Chapter 155 The earthquake is coming.
A simple bedroom.
It's not bright, and the bed is also hard.
Voices rushed into his ears like swords. Gu Yi's expression suddenly flashed with panic. He didn't know where to put his hands, his feet, and even his heart didn't know where to put it at this moment.
The mood is sour and bitter.
What qualifications do you have to question him?
What kind of mood do I stay here with? Why are my eyes staring at Su Wan and Xu Wenjun?
She... was the least qualified to show such a look to Xu Wenjun.
Gu Yi held her thighs tightly with her hands, and the stockings on her legs were twisted by her. Now she felt a sense of soberness. It seemed that she was not thinking about Mu Mu, maybe... it was for herself?
She seemed to be disgusted with Xu Wenjun's kindness to Su Wan. She stood by and sat on the bed. Xu Wenjun's thoughtfulness towards Su Wan became very strange in her eyes. She didn't know what was wrong. If it were before, she wouldn't have meddled with other people's business.
She was not qualified to care about Xu Wenjun's other people's affairs...
Gu Yi suddenly felt bitter, and at this moment he was a little restless, lowered his head, his hands were clenched, and said in a muffled voice, "I...I don't mean that."
Xu Wenjun's eyes were calm and his voice was cold, "What do you mean?"
"I just..." Gu Yi has never been a strong person. She has a strong personality. After Xu Wenjun asked a few questions, she easily lost her own rhythm and took the initiative to control Xu Wenjun.
It took only a long time, but it didn't come out.
"Gu Yi, I know your twists and your indecisiveness and tangledness, but..." Since I said this, Xu Wenjun also felt that it made it clear, "This time, since you have made a decision, you don't want to trust me, and you don't love me so much, then please be firm. I can take care of myself and hope you can, do you understand what I mean? Gu Yi, you let go of it yourself, then... you can never pinch it back."
Xu Wenjun's words reveal determination and firmness.
Gu Yi suddenly felt that her heart was trembling. She was delusional about not saying anything. They could maintain their state before that night. She was delusional about it because it was Xi Qingcen. She was helpless. Little did she know that the facts were cruel. It was herself, and she was silent in that Xi Qingcen's attack.
If Xi Qingcen's attack was not his own accusation, how could it continue?
At this moment, Xu Wenjun's words were rudely stripping away the truth and revealing it to Gu Yi's eyes.
Everything before was as usual, everything pretended not to happen, the curtain was suddenly lifted up at this moment, and the drama began.
In this life, people will know all kinds of people. Sometimes, when they look at normal people, they will suddenly become strange after being exposed to them for a long time. Gu Yi has no doubt that she has always been weird. Her childhood experiences, coupled with her slightly servile personality, have conflicts with her acquired personality, so she has become a strange person, a twisted person.
Perhaps Gu Yi's nature is that Aunt Gu who is brave and likes to pursue excitement at night.
During the day, Gu Yi was pinned by the mask she brought, and she couldn't break free no matter how hard she broke free.
So, relieved? Organize? Let go completely?
How is that possible! A person like Gu Yi, who is "ill", may be in the quagmire for the rest of his life. Seeing that the brave self rescued her, the weak and sensitive self pulled her into the quagmire again...
"You don't love me that much." Xu Wenjun has already concluded this relationship. If you love enough, help the brave her to pull her out of the quagmire and pull her out completely, it will be enough.
But there isn't enough love.
Xu Wenjun looked at Gu Yi, who was silent and silent, and her legs were pinched red by herself.
I suddenly laughed and sat closer. I didn't say goodbye completely last time, but this time... I'll completely stop it.
"Gu Yi..." Xu Wenjun called her, and the sky outside seemed to be dim. For some reason, she felt like a storm was coming.
Gu Yi raised her head, turned her head and looked over.
"Actually, from the beginning, your closeness to me may not be to Xu Wenjun..." Xu Wenjun felt that Gu Yi was also in chaos. She was very messy and needed to be sorted out thoroughly.
"Mum Wu is sick and very serious. Maybe she will leave you soon, but you can't let go at all. You enjoy the dependence she gave you since childhood. You want to keep this chant and can't throw it away. You love Mama Wu very much, really..."
