I guess Xuan Ling was about to wake up, and then I let the tears fall down, drop by drop on Xuan Ling's vest. www. My hand stroked Xuan Ling's right arm. His right arm was so smooth, with a little bit of the slightly loose flesh of a man who had not practiced martial arts for a long time. And Xuan Qing, there was such a hideous tattoo on his right arm, you could not imagine that a man as gentle as jade would have such a sharp tattoo, which only the closest person could see.

Xuan Ling's sigh was satisfied and slightly, and she turned over and hugged me with my eyes confused, and kissed my cheek, "Huanhuan, you just shed thirty-seven tears for me." I was slightly stunned and shed tears with greater affection. He said, "Why do you cry?"

** is just a kind of human being. What does the combination of ** mean by Xuan Ling? Especially for a man who has women in the world, after a night of joy, he can completely deny it and completely forget you.

And men, especially after they are exhausted, are the easiest to speak and are most impressed.

This is the time I want to seize.

I laid on his arm and shed tears, "Everyone said that Huanhuan left the palace in a willful way, and it was hopeless to make mistakes. Only Huanhuan knew it, and only now did she know that she did not know that she did this at that time. "Xuanling frowned, and the cold color in her eyes gradually condensed. I pretended not to know, and said emotionally: "In the past, Huanhuan always thought that Silang had no affection for me, but because I was Longyue's mother, she looked a little similar to Queen Chunyuan, so she wanted me to stay in the palace. Huanhuan admired Silang like this, but was really sobered by that

The sentence "Guan Guan Liqing" was sad." I gradually stopped crying and said, "I have been leaving the palace for four years. Huanhuan is thinking all the time. If Silang still has a little affection for me, no, as long as a little affection, Huanhuan can die without regrets. Now Huanhuan has been leaving Silang for four years and has not seen her for four years. Silang is still thinking about me, okay? Because I heard from the sister-in-law of Ganlu Temple that I left because of illness and rushed from Ganlu Temple to Lingyun Peak. As long as Huanhuan knows that Silang is a little sincere to me, what are the regrets of separation for the past four years? If I had known earlier, Huanhuan would rather live for ten years..."

His hand pressed on my lips, half distressed and half blamed, "Huanhuan, I don't allow you to talk nonsense like this!"

The tears in my eyes are full of my eyes and are about to fall. I have practiced countless times. Such a tearful mood is the most pitying and touching him the most.

He looked moved and stroked my hair, "Huanhuan, for four years, you have become more mature and gentle, and you are not so willful." He hugged me, "If you hadn't been so willful and acted so hard, how could I bear to ask you to leave the palace - you had only given birth to Longyue for three days, so I abolished your reputation and let you think about your mistakes. If you were famous, how could you know the pain after leaving the palace?" Xuan Ling looked at me and sighed, "You are really stubborn, and I hate my teeth. Do you know how many concubines I have sent for you, Lian Ruyin - don't you know how much Ruyin looks like you?"

Is Fu Ruyin? Is she like me or Queen Chunyuan? I didn’t ask, it doesn’t matter if I look like anyone, but just replace another shadow with one shadow. What’s more, he loves Fu Ruyin, hasn’t he never shed tears for her tragic death?

However, I was a little confused and curious, "Who is Ruyin? Does she look like me?"

Xuan Ling kissed my forehead and chuckled, "It doesn't matter if anyone is like, it's over, there's no such person anymore."

I didn't say anything. A woman he loved for a year and who became the target of public criticism because of his excessive pampering. It is not unhappy to be wiped away by his words like this.

I leaned on his shoulder and sobbed, "It doesn't matter who it is. Huanhuan only needs Silang here. Silang, I'm afraid that I will never see you again in my life, and there is also Yueyue...Our Yueyue."

Xuan Ling gently held my shoulder and smiled, "Didn't I keep holding you? Longyue is very good. You don't know how well-behaved and cute she is. Concubine Jing is in great pain." He frowned slightly, "It's a pity that I can't take her out for you to see."

I looked at it with affection and cried, "As long as Shiro told me that Longyue is good, I will feel relieved." I was silent for a moment and said sadly: "In fact, without Huanhuan, Longyue can live a good life."

