen back to the boat to play for a while, and then go to meet him again.

Meet his fiancée.

Zhu Yushen's original intention was to take Zhai Suyun to his home to play, but at this time due to dizziness, he could only let others lead him. When crossing the new road, they almost fell into another car while supporting each other.

A motorcycle that ran a red light collided. After the man braked and stopped, he glared at the two of them angrily, blaming them for not being clever when crossing the road.

This made Zhu Yushen sweat a little, and then he felt refreshed. On the way back, the two of them walked very slowly. Zhai Suyun thought for a while, and then said: "Teacher Zhu, you know what I just said, Zhai Erbao's parents used

What is the name of the action of covering him up with the quilt? In a certain environment, this is called extermination of relatives for the sake of justice.

In the middle and late stages of the last century, when we were not yet born, in that era when the country was in a frenzy, there were many cases of killing relatives for excessive justice. Once people's lives were trampled upon, they were packaged with high-sounding reasons and guided by fanatical ideological systems.

, then you can do anything and everything you can do.

As for Zhai Erbao's parents, under pressure from the outside world, they forced their biological son to help his biological son pass away from this world forever. They did it so naturally. They didn't feel much guilt or sadness afterwards. This is because their brains

Morality prevailed.

Because Zhai Erbao actually wants to marry a girl from his aunt, which is absolutely immoral, and he is so unrepentant. In this way, his parents are willing to destroy their son but also uphold morality and not let others gossip.

There may be many more such things.

In short, I think the reason why they did this is because in their consciousness, and even most of us, they fear people but not God. Morality is spoken through the mouths of the people around Zhai Erbao's family. His parents want to protect their reputation.

.I have to be responsible for the people around me and the Zhai Fang family's gang of troublemakers, so I can only take this last step.

However, killing one's relatives out of righteousness turns the living life of a loved one into a ghost in an instant, perhaps still filled with injustice and pain. Isn't it a kind of death for an old person to have his life lost or indirectly lost in the hands of a loved one like that?

Is it normal to shed tears every day?

But God, ghosts, gods, etc. are all illusory. Fearing God is never as real as fearing people. This cultural atmosphere and common knowledge have been formed for a long time. That's why so many embarrassing things happen.

For example, the scene we encountered when crossing the road just now is a good example of fearing people but not God. Facing electronic eyes, cars, large passengers and cargo, etc. will follow the instructions of the traffic lights because their license plates can be inspected by the police.

As for those three-wheelers, motorcycles and pedestrians, they are wandering around at the intersection. No one can control them at all.

In this way, whether you follow the signals to run or walk depends on whether you have this reverence. If you feel that the ubiquitous God is watching you and asking yourself not to take advantage of others or lose your integrity, then you may be able to do it very easily.

Very self-disciplined.

We don’t fear God, we only fear people. If a traffic policeman comes to this intersection one day and punishes the people and cars that are trespassing, the result will definitely be orderly.

The biggest problem is that people cannot be watched by those who control them all the time. So in an atmosphere that does not fear God, people show off their magical powers.

However, most people who are good at criticizing others cannot escape the influence of this atmosphere. They may do evil unintentionally. Since they do it quietly, of course they will not notice it for a while.

When I think back, there is no need to repent. Even if you really want to repent, there are few places where you can go. People around you often treat clergy with a cynical attitude.

When we were studying, if someone had some knowledge and gave him a nickname of doctor or professor, it probably meant to elevate that person. At the same time, it was also a kind of affirmation.

But if you give someone a nickname such as a priest, a monk, a master, or a Taoist, it will probably have an element of ridicule in it. At the same time, it will also express ridicule about his behavior, expertise, hobbies, etc.

and dismissive.

I don’t know if this situation can be changed in the future.”

When Zhai Suyun expressed these views, Zhu Yushen nodded and felt a little surprised. Zhu Yushen often had these thoughts in his mind. He also felt that it was because he feared people but not God that so many tragedies and injustices happened around him.

Happy things.

