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Hu Weijia thought that anyway, Zhu Yushen was not in good condition, had low self-esteem, and was clumsy. He had never been in love in school. It would be good for him to bring him over as a substitute lover. After dating Zhu Yushen for a period of time seemingly as a couple, Hu Weijia felt that he was too much.

Serious and serious, or rather dull, no wonder no girl likes him. Hu Weijia secretly rejoiced, thinking that he was born to be a good material for people to be a substitute for love.

The principal's son, his junior brother, has a good family background and is chubby. He handles interpersonal relationships very well and can be said to have both sides. After graduation, he taught in the county. I heard that as soon as he entered the school, he was chasing a county man who was assigned to the school with him.

The leader's daughter, so for the time being, she put aside her old lover Hu Weijia. But the senior brother soon fell into disgrace, and the official lady didn't look down on him at all.

In desperation, the senior brother made a comeback and came back to the normal school to find Hu Weijia to relive his old dream. At first, Hu Weijia ignored him in anger. But by bribing her best friend, he got the number of her new mobile phone. Then he contacted her through text messages and

The phone call was both soft and hard, and it was hard work.

As a result, she weighed the pros and cons and agreed to resume the relationship with him. In this way, Zhu Yushen became a redundant person. But she did not kick him away immediately. Because when her senior brother was not at school, Zhu Yushen could satisfy her change

Taste requirements. She doesn’t know what’s wrong with riding two boats!

Even if she did this, she didn't want the other party to know about her love affair. So after the incident where Harley Quinn made fun of her, she hated Harley Quinn to death. She was a little uneasy and felt that she owed Zhu Yushen.

But a few days later, when her senior brother told her that he would take leave to come to the city to renew his old relationship with her in the near future, she thought she couldn't bear it anymore and just let Zhu Yushen suffer.

Before his senior brother came to school, he had already opened a standard room in a star hotel in the city and prepared many gifts, all for the sake of their romance. When he arrived at Hu Weijia's class, they were still in class. He held a

Ninety-nine roses. After entering the door, he threw a large bag of food to the female teacher in class and asked the teacher to pause. Then he walked up to Hu Weijia gracefully, kneeled on the ground, offered a huge bouquet of roses, and said loudly:

Let our love be reborn!

Hu Weijia was so moved that she burst into tears. All women, including the female teacher in class, envied Hu Weijia to death. Some fragile girls also shed tears; all the male classmates lowered their heads in shame. It is conceivable that Zhu Yushen was at this moment.

How did he feel? His face turned from red to white, and he almost fainted.

Then Hu Weijia and her boyfriend took a taxi to the city for a romantic trip. Zhu Yushen basically didn't leave his seat that day. He didn't return to the dormitory until the lights were turned off and fell asleep directly.

The relationship between Hu Weijia and her boyfriend came to an end when her boyfriend left. On a bright morning, Hu Weijia asked Zhu Yushen to go for a walk in the flower garden. Zhu Yushen followed her to the flowers in a dull manner.

After they were silent for a while, Hu Weijia said: "Zhu Yushen, don't be angry with me. My senior brother and I have been in love for two years. To be honest, his family's conditions are very good. He came here this time for

I opened a private room in a star-rated hotel, and the expenses, including food and entertainment, were beyond the reach of ordinary people. My senior brother also told me that after I graduate, his father can find connections and arrange for me to teach in the county, so I don’t have to go back to school.

I went to the local countryside so that we could stay together for a long time. It has always been my dream to live in the city..."

Hu Weijia was immersed in narcissism, and her happiness was beyond words. After a while, she suddenly came to her senses and said seriously: "Zhu Yushen, you are pretty good. Your grades are among the best in the class. You can also write poetry and paint. You are a talented person. And

I have been a little fat since I grew up, and I have no artistic talent. How can I meet your standards of male talent and female beauty? I think you will definitely be able to find a girlfriend with good conditions in the future. She can save you and let you live a happy life.

happy life."

Zhu Yushen listened to her calmly. But he couldn't accept the last few words. If Hu Weijia's previous words were a bit explicit, they were also frank enough. People always seek happiness and avoid suffering. Teacher

Brother spent a lot of money on her, which made him Zhu Yushen flinch. He absolutely couldn't afford it, so he was willing to give up. But later she made nonsense compliments, and she really deserved a beating.

Zhu Yu gave her a deep look, then sighed and said sadly: "Do you all think that I must be saved by others?"

Zhu Yushen, who was hit and insulted by this, was almost beaten physically and mentally. For a long time, he did not want to get involved in matters related to marriage and love. The world was so complicated that he felt that a person like himself who was despised by others would not be able to get involved in anything related to marriage and love.

If you want to find a good girlfriend, it is as difficult as the sky.

Finally, after graduating from a technical secondary school, Zhu Yushen was assigned to teach in an elementary school, where he could earn a salary. Although the money was not much and he had to spend it carefully, it was better than when he was in a technical secondary school and worried about not being able to survive and being punished for being poor.

Insult is much stronger.

While working as a teacher in primary school, Zhu Yushen saw an essay in a magazine called "Genius in Suffering". The article gave examples of Van Gogh, Dostoyevsky and a Japanese political figure. These geniuses in different fields grew up.

They suffered tremendously during the process.

The great painter Van Gogh showed talent when he was young, but was not recognized by the world and lived in poverty all his life. He fell in love with a widow and committed suicide after being rejected.

Dostoevsky, known as the great interrogator of the human soul, spent most of his life in prison.