Xuan Ling stared at me for a moment and sighed: "Actually, if you didn't leave the palace, it would be better for Longyue to take care of you, the biological mother. But now she entrusted her to Concubine Jing, it's not considered a entrusted person."

Tears slipped silently, but when they fell on the back of his hand, there would be a burning temperature splash. "Huanhuan was plagued by illness for a long time and suffered a lot in Ganlu Temple. It was not a retribution for the willful and stubbornness of the past. Although Huanhuan left Zi Ao City, all the people in Zi Ao City were concerned about were people. When Fangruo came to visit, I didn't even dare to ask Silang how he was doing recently, but I was afraid that Fangruo would tell me that Silang had a new person and completely forgot Huanhuan. Huanhuan didn't dare to ask... I could only recite scriptures a hundred times a day, praying for Silang and Longyue to have a healthy and happy life." I was choking and it took me a long time to continue: "It is Huanhuan's lifelong blessing to be able to meet Silang again and now..."

He reached out and gently wiped away my tears, and gently pity my close love, "Huanhuan, when I came, I thought, as long as you still have a little affection for me, as long as you know you were wrong in the past, I can forgive you. Huanhuan, you not only did not disappoint me, but I even felt that maybe I shouldn't have let you leave the palace at the beginning."

I was silent, "Silang, I did not intend to offend the Queen back then."

He Xuan Yixuan's eyebrows, and a hint of coldness in his eyes, "You have learned the past. I am the emperor and will not care about this matter again." His eyes suddenly softened points, like the gurgling spring water breaking the ice. "If you hadn't been to this for four years, how could I know that I would have cared about you so much? Originally, the incense in the first month could have been completed in Tongming Hall. If Li Chang had not mentioned that burning incense in Ganlu Temple could relax, I would not have taken the opportunity to see you once. In fact, when I was in Ganlu Temple, I was hesitating whether to see you, but I was still stubborn as before. But after asking, I realized that you were separated from Lingyun Peak due to illness. Although it was cured, you had premature birth when you gave birth to Luyue and left the palace before you left the moon. I was afraid that it was the disease that I had suffered back then, even if it was not in accordance with the etiquette, I would have to come to see you."

I cried with grief, "Silang's affection is even more ashamed." My fingers stroked his eyebrows, and his eyes, and a gentle smile filled with a gratitude: "Whether Huan is sick or healthy, she recites scriptures every day to pray for peace and happiness. Now that she sees Silang so healthy, Huanhuan is relieved."

What I said seemed to have a lot of tenderness and sweetness in it. There was tenderness in my eyes and tenderness in my tone. But in my heart, I felt a slight ridicule when I stared at him, mocking him and myself.

He leaned over and hugged me, burying his face between my black hair, "Huanhuan, listening to you and smelling the sandalwood smell on your body, I really feel at ease. Do you know how much happened in the palace? I don't even have a person who says kind words." His voice was slightly sad, "Do you know, my sixth brother can't come back."

I gently patted his back, gritted my teeth and held back the tears that were about to fall. He is the king of the world, but he also has so many troubles. Xuanqing's death is just like me, so sad.

"The Six Kings are Silang's brothers and sisters, and I believe Silang is very sad. It's just that he is sad. Silang is the supreme emperor in the world. Every word and action are related to the people of the world. We must take care of our own body."

Xuan Ling raised his head, looking sad, "Actually, before my sixth brother went, I already knew that many things had been involved in southern Yunnan, and there were rioters waiting for an opportunity to cause trouble. But I asked him to go in vain and understand the people's sentiment and not to make a big splash, so he did not arrange for him to travel with the prince's ceremonial guard, and it was not convenient to send someone to secretly protect him. If I could let go of political affairs and put his safety first, it would not be like this."

My teeth were cold, and my heart was instantly covered by ice and snow. I tried my best to endure it, and my mind was so painful that it was almost cracked - it was him, it was him! It was because of him! Even though he was unintentional, all my future, all my dreams, and all my hopes were shattered again because of him.