Regarding unintentional evil, he thought of the time Wang Danbao said that he vomited violently after eating veal.

Wang Danbao was very angry at his brother and uncle for selling the cow and leaving the calf alone and helpless. Later, the calf died and was skinned and eaten. Although he called his brother and uncle "crazy"

people, but he must have eaten the meat of the calf that died tragically with them. Otherwise, he would not have vomited so violently when he mentioned it.

It can be seen that being without awe will eventually make you very painful. Besides, when people reach their twilight years, they will achieve a true return. At that time, the good deeds they have done and whether they were intentional or unintentional will

The evil deeds done in life will be revealed in front of oneself without reservation. People will probably be happy for the good deeds, but will feel regret and pain for the evil deeds they have done.

In fact, why wait until then? Although Wang Danbao lived a bleak life, when he was seriously ill, he had no regrets and no mental torture. He was a mirror, and he made Zhu Yushen understand

a lot of.

When he was about to walk to the boat, Zhu Yushen asked Zhai Suyun, didn't he say that he dropped out of school after finishing middle school in Huangzhen and entered the society? Why does his cultural level seem to be quite high now?

Zhai Suyun said that it was because after he came out to work hard, he studied hard for several years. He learned a lot of knowledge and now has a high degree of education. When his heart was extremely silent, and when his cousin Qin gave him a blow, he

Read and study to resolve the pain and resentment accumulated in your heart.

Having said this, Zhu Yushen finally felt relieved. At the same time, he also understood what Zhu Ying said that day about why Liang Xianlu, another kindergarten teacher who was a daughter of a boat people, fell in love with Zhai Suyun. Needless to say, he also had his own merits.

The boat was not big. When we boarded the boat, the mute girl Liang Ying was mending the fishing net.

After Zhu Yushen arrived, Zhai Suyun and Liang Ying did some sign language. Liang Ying smiled lightly at Zhu Yushen and then made him a cup of tea.

Zhai Suyun said that Liang Ying's parents shipped goods again today. Their family has two boats, and this old boat is currently used as a home. He himself is still living in the dormitory of his unit in the development zone.

After some time, he planned to buy a house on that new road as a base for Liang Ying and her family on the shore. Of course, he would not have enough money to buy such a house, and he would need the strong support of Liang Ying's family.

.

Liang Ying used to help others look at goods in the supermarket, but now she has opened a canteen on this boat. All the boat people in this area come here to buy small things.

When Zhai Suyun said this, Zhu Yushen turned around and took a look, and found that there was a glass cabinet by the window of the cabin on the side of the ship. The things sold there were relatively simple, and the prices were written on slips of paper.

.

Zhu Yu took a deep look at Liang Ying and found that her facial skin was not very good, but her eyes were pure and moving.

He was thinking that as a mute girl, Liang Ying would definitely have a hard time guarding this canteen and selling things. Therefore, Zhai Suyun should come over to help when she has time.

Then they sat down in the cabin. Liang Ying sat in front of the counter. Apart from occasionally taking things for customers who came to the door and collecting money, she sat there doing cross stitch.

This also reminded Zhu Yushen of the time when he went to his aunt's house and saw his cousin Wang Xiaoqin embroidering this thing. Later Xiao Rong also joined them.

These women may have all moved into a new house or are about to move into a new house, so they are very enthusiastic about embroidering cross-stitch in order to frame it and hang it in their new home. He guessed that they must be in a better mood when they were embroidering this thing.

Happy.

Inadvertently, Zhu Yushen heard a splash, and then a large water ripple opened on the water to their left. The two of them stretched their heads outside to look, but Liang Ying seemed not to hear the sound.

Zhai Suyun pointed at Liang Ying's back and said to Zhu Yushen: "Her hearing is very poor, and it gets better and worse. When it is good, she can hear people talking in low voices. It is said that she was normal in all aspects when she was a child. But she later gave birth.

After an illness, I can no longer speak or hear.

She is still a very quiet person, and will only make vague sounds when she is excited. The sound is like the chirping of an oriole. So it is really good for her to be named this.