The future Japanese Postmaster General was forced to clean toilets in a hotel because of poverty when he was young. At first, the supervisor scolded him for not cleaning the toilet clean, which made him confused. Later, a master chef scolded him in front of him.

He scooped up a ladle of water from a toilet he had washed and drank it. The master told him that everyone thought the new toilet was clean and the water in it was drinkable. Then you should clean the toilet

, only when you can drink the water in it can you prove that you have washed it clean and it is as good as a new toilet.

Later, the young man survived with strong perseverance. During this period, he drank water from the toilet many times to temper himself, and finally became a popular figure. The article commented at the end: God favored him and let him wash his hands.

Toilet, God prefers geniuses and allows them to endure tremendous suffering in the world!

When Zhu Yushen saw this, he closed the door of the dormitory. He thought about how many suffering experiences he had had from childhood to now? Is this because God is favoring him? After reading the article, he burst into tears. In the days to come, every day

Thinking of this, tears welled up in his eyes. He hid in a deserted place and became one with the scene that day.

It was almost noon after chewing the pain. Because the people living in the single dormitory had gone back to their hometowns for the Chinese New Year and not yet returned to school, there was no life here at all. Unlike usual, everyone was busy having lunch. Zhu Yushen walked outside and stood by the house. Suddenly

, the sound of several big firecrackers startled him.

He looked around and saw that it was the vice-principal who lived on the first floor of the faculty and staff building who had guests. The host's house set off firecrackers to welcome them. The men, old and young, were all in suits and leather shoes, and they were very fashionable; the women were all colorful.

, dressed in furry clothes, with happy and proud expressions on their faces.

At noon, when Zhu Yushen went to town to buy lunch and passed by the door of his house, he took a look at the scenery in his yard. The happy scene made him very moved. Zhu Yushen thought to himself that he had nowhere else to go.

. He had another unhappiness during the Chinese New Year at his aunt's house. He was really desperate. It seemed that he could only stay alone in silence.

When Zhu Yushen rode his bicycle to the town, he thought of his mother. He thought to himself, is his mother's family like other families now going to each other's houses to eat? Come to think of it, he is really a bit cruel. For so many years, he has not

Pay attention to his mother. After that encounter while delivering an umbrella, he saw his mother several times on the street and other places after he went to middle school and technical secondary school and graduated.

But every time at this time, he instinctively hid far away. He was sure that his mother saw him a few times, but the mother and son never said a word. Sometimes when he was wronged, he really wanted to have someone by his side.

His closest relatives can talk to each other. Whenever he sees his mother being disappointed or even saddened to tears because he avoids her, his heart also hurts. He repeatedly asks himself: Why do we always torture each other like this?

In the morning, Zhu Yushen tore open all the scars in the dormitory. He concluded that his bad fate should be attributed to fate, and he could not blame it or blame it entirely on his mother. The desolation in the school and the bustle of the reunited families

A strong contrast formed. Zhu Yushen suddenly came up with an idea that he had never thought of before: go see his mother.

With this in mind, he casually ordered a bowl of noodles at a noodle shop. After eating, he quickly went to buy gifts. After buying the items, he rode straight along the river bank to Zhang Village at the junction of the two towns.

More than an hour later, he arrived at the village. At the entrance of the village, Zhu Yushen saw a woman wearing a white top and short hair hoeing in the vegetable field. Because it was not the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, ordinary farmers did not

She works in the fields. This woman is quite special.

When approaching, the woman noticed someone walking beside her and raised her head. When they looked at each other, both parties were stunned. Zhu Yushen recognized her as his mother. Although there were many wrinkles on her face,

His appearance remained unchanged. The mother also recognized her son. She was surprised that after not seeing him for several years, his son had transformed into the tall, mature boy in front of her and appeared here.

Zhu Yushen called her mother excitedly, and her mother happily agreed. Then she dropped her hoe and ran to Zhu Yushen, held his hand and asked, "Xiao Shen, are you here to see your mother?" Zhu Yushen nodded.

Mother said: "Let's go home. There is no one at home now. Your brother and his father went to a relative's house for dinner."

The two walked to a three-room tile-roofed house, and his mother opened the door. Zhu Yushen felt that the tile-roofed house was not much better than his own old house. In the village with straight buildings around it, it looked a bit out of place. After entering the house

, his mother gave him a seat and poured him a glass of water. Zhu Yushen put the gift on the ground and asked his mother why he was working in the fields now.

Unexpectedly, one sentence touched my mother's pain. My mother said with tears: "There is nothing we can do. Your brother is currently studying in middle school and it is very expensive. His father used to drive a tricycle to help people deliver goods. In the past two years, he collided with other people's cars.

He had an accident once and was slightly injured, so he stopped working. He didn't do much at home, and he even got together with some fair-weather friends to drink. He also had elderly parents to support, so the burden fell entirely on us.

.I have to hurry up and finish the work in the fields, and then go over there to find some work in the factories in the town. How can I do it without suffering?"

The mother paused for a moment and then said: "Hey, let's not talk about this anymore. Xiao Shen, are you working as a teacher in Huangzhen Middle School now? Are you not married yet?" She saw Zhu Yushen nodded, and then asked: "You

Are you going to find a female teacher in the future?"

Zhu Yushen did not answer his mother's words. He felt that his mother looked down upon his son. How difficult is it to find a female teacher as a partner? The distant ones are like Hu Weijia, and the recent ones are like the physical education teacher Gu Mingxiu. Almost all of them are cynical and pursue wealth.

Girls. Girls in this field, he would not dare to get involved in anymore.
Chapter completed!