There was a pair of scissors in the needle and thread basket at the head of the bed. When I looked coldly, there was a shiny cold light. As long as I reached out and got a blow and inserted it into Xuan Ling's heart. He would die, and he would die with the biological father of the child in my belly.

However, such murderous intent is only a moment. If he dies, my child will not be able to be saved. Even my parents, brothers and sisters, Longyue, Jinxi, and even Concubine Jing will be implicated. If I want to take revenge on him, I don’t have to use the method of letting him die. It is too much of a loss and it will not make him suffer.

The more painful it is, the more patient you have to endure. I stopped my cold gaze and said warmly: "Silang doesn't think about it either. After all, it is his brother and brother. The Six Kings have always been idle and wild cranes. They can benefit the affairs of the Great Zhou Dynasty. They are always a wise king."

Xuan Ling leaned in my arms and said exhaustedly: "It's me that I am not good, I have not considered his safety carefully. Huanhuan, do you know? The person I loved the most since I was a child was the sixth brother, and the one I loved the most was his mother, Concubine Shu. The sixth brother was better than me in everything. Although I and my mother were second only to the sixth brother and Concubine Shu in my father's heart, they were only them in my eyes and never took me seriously. Huanhuan, do you understand the feeling of being inferior to others? The feeling of watching the world is the only one who is better than you."

"So you are the best except him, right?" I murmured to myself.

"Huanhuan", Xuan Ling looked at me, "What are you talking to yourself?"

"No." Wan and I smiled, "Huanhuan just thinks that the Six Kings are not that good. The late emperor loved the Six Kings not because the Six Kings were all good, but because of Concubine Shu. And even if the Six Kings were so outstanding when they were young, it seems that they are only proficient in poetry and books." I stopped and tried my best to suppress the pain caused by my insincere words, and said, "What's more, since I am in the position of a king, I always have to put the world first in everything."

He lamented, "Huanhuan, you are the only one who cares about me the most. After the news of my sixth brother's death came, I was very sad. I immediately ordered the southern Yunnan prefectures to salvage and search in the Tengsha River area, but unfortunately I had nothing to do. No matter what, the sixth brother and I grew up together since childhood. When my mother raised him for so many years, he has always been at peace with himself and has nothing out of the ordinary."

I said softly: "The Six Kings are very loyal to Silang."

Xuan Ling covered her face for a moment and calmed down. "After all, it's a thing of the past. I have my own arrangements for the sixth brother's death. A prince of the Great Zhou cannot be so unclear." He paused, "The death of the sixth brother is mostly bound to Hehe, so the news of the sixth brother's death must be hidden. If you want to take the initiative against Hehe in the future, this is the best way."

I suppressed the grief and hatred in my heart, lowered my head and said: "The Emperor is a plan."

Xuan Ling stood up and took out a gold-engraved rose hairpin from her clothes. It was my favorite thing from Xuan Ling's old year. The appearance of the rose, from the texture of the stamens, is exquisite and gorgeous, delicate. It is better to be decorated with other trivial embellishments, luxurious and simple. Because of my love, after wearing it for a long time, even the hairpin is a little bit smooth and smooth.

"I issued an order to abolish all your reputation and as usual, all your accessories and clothes must be filled into the Ministry of Internal Affairs to redistribute them to the low-ranking palace concubines. But for some reason, I issued an order to seal all your things in Tangli Palace at that time." He stopped, and a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes. "I have been to Tangli Palace once after you left. You took nothing except 'Sauvignon Blanc', and even this hairpin was placed on the dressing table."

I covered my face and sighed, "'Suka-sweetness' was given by the emperor himself. Apart from lovesickness, what else can Huanhuan not abandon?"

Xuan Ling reached out and tied up my long hair with a hairpin and said gently: "Huanhuan, I once ordered you to become a monk. Now, let's make up for me again."

I raised my hand and looked at the hairpin. The sharp hairpin slowly slashed over my scalp. I raised my hand and smiled charmingly, "Whatever Silang said, Huanhuan is willing."

Xuan Ling held my simple white shoulder, half helpless and half sighed, "It's just Huanhuan, things in the world cannot be turned around. Since you have left the palace, I'm afraid I can't take you back to the palace again. Since the founding of the Great Zhou Dynasty, there has been no precedent for a deposed concubine to enter the palace again."

