Chapter 194 Three kinds of love(1/2)
Pepper girl rejected Aizihale.
Even she herself didn't know how to refuse. Her mind was blank at that time, her heart was pounding, and the more she jumped, the more painful she felt. In short, she refused the prophet's request.
After Lomea walked onto the carriage in a daze, the wheels rolled for a while, she woke up as if she was dreaming, realizing that she had indeed rejected the request of the female prophet Aizihar, and she was still following Chen Yin, instead of following the prophet to study the scriptures and practice.
Lomea raised her shoulders and exhaled vigorously. She raised the sacred beads in her hand and stared at the scriptures on it.
She put down Songzhu and looked at Chen Yin carefully.
"First, sir."
"What's wrong?" Chen Yin turned his face, and Luo Meia couldn't see much emotion from his face.
She tried to capture Chen Yin's eyes and confirm his thoughts.
Chen Yin's eyes were extremely calm, and he could not see anything when he called Luo Meia.
However, in the Shengyi Preaching Court, his disappointed look was not fake. At that time, his disappointment with himself was almost endless.
Lomea thought about this, and couldn't help but raise his hand and stroke his chest, then lowered his head.
Miss Pepper was silent and said nothing.
She hoped Chen Yin could see her depression and tolerate her cowardice. She estimated that Chen Yin would like to say something, whether it was wrath or gentle, would accept it with the greatest weakness.
Luo Meia lowered her brown eyes and waited for Chen Yin to forgive her with a kiss. Oh, sir, don't press silence on my shoulders anymore. The memories of the past are as heavy as a mountain, and I love you and will love you forever.
She stirred up a storm in her heart. She made full preparations, waiting for Chen Yin to reveal the clouds and cast the thunder. She vowed that she would kiss him and give him a storm, which was beyond his expectations.
Now, sir, why not forgive your lover with a kiss?
Chen Yin did not take any action.
He seemed to have not noticed Lomea's waiting, and his eyes stopped for only a few seconds before moving away silently.
Lomea waited for a long time, but could not wait for the kiss her lover printed on her forehead or lips.
She raised her forehead in surprise, and immediately felt a sense of ups and downs. She was like a hen flapping in the mud. Even if she tossed, she couldn't attract the attention of the farmer.
Miss Pepper turned her head like she lost her soul and couldn't help but recall her every move in the Holy Words Court.
How excited I was when I heard the oracle of Aizihar. If he really became the head of God, all my previous waves would no longer exist.
That was beyond my imagination.
However, at this time, Lomea recalled and realized how hurtful his thoughts were.
How could he think... He in the lecture hall would agree with the judgment of our king.
When did I see the words "I am willing" of succumbing to peace in him?
Lomea opened her mouth. In such a difficult situation, she actually stood on the opposite side of her lover and mistakenly put her position on her lover.
The pepper girl realized that at that time she was harsh on him in her heart and put the hope that was harmful to him on him.
And within the divine nature, he can see everything.
The wheels continued to roll on the road, and the carriage quickly returned to Josco's mansion.
The journey back didn't take long.
The half-elf-dead soul turned around and left just by simply opening the door.
When he returned to the mansion, Chen Yin handed over the chart to Qin Du Yiner for safekeeping, who had long gained his trust.
"Go back and rest." Chen Yin said to Qin Du Yiner and Luo Meia.
Then, he turned around and walked back to the guest bedroom upstairs.
Luo Meia found that Chen Yin had nothing else to say, so she opened her mouth. She was about to try to keep her, but she didn't know where to speak. When Chen Yin's footsteps disappeared into the stairwell, Luo Meia's heart aches again.
After Qin Du Yiner glanced at her, she also walked back to another guest bedroom.
Only Lomea was standing in the hall. She didn't know what Qin Du Yin'er looked like, but she knew that it was definitely not good. Raising her face, Lomea saw the holy images and holy paintings deep in the hall. They belonged to two gods, two beliefs, and two symbols of the two roads. In the position where she stood, they were staggered in vision. Although they had intersections, they were not unified.
Lomeia twitched her shoulders in a daze, grabbed the handrail of the stairs in a daze, and walked back to the room slowly.