At this moment, Gu Yi pursed her lips and her breathing became a little calmer.
Although Xu Wenjun is also confused, she is different from Gu Yi. After he is confused, he will quickly find a way to solve the problem instead of being trapped in the problem all the time.
"So, at that time, I came and went to your house. Maybe my actions crossed the line, allowing you to see the shadow of Ma Wu in me, and your feelings for me and all the difference in me. The crazy impulse that night might just be that I didn't dare to recognize the reality without Ma Wu. You want to keep the last shadow of Ma Wu..."
Xu Wenjun's voice was heavy and thick at this moment. Gu Yi had already lowered his head, but he still looked at her, "Gu Yi, you may just be afraid of losing Wu Ma, not afraid of losing me... So, it's dawn, you're awake, you've agreed to Xi Qingcen's arrogant attitude and what she proposed, because when the passion fades and calm returns, you won't know..."
One foot that was originally pulled out of the mysterious lake was dragged back into the mud by itself, and it was in a mess.
After saying that, Xu Wenjun smiled relievedly. This made her feel much more comfortable.
He said everything he wanted to say in a complete manner. It was true that Xu Wenjun was really slowly letting go.
Gu Yi's hand suddenly loosened from her thighs, suddenly raised her head, looked at the ceiling with a little green mold in the mountains, and the corner of her mouth suddenly bent slightly, "Maybe it really is what you said..."
"My parents divorced when they were very young. They had no mother since childhood. Wu's mother is like my mother... Maybe more important than mother..."
Xu Wenjun has heard of it before. After Gu Yi's parents divorced, Gu Yi's mother did not want her, and her attitude towards her was extremely cold, because it was a conscious time, and her father was not married either. Gu Yi had never experienced maternal love at all, and she was abandoned...
"Maybe it's what I told you. Maybe at the beginning, what I like and what I want to keep is just the touch of you, similar to the little sense of security that Ma Wu brought to me. I may like you, but I really don't like you that much."
Gu Yi hesitated for a moment and finally smiled. Her face was full of fatigue. She looked at Xu Wenjun with complicated eyes. She recognized most of what Xu Wenjun said, but she really didn't love Xu Wenjun at all. Just as she said this, Xu Wenjun, who is so much younger than her, but she is worthy of relying on, loves her.
But if she put aside Ma Wu and completely loses her mind, she really can't do anything.
Xu Wenjun's words were about her heart.
This chat, a communication.
It seemed that there was a sudden invisible gap between the two of them, and it suddenly disappeared...
Xu Wenjun could say to her calmly, "Su Wan and I are childhood sweethearts. I have liked her for a long time, but at that time, she was the same, and maybe she didn't like me that much..."
At this moment, when talking about this, Xu Wenjun really felt that the feeling of revealing everything in his heart was like a burden disappearing suddenly, which was so good...
So, Gu Yi and his relationship that night was in. If they had sorted it out, there was no doubt that this was the best listener, because she would not tell others what she would...
"I actually thought that I would be with Su Wan, get engaged, get married, and do a lot of things together, because although she doesn't love so much, she has reasons to be with me... But I thought that after we were together, we seemed to be respectful, but in fact there was always a thorn stuck between us... On our birthday..." Xu Wenjun originally planned not to face it again and answer this question, but at this time, looking at Gu Yi with a gentle face, looking at herself seriously, and listening carefully, he suddenly said a big news.
"I'm going to bed with her." Xu Wenjun was calm, "It's like you that night, after an impulse, I wanted to erase it, but I couldn't erase it."
Gu Yi was stunned for a moment, "Wenjun, you..."
Xu Wenjun continued, "What happened, I should have panickedly let my parents know that we, who are childhood sweethearts, naturally entered the palace of marriage..."
The past of his previous life flashed quickly, and Xu Wenjun completely felt like he was slack. He told Gu Yi little by little about Su Wan, concisely.
"Su Wan has become like this...I do have the responsibility to be unrejected. To a large extent, she has become like this because of me, I'm sorry for her..."