My expression was as sad as the reflection of a weeping willow, and I said sincerely: "It is a blessing to have today. As long as Silang remembers me, Huanhuan will not care about her status." After saying that, she fell softly like a willow branch in Xuan Ling's arms. "Huanhuan only has one thing to pray for. As a deposed concubine, Huanhuan is lucky to be able to serve Silang again. I really don't want the concubines in the palace to have many disputes over what they are doing today."

Xuan Ling chuckled, "Did you still say that you are an abolished concubine? Why did I call you in front of Li Chang and Jinxi? Although you cannot be enthroned and enfeoffed, you have thought in my heart that you have never left before, and you are still my Zhaoyi."

Can everything over the years be really written off? I sneered, for four years in the palace and four years outside the palace, Xuan Ling and I are destined to be entangled.

Xuan Ling still said: "As for the palace, you don't want to cause more trouble, and I don't want to cause more trouble. I won't even mention your daily life in front of the queen. I will let Li Changyi arrange your daily life in the future."

I was reluctant to leave, "As long as Silang remembers Huanhuan, even if Huanhuan practices alone for the rest of her life, she will be happy."

Xuan Ling raised my chin and raised a faint smirk on the corner of his mouth, "Huanhuan is so understanding, how can I bear to let you be lonely for the rest of your life?" He thought about it, "Before the Empress Dowager was seriously ill, I ordered Ganlu Temple to hold a monthly prayer, and I came here to burn incense."

I twisted my body and smiled in a low voice, "Empress Dowager Hongfu, I will be healthy soon."

Xuan Ling's lips slid along my cheeks to my collarbone, "I will let Ganlu Temple perform rituals for the late emperor, and then I will pray for the prosperity of the country... Huanhuan, you have lost a lot, but your appearance is even better than before..." His voice gradually became sluggish, and the red color outside the window was as red as rain, and the peach blossoms were blooming in all its charming sneer quietly covering the corners of my lips.

When Li Chang came to pay his respects again, he brought a lot of utensils with him, smiling and said, "What do you think of me? The emperor is thinking about Empress Zhaoyi in his heart. As soon as he returned to the palace, he sent me to pick it up and serve her with me."

I was doing my makeup at that time and smiled calmly: "I'm working hard. Just how to help the emperor hide it from the palace is my ability."

Li Chang said hurriedly: "Slaves must do their best."

I remained silent. Even if I was hiding it well, Xuan Ling came to Ganlu Temple once a month. Even in the name of prayer, the queen and the others were not fools waiting to die, and they would soon find out. My hands intentionally or unintentionally touched my lower abdomen, and a faint smile appeared. It only took one or two months to hide it from the people in the harem for one or two months.

I turned to see Li Chang and said kindly: "I believe that Jinxi has already told you about my brother. I just met the emperor again, so it is not convenient to ask the emperor. This matter must be done by the father-in-law to mention the premise of the emperor at the right time."

Li Changgong responded and laughed, "I can't help it. If the Empress talks about this, it will make the emperor feel that the Empress has made some plans for the previous meeting. So the slave has already found an opportunity to mention it. The Emperor loves the house and the nun, so he naturally cares about the Empress's brother. Although Mr. Zhen is still guilty, he has sent someone to send the Prince to Beijing from Lingnan to treat him. I think he will be able to arrive in Beijing smoothly in the future."

I held back the surprise in my heart, slowly put on a jade ginkgo leaf earring, and smiled and said, "So how should I thank my father-in-law for his kindness?"

Li Chang said "Ouch" and quickly bent down and said, "The Empress is a noble man, how dare the slave ask for rewards from the Empress."

I sneered and said slowly: "With my current status, even if you ask me for anything, I may not give me. Why should you rush to refuse?"

Li Chang smiled but did not answer, but quietly looked at Jinxi beside me, picked up a stack of clothes and said, "These were newly sanctioned by the emperor who asked Nu Cai to choose the best tailor shop in Kyoto. After the emperor returned, he said that the Buddha clothes that the empress wore that day had a unique flavor, so it was also called Nu Cai who chose silver-gray gauze silk to make clothes with wide sleeves and narrow waists for the empress."