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As dinner approached, the bedroom fireplace was burning with warm firewood, and Chen Yin lowered his head to sort out his thoughts on paper.
With his feet naked on the velvet carpet, Chen Yin had to sigh at the softness and comfort of the carpet.
After Chen Yin roughly sorted out his thoughts on paper, he attached some of his thoughts, which involved many things, but after sorting them out, many messy places became much clearer.
With his arms stretched out, Chen Yin stood up, pushed into the chair, and prepared to go downstairs to enjoy a simple dinner.
Dongdong.
In the quiet environment, the sound of knocking on the door is very abrupt.
Chen Yin can guess who it is.
When she opened the door, she saw Lomea standing at the door. Her legs were trembling. She walked to her door, wondering how much effort it took.
"What's wrong?" Chen Yin asked.
The pepper girl suddenly raised her face and asked in a trembling voice: "Are you going to abandon me?"
"oh?"
She took a step forward as she spoke, and she was in a daze. Her eyes were very tired and her shoulders were twitching.
Luo Meia completely walked in, Chen Yin closed the door.
"Are you going to abandon me?" she asked again, her tone of depression, "Because I disappointed you again at that time, were you disappointed?"
"Yes." Chen Yin said.
The pepper girl was panicked. She didn't know which one Chen Yin answered, whether it was the previous one, the next one, or both...
She was almost crying, and her eyes were sore.
"I shouldn't have let you down...I shouldn't have..." Miss Pepper was a little incoherent.
She didn't know how to explain it. She knew that she could not cover up the mistake at that time, so she could only try to beautify it. However, she saw Chen Yin's eyes.
Chen Yin looked at her directly.
The pepper girl was frightened and became frightened again. Is there any test for herself in his eyes? Is he examining his next words and actions to determine whether to fall into the final disappointment?
She whipped her mouth, and cold sweat broke out on her neck and wrists. She was afraid that as soon as she made a sound, nothing would be able to save.
The firewood in the silver-patterned fireplace burned coldly, and the crackling sound was not warm, but deep and ruthless. The warmth in the flesh was difficult to touch the blood, and the cold in the spirit could freeze the bone marrow to crack.
Lomea was silent, and at the same time, she hated her silence... But what can be silent without silence?
She could only keep her lips slightly open...the look was about to say something, but she had not blurted out yet. This seemed to be a look between silence and non-silence.
Just as physical death and spiritual death are not reached.
It was like slaughtering an ewe, the next day I saw the lamb squatting in the place where my mother was lying, hungry for feeding, opening her mouth to suck the air and sucking non-existent goat milk.
However, in any case, the death of the body is consistent with the death of the spirit, and the lamb will sooner or later realize that his mother is absent. It is only a matter of time.
This expression cannot last for too long, and it will eventually slide to one of the silent and unsilent sides.
"I love you."
When time reached its limit, Lomea could only say this.
Then she waited for a response blankly.
"What kind of love?" Chen Yin asked.
Luo Meia was stunned for a moment, and he responded to himself.
Although she was still trembling, she understood that Chen Yin was not completely disappointed with him.
"...what...I don't know which kind of love...how many kinds of love?" Lomea said in a little confused.
"Three kinds of love, Luo Meia," Chen Yin approached her and asked with a squinted face: "Which kind do you love me?"
Lomea's breathing became rapid, and her spirit slowly recovered from the freezing stagnation, and she whispered: "...I don't know...I only know that I love you, so I...so I didn't follow the Prophet Azihal, I'm afraid...I'm afraid you abandon me."
"oh?"
The lover's voice raised, the pepper girl was nervous, and she hurriedly said, "Tell me, sir, which kind of love I should use, I will do it because I love you."
Chen Yin's face was still cold, and he just said, "Three kinds of love, physical love, spiritual love and faith love. They must achieve unity."
Lomea's breathing was stagnant, and she raised her face to look at him.
From Chen Yin's eyes, she understood that she wanted to love him all.
Whether it is the body, spirit, or faith.
Lomea read from his eyes that this was his last request for him.
"Sir...I don't know what to do..." Lomea was just saying, seeing a subtle change in his eyes, he made a decision in a hurry, and said hurriedly: "But I will do it for you! I love you."
Chen Yin confirmed her words from her eyes.
To be continued...