"So, you will take her and take care of her without any complaints?"
"Yes, not all." Xu Wenjun smiled bitterly, "I have known her for many years. Did you say she really did something that sad and grieved to me? In fact, it seems that there is no one, but the right time point, but it is really too late after that, so... I may only talk to you so much today and deal with so much. What you said to me today, I understand what you mean, but..."
"A person who can't even deceive me if I love you the simplest, I believe her, I believe Su Wan, she won't deceive me." Xu Wenjun was a little firm.
He never thought that Su Wan would lie to her and had deep trust in her.
Gu Yi listened to Xu Wenjun saying so much, but she suddenly became very confused. It turned out that Xu Wenjun had been passively carrying so much. Many times, when she was unclear, she and Xi Qingcen seemed to have given him a lot of burden. She suddenly wanted to touch Xu Wenjun's face. In fact, he could indulge in a little bit. If he didn't consider his feelings, he couldn't refuse him. If he made himself a lover and didn't consider his ideas, he... could not refuse.
If he hides it from himself or Mu Mu, then he has something to do with his childhood sweethearts.
I can't control him, maybe I will help him and hide it from Mu Mu...
He could have ignored it, but he didn't.
At this moment, Xu Wenjun's calm, open-minded and frank attitude made Gu Yi feel confused for a moment.
Xu Wenjun let out a long sigh, as if he had made the final summary of the conversation, "Just like this, Gu Yi, from now on, you will be my Aunt Gu, that's all."
Looking at Xu Wenjun smiling and stretching out his right hand, Gu Yi suddenly felt a little sad, lowered her head and raised her head quickly. The original complex disappeared, and there was a smile. She could no longer shake left and right, nor could she make any more trouble, "Okay, I'll just your Aunt Gu in the future."
Hold your hands gently and click until you reach the end.
It's over...
Gu Yi was going back to the capital the next day, sat in the hotel, rested for the last night, and left.
This time, I was completely broken up with Xu Wenjun.
Gu Yi cried, she rarely cried. She suddenly cried in a room alone and knew what she had lost. Xu Wenjun was her first love, but it became a regret in her heart. This will remain in her life, because he was the first man to her.
Lying on the bed, looking out through the hotel window, there were not many lights and wine in the county town, and there were stars in the sky, and Gu Yi fell asleep with tears.
And on the next day, March 10th.
Today, the entire Yingjiang County is still as lively as usual. The vendors are still shouting to run around for life early in the morning, and some are in a hurry and some are slow.
Gu Yi slept so late, but she had been sleeping for a long time anyway.
Bang bang bang bang, she woke up until the door was knocked and opened it. It was Xu Wenjun. Because such a beautiful woman, walking alone on the mountain road, it might not be so safe, so Xu Wenjun took her back to the county town with her and was preparing to leave at night.
The train at 10 o'clock in the evening, the last train.
Gu Yi thought about the end, and Duo and Xu Wenjun were dug, this was the last one.
Xu Wenjun also said nothing in a tacit understanding. He just stayed in the county town and stayed with Gu Yi for most of the day. Although Su Wan was still beside him, Gu Yi also enjoyed the peace of the last moment without thinking about anything and being by Xu Wenjun.
God, it slowly faded.
Finally it's almost time to part.
The three of them came out of the hotel, and it seemed that Gu Yi was a little absent-minded. When he got downstairs, he realized that he had a contract that seemed to have been placed at the bedside last night without taking it.
So she turned around and asked Xu Wenjun and Su Wan to help her see the box. She stepped on her high heels and couldn't walk fast. She walked upstairs a few steps, but on the third floor, she didn't take the elevator.
It was past eight o'clock, and the county was not big, so it was too late.
Not long after Gu Yi went up, a scene that everyone unexpectedly happened, rumbling! A thunderous sound suddenly came overwhelmed!
I just feel that the earth under my feet is trembling! Roaring filial piety!
The earthquake is coming!
Su Wan's little face was shocked and squatted, she suddenly didn't squat firmly, and sat on the ground. She saw a familiar figure barely, and rushed into the hotel without any hesitation...
Chapter completed!