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189. The Doubt of God (4k monthly ticket)

"If you are not in a hurry to leave," the girl said to Ma En, who broke into the investigation department, "you can come with us to see the special mind machine called the Silver Dagger, which will play a vital role in our next cooperation.

It plays an important role, and we can also introduce it to you by the way."

Jingying followed closely and said:

"I can explain to you in detail what we are going to do. In fact, I was supposed to carry out this death mission, but obviously Shadow changed his mind after meeting you."

He paused and then said:

"Your presence saved my life."

Jing Ying did not intend to reveal his true thoughts in front of Ma En, but he never thought that Ma En had already learned in detail how he behaved in front of other people in the investigation department through Ren Shizhi's report.

This made Ma En feel a little more confused.

"Then let's go and have a look." He stood up and said to the girl, "I happen to be here too, and we have to talk about the next plan before leaving, otherwise we want to communicate in the presence of the Moon God.

becomes very difficult.

"She might be spying on us."

Wang Yin turned around, and Ren Shizhi immediately opened the door:

"There is such a possibility, but Shadow is relatively optimistic about it. Although the Moon Goddess will pay attention to you, the possibility of seeing you just isn't that great."

Mahn replied:

"But there's nothing wrong with being cautious, isn't it?"

The girl nodded:

"What you said makes sense. Then we can finally discuss how to contact each other to avoid risks."

Ma En followed her towards the elevator, and then asked casually:

"I still remember that when we last met, Qin Lan said that you and your brother were with the Skywalker."

The girl raised her eyebrows:

"What, you want to condemn me?"

Ma En shook his head:

"It wasn't long before I joined the Salvation Alliance, and I knew very little about her, but you have been with Skywalker for several years. Maybe you have a much deeper affection for her than I do."

"It's indeed a deep relationship, but it's just a bad relationship." Wang Yin said with a sneer, "And you don't need to say that you joined the Salvation Alliance not long ago, who do you think will believe this?

"You encountered the Skywalker's fall just after you joined, and you saved Qin Lan by coincidence. Did you know that the Investigation Department built a prophecy machine when dealing with the Skywalker?

"That machine is used to deal with the Skywalker, and it shows that Qin Lan will be taken away by us smoothly.

"Do you really think you can hide this from the smart people in the Federation?"

After finishing the conversation with his brother, Wang Yin somewhat realized why the Federation was obsessed with killing Ma En. As Wang Yang said, what caused this was the Federation's fear of Skywalker.

They didn't want him to die because "Ma En saved Qin Lan".

But because he could appear there to rescue Qin Lan.

What they are afraid of is that Ma En is a foreshadowing left by Shen Xiao, because if this thing is true, it means that Shen Xiao may have done a lot of things in the past to fight against the difficulties he is facing now.

But in fact, this view has been repeatedly discussed and overturned. The simplest reason is that if Shenxiao Walker really predicted this war, he would directly use other means to completely solve these problems, and things would not have developed to the point where they are now.

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In addition, there is a lot of evidence to prove that this matter is nothing more than unnecessary worry, but even after confirming these, there will definitely still be members of the Federation who can't sleep in order to completely end their worries.

Killing Ma En seems to be the solution.

"I think you must have some misunderstanding." But Ma En did not want to accept this argument, "Even if I appeared there and had some relationship with Shenxiao Walker, I have never seen her in the past.

"The focus is not on me, but on you. Just out of curiosity, I really want to know the reason why you betrayed Shenxiao Walker. After all, if it were me, I would definitely not do this. I have never even met her. , it’s only been a while since I joined the Salvation Alliance.

"But I still chose to stand by her side. Although this has something to do with your plan to kill all members of the Salvation Alliance, I also feel that standing behind Shenxiao is not a bad decision."

The girl snorted coldly:

"You don't understand anything."

Ma En looked at her expectantly:

"Then you can tell me, what should I know?"

Wang Yin hesitated for a moment, and finally said:

"This is not really a secret. We were originally at odds with Shenxiao Walker. When we first met Shenxiao, Wang Yang and I were devouring the blood of the living. She used quite terrifying power to completely destroy us. fighting spirit.

"According to what we learned afterwards, normally when the Sky Walkers deal with the monsters you call us, they usually kill them with clean and neat means. Ghosts like us have no chance of survival at all.

"But she 'forgave' us, and claimed to have seen a future where we would become kind, and then, as if she wanted to tame wild wolves into domestic dogs, she forcibly took us with her to teach us, but I and I Wang Yang was very angry at her behavior.

"But considering the gap between us, this anger eventually turned into helplessness. We can only live under the constraints of Shenxiao. You can ask how many conflicts we had during that time. Sometimes I We all want to ask her to kill us."

Ma En asked:

"Because you don't like being restrained?"

"No." The girl shook her head, "Because she forces us to become good people. I won't explain to you what conditions make dead people look like us. You only need to know that I and myself 's brother wasn't always a monster.

"We used to be ordinary human brothers and sisters. Although we were not particularly kind or anything. After all, we were just two children when we were alive, but we were definitely not bad people. We were probably more lovable than many spoiled children today. Much more.

"But we are dead.

“My brother and I were both killed after being brutally tortured, and when we returned to our old homes driven by resentment and wanted to follow our instincts to kill our blood relatives, all we saw were a few lumps of earth.

"It was the alchemist who killed my father, but the people who killed the rest of my family were the people who were supposed to protect them.