I smiled and asked Huanbi to put it away, saying, "The Emperor is intent." I turned to look at Jinxi beside me and said calmly: "Today you wear this snow-green robe, it fits very well, and you also like the forsythia." Jinxi glanced at Li Chang, slightly cramped.

Li Chang hurriedly smiled and said, "Jinxi is not as good as the Queen Mother in anything."

I smiled and said, "It's not something that looks good or not. My father-in-law is determined."

Li Chang smiled, "I am just doing my best." He bowed, "I am happy for the empress from the bottom of my heart."

I let Huanbi combed her hair bun, closed her eyes and said softly: "Li Chang, even I am surprised that I can go smoothly."

Li Chang's tone was a brisk smile, "This is how I can see the queen's favor. The emperor really likes the queen." He stopped, "Two people who are affectionate with each other can be together with just a little chance, let alone the queen and the emperor have been in love for so many years."

People who are affectionate with each other? I almost sneered from the bottom of my heart. It was just a plan. After spending all my efforts and plans, how can I get true feelings?

However, the smile that appeared on the corner of the lips was gentle, "What's the use of liking it for a moment? If you want the emperor to be obsessed with me, there are still many places to rely on my father-in-law."

The gentle and dignified smile I maintained suddenly became cold and silent after Li Chang left. Huanbi knew that I was in a bad mood, so she found a reason to go out, leaving only Jinxi with me.

I was upset and sad, so I pulled out the golden hairpin from my head, inserted it hard on the wooden dressing table, and said coldly.

Jinxi was frightened and hurriedly looked at my hand, "Empress, careful hands hurt!"

"Empress?" I sneered slightly, and the precious things in my heart had shattered and were out of control. After a long time, I whispered: "Jinxi, do you know why Qing died?"

Jinxi's eyes suddenly jumped, as if shivering flames were shivering, and she said softly: "I don't know."

The feeling of heartache and grief turned to his cheeks but became a faint smile, and he said it slowly and coldly. "The boat Qing was on was just touched by someone, but Xuan Ling—" I couldn't restrain the cold hatred between my lips and teeth. "I knew that the southern Yunnan area was not stable, but I let him leave in vain, so that I would have the disaster today!" I held a comb tightly, and my dense comb teeth were sharply clasped in my palm, "Jinxi, I hate it very much--"

Jinxi hugged my face in her arms and couldn't bear to say, "It's over, I'm sorry, don't be too hard for yourself."

I pressed my lower abdomen and said coldly: "I always felt a little reluctant to put this child in his name in the past. But now, I can't bear it anymore. Jinxi, although he is unintentional, if it weren't for him-" My sobs came with disgusting dizziness, and I couldn't speak for a while.

There was a bitter tenacity in Jinxi's eyes. He held my hand and said calmly: "Whether you love or hate, you still have to go on this road, right?"

"Yes. But I feel less hatred, and I am a little better." I was about to cry without tears, and there was only a dry feeling in my eyes. "Qing's death is related to Xuanling, but I can't even say Huanbi. If her temperament becomes more intense, I'm afraid she can't control her more than me."

Jinxi held my shoulder, pulled out the golden hairpin from the dressing table, and put it in a straightforward manner for me, and said softly: "The Empress did it right. This tells Miss Huanbi that only messes up the overall situation. It is better not to say it. Anyway, if there is such a thing, the Empress will go back to Gong Baoquan to the Qinghe King lineage. It is very good to meet the emperor, but it is only the first step. For Empress, the most painful and difficult time has passed. No matter how hard the days are in the future, they will have to endure. If there is a moment of weakness, it will only make the enemy take advantage of it." She picked up a pink silk flower and hairpin on her temples. "What the Empress wants to do now is to hold the emperor's heart, so no matter how bitter or painful it is, it must be as beautiful as a flower."

The dead are gone, and all the pain must be borne by the living.

I raised my eyes quietly. The luster of the bronze mirror was dim and cold. The peach blossoms in the mirror reflected red, but my eyes were cold and sharp.
Chapter completed!