People often say that they hope that all lovers in the world will eventually get married. In fact, in most cases, whether they are passionate or heartless people, they end up getting married in a confused way.

Everyone in the world believes in fate. In fact, fate is just a coincidence. What is more important between two people is how to manage love, marriage, and family after they have fate. There are very few people who are unhappy in life.

A rich man, a talented person, a person with great energy, etc., no matter how powerful and attractive he is, the number of women he can win over is limited. Conversely, a woman with great energy can win over many men.

The number is even less.

Therefore, in reality, there are still more people who are equal to each other and make do with each other. Whether they are happy or not is related to a large happiness index of the whole society.

It’s interesting to talk about it. The fate between Liang Ying and I actually stemmed from a foot cramp. As I told you before, our home is close to a relatively wide river. Because the river originates from the economically backward mountains,

The river water has never been polluted. I loved swimming in that river when I was a child, and my swimming skills are also very good.

But after growing up, I had a shortcoming, that is, my legs and feet would occasionally cramp when swimming, and it would be very, very painful. If I had to swim in deep water, it would be very dangerous. I later did not dare to go there.

Swimming in deep water.

After arriving here, a few buddies and I were overjoyed when we discovered this pool of clear water. In summer, we often go swimming together in the sandy bottom water area more than a mile away from here.

I had a lot of fun swimming last summer, and in autumn, I often swam alone. Since I didn’t have many cramps when I swam here in the New District, I gradually became more courageous. Sometimes I just want to have fun.

Swim into the deep water and test your swimming skills.

But one time when I was swimming alone, unfortunately, my feet cramped while swimming in the deep water area. Fortunately, Liang Ying's family's boat happened to pass by. Seeing that I was about to sink, Liang Ying didn't think about it.

She immediately jumped into the water and swam to me, and took me to their boat. At the same time, her father also moved the boat to our side and threw down the life jacket. After a lot of trouble, I was finally rescued by Liang Ying.

Got the boat.

On the boat, I was shocked and looked at Liang Ying in a daze. At this time, Liang Ying realized that her clothes were stuck to her body because she was in the water, making her curves exposed. She hurriedly hid in the cabin. It was really a beautiful memory! But that

At that time, I didn’t know that Liang Ying couldn’t speak.”

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Zhu Yushen originally had something to ask Zhai Suyun, but he was afraid that Liang Ying might hear something bad, so he didn't speak. He got up and came to the deck, and when he saw it, Zhai Suyun followed him.

At this time, Zhu Yushen said: "Since you mentioned your love experience, I also want to know, does Liang Ying have a distant sister named Liang Xianlu? And their family is also engaged in short-distance transportation?

Because I have a female colleague who used to be close friends with Liang Xianlu. She mentioned Liang Xianlu, Liang Ying and you in front of me. It seems that I heard her say that you were originally in a relationship with Liang Xianlu.

How come you and Liang Ying ended up together again?"

After saying these words, Zhu Yushen suddenly felt a little embarrassed. Because he asked too carefully, those things may be Zhai Suyun's difficulties that are difficult to talk about. However, his curiosity forced him to want to clarify those things, and he

I felt that Zhai Suyun was very thorough when he talked about something. Regarding the case of Zhai Erbao, he was very touching.

Zhai Suyun did not answer Zhu Yushen immediately. He took out the flute from his sleeves, played with it for a while and said: "As I said, the original lover who became a dependent is not necessarily a lover; the former lover is also relatively speaking, it is time-sensitive.

of.

When you mentioned Liang Xianlu, it reminded me of my cousin Qin again. What a coincidence in the world, Liang Xianlu and my cousin Qin look very similar. Of course, the ending of their relationship with me was also very similar, and they also experienced

Almost the same conflict.

In terms of the timeliness of love, when I was very young, cousin Qin brought me happiness with her purity and quietness. It was pure and just a kind of psychological sustenance.

But after that period of time, Cousin Qin changed, and she became like a stranger to me. Later, she frankly told the reason why she alienated me."

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