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Zhu Yushen had tied his shoelaces and was passing by them carrying a bucket of water. When he heard everyone saying that Zhou Yan was a genius, he glanced at the honor list. Zhou Yan was only on the list of Chinese language subjects.

, she was not even among the top ten with a total score. Zhu Yushen thought to himself: She is a genius, so what is he? At this time, Zhu Yushen's class teacher saw that he had stopped here for a long time without moving, and stepped forward and scolded: "Hurry up!

Go do some cleaning, I see you don’t want to go home tonight."

Everyone looked at Zhu Yushen and then at the honor list. No one made any comments or said a word. According to their logic, Zhou Yan was a genius, and Zhu Yushen, who had brilliant achievements, was not worth mentioning. This kind of competition turned out to be

It's just to add icing on the cake to people like Zhou Yan, and no one mentions the good or bad qualities of ordinary people like Zhu Yushen. Because they think, what if Zhu Yushen, who comes from a poor family, has good grades? This is the tragedy of the poor.

, the achievements you have made are insignificant.

Zhu Yushen silently accepted his fate. There was nothing unbalanced in his heart. It was just like when he was a child, he saw other people's parents or grandparents telling their children to take supplements, but he could not guarantee a normal diet. If you feel uncomfortable, just

There was nothing he could do. Several things that happened next made him appreciate the indifference and darkness of human nature, and he understood his own situation.

One day at noon, the class teacher asked Zhu Yushen and the other five class committee members to come to his house for a meeting after lunch. When Zhu Yushen had eaten, washed his lunch box and rushed over, he saw the class leader and two other female class committee members had arrived from a distance.

The head teacher of the next class was still standing at the door. The three girls seemed to be listening attentively to what the two teachers were saying. Zhu Yushen walked to them from the side, and a large truck happened to be temporarily parked there. Zhu Yushen listened through the truck.

When they were talking about him, he stood still.

I just heard the head teacher of the next class say in a strange tone: "Zhu Yushen performed well this time and flourished in all subjects. It seems that it will not be a problem to get into a good school next year."

The class teacher said: "What's the use of these? Zhu Yushen's family is extremely poor, and his bastard has no ability. His mother has also run away. I heard that he borrowed the tuition fee for school this semester from relatives.

. He will be admitted to a good school next year, how can he afford it? It’s better to save yourself some trouble." Then he said to the monitor and the three girls: "But your grades should be as good as Zhu Yushen's.

, then your family will be really happy. There will also be a good way out in the future..."

When Zhu Yushen heard these words, he shivered all over and almost lost his balance. He quickly held his hands on the tail board of the large truck. With a strong sense of self-esteem, he felt that he had no face to meet the female class committee members.

He wanted to leave. Just at this moment, the sports committee member patted his shoulder from behind and said, "Why are you still hanging around here? Come in quickly and have a meeting."

The appearance of Zhu Yushen and the sports committee member brought the class teacher's conversation to an abrupt end. Then all five class committee members entered the class teacher's study.

The head teacher started preaching like a barrage of words. The other four people listened attentively. But Zhu Yushen blushed during the whole process. When he noticed that the delicate literature and art committee member was looking at him, he quickly lowered his head.

Zhu Yushen finished the class committee meeting in agony. As for what the class teacher said, he didn't listen to a word. He was thinking that the disgraceful things in his family would be widely sung from now on.

Before the second semester of the second grade of junior high school, Zhu Yushen strictly guarded his secret. Because his home was far away from the town, and there were no students around Murakami's age, almost no one knew the story behind him.

When school started in the second semester of the second grade of junior high school, because his father could not afford the money, he said that Zhu Yushen would not be allowed to study. When my aunt found out about this, she said to his father: "If you don't let Xiao Shen study in this situation, he will live in trouble in the future.

It's hard, won't he blame you then?" She happened to receive her salary, so she helped pay for Zhu Yushen's tuition.

When I was about to sign up, I was told that I had to pay dozens of yuan for books. This money was sent to the school by my aunt. When she came to school, she happened to meet the class teacher. So she went to the class teacher to have a heart-to-heart talk and messed up her nephew.

Everything was revealed in front of the head teacher.

Later, when the class teacher talked to Zhu Yushen alone, he said: "I know the situation at home, but you can't compare with others. Apart from doing well in your studies, you have nothing to rely on. You have to know what you are doing and don't be confused.

Li Badu." When the head teacher said such words to him in person, Zhu Yushen felt that although the words were rough, they made some sense.

But he never expected that the class teacher would say that about him behind his back today! Maybe this was not the first time. But this time because there were several cute female class teachers present, he was completely exposed. This was enough to beat him

Entering into a state of eternal destruction.

Ever since that class committee meeting, Zhu Yushen felt that his classmates seemed to be looking at him with a strange look. The girls often whispered something in front of him, and then gave him a cold look.

look.

At the turn of spring and summer in the second semester of the second grade of junior high school, in that warm season, everything is growing, and everything is colorful inside and outside the campus. The students are all attracting bees and butterflies to spend their time in laughter and laughter. But the smart and outstanding students

Student Zhu Yushen felt that the world was bleak, as if he was living in an ice cellar. His sad and messy thoughts affected him, causing the stubborn disease on the back of his head to flare up violently from time to time. Whenever this happened, he would wrap his hands and head with his coat.

, lying on the table pretending to sleep. Having been criticized by others, he did not want others to discover his illness again.

Later, Zhu Yushen once saw an article "Sunshine has no fragrance". It said that everyone only knows how to enjoy the sunshine and warmth, but they don't know how to thank the sunshine. Then the author gave an example of a teacher who has been teaching for three years. When his students graduated and parted,

, the students he had taught for three years responded indifferently to him; but they hugged and cried with a teacher who had only taught them for three months to express their sadness. The author of the article commented that,

The teacher who has led the students for three years is like sunshine, bathing the students for three years. They think that he is like the sunshine, colorless and fragranceless; but the short interlude of the supporting teacher makes them linger.

Zhu Yushen thinks this is not necessarily the case. Sunshine is warm, selfless, and fragrant. How can people compare with the sunshine of boundless love? Then the teacher must have left many flaws in the hearts of the students in the past three years, so that

They can't let go. So, they prefer teachers with whom they have only been together for a short time. Everyone must be responsible for their own actions, and everything should be connected with cause and effect. In the class committee meeting in the second grade of junior high school, it can be said that the old class teacher forcefully

It destroyed his self-esteem. This made him unable to let go for a long time.

Another disaster that destroyed Zhu Yushen's self-esteem quietly happened in the third grade of junior high school. Because the environment in this class was no longer suitable for Zhu Yushen's after-school self-study, he often went to other classes at noon, and got along well with several students in that class.

I review my homework with my male classmates. Zhou Yan, the daughter of the grade leader Teacher Zhou, is in this class. She is a celebrity in this class.

Zhou Yan, who looks ordinary, has actually been in love for a long time. Because she has good academic performance and her fingers as white and tender as green onion roots can write well, so the more she goes on, the more boys have a crush on her. Regarding this,

, she understands it by heart. The naughty boys will occasionally touch her body or hair to show their affection; the honest and introverted ones will look at her for half a day, and they will stare at her face motionless, and some even
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