"I can understand that Shenxiao Walker is a kind person, but I think that a wise and powerful person like her can also understand that we don't want to be like her. Even imagining a future where I become a good person makes me sick and want to vomit. come out.

"We are just bad and have no intention of turning back.

"If there is that guy who thinks he is just and useful, he can come to us for a life-and-death fight at any time. We will not have any complaints just because Shen Xiao or others kill us. This is our choice.

"We have never met half a good person in our lives, why do you think we have to be good people like you?"

Ma En asked:

"Did you and Wang Yang think so much before meeting Shen Xiao?"

Girls don't hide:

"I know what you mean. She has indeed changed Wang Yang and I. There is no real difference between us before and the other monsters you deal with now. We are driven by the desire for blood.

"But what determines our essence has not changed. After all, we cannot change our past.

"Even the famous Skywalker can only see the future."

Man said:

"But Skywalker has indeed changed you profoundly. If you had a choice, you would want to live like you were before the arrival of Skywalker, or as you are today, no different from ordinary humans."

The girl smiled:

"Of course it is like this now. I can use the principles that Shenxiao Walker taught me to refute you. For example, things that make you better can also be unsightly. But this is actually just making excuses, because Shenxiao Walker is indeed against you.

we are good.

"At least from her perspective.

"But I won't be grateful, because I am bad."

Ma En then asked:

"But I still have some doubts. According to my understanding, even if you are a pure egoist, Shenxiao has given a pretty good condition. In fact, there were many people in the previous Salvation Alliance who followed her purely out of profit.

"Wouldn't it be more beneficial for you to stay with her? She is one of the strongest known human beings. You can say one thing and do another, and use her identity to gain benefits."

"Have we already done this?" the girl asked mockingly at first, but then paused, "There is a reason why we don't want to follow her, but I doubt you can understand it."

Ma En said seemingly casually:

"I don't have any fixed impression of her."

That's what he wanted to ask.

What Ma En wanted to know was actually the Skywalker in Wang Yin's eyes. As she said, Ma En herself had no way to judge very well whether there was any intervention from the Skywalker where she appeared.

Moreover, he has no memory of his past. In fact, his former self may have heard of the existence of Skywalker and had a basic evaluation of her in his heart, but now Ma En has lost all of this.

Although taking into account the existence of the unmemorable person and the words Shenxiao Walker said when he met him, the probability that Shenxiao Walker caused him to appear there is not high, because the unmemorable person may have cut off this possibility.

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But no matter what, he actually knows less about Skywalker now than other adults who have lived for decades, and Wang Yin was the follower of Skywalker in the past, so naturally he will not let go of this opportunity.

To explore the other aspects of Shenxiao Walker that have not yet been revealed.

Wang Yin heard this and said:

"She is a madman. You should have never seen her speak in private. Sometimes she will speak at a very slow speed and in a weird tone. In fact, Shenxiao is not really saying anything at that time.

, she was just following the guidance.

"I really doubt whether it was Qin Luan who was talking to us, or some kind of terrifying power disguised as a Skywalker. After all, no matter how much I think about it, I can't find a suitable reason to explain her behavior.

"It's not just me, many of your compatriots also have similar views. They are always doubting and worrying that Shenxiao Walker's performance in the past twenty years is just the result of her adapting to the power, not her true appearance."

Mahn concluded by asking:

"Are you afraid that she will turn into you?"

A bad person.

Wang Yin said:

"You haven't gotten to know her like we do. To be honest, I actually think she is closer to the gods described in certain religious texts than any creature I have ever met, but the more she looks like a god..."

"The less human it is."

Ma En asked repeatedly:

"So, you are still just afraid that she will become like a human being, because in your opinion, the so-called 'human' is what you see when you look in the mirror, right?"

The girl asked back:

"Don't you think so?"

Marn did not comment on her answer.

In fact, their fear of the Skywalker may seem reasonable at first glance, but in the final analysis it is very simple. Those that are and are not are just leftovers that embellish their true essence, and are actually completely unimportant.

The real root is the power of Shenxiao.

If she were weak, for example, just a shadow or other level V ability user, then although she might arouse some fear, no one would consider the amount of divinity.

If she was only level IV, then most of the people who feared her would have no ill feelings towards her. But if she was just a mortal, Qin Luan might be just a somewhat stupid ordinary person in their eyes.

"If it wasn't Qin Luan who had this power." Ma En asked, "Would you be too scared to talk about her behind her back? After all, I think anyone with this kind of power would be more worthy of fear than her."

The girl was unwilling to admit what Ma En said:

"I was the guy who stayed by her side for years."

Man said:

"But you didn't say a word that justified your fear. To be honest, I had a similar feeling after learning about the achievements of the Skywalker, and I was deeply afraid of losing control of it.

"This is not a feeling unique to you, but everyone who knows its power may feel it. If a strong man who can predict the future has no bottom line, it is difficult for me to imagine anything that can prevent the realization of his will.

.”

Wang Yin immediately retorted:

"Don't imagine her to be omnipotent. This is the most classic misunderstanding of her by members of the Salvation Alliance. You just haven't seen her lose, but that doesn't mean she really has no opponents.

"There are very few strong people of that level, and the possibility of mutual hostility is almost zero. Maintaining peace is the most beneficial option for them.

"And do you know why Skywalker joined us?"

Ma En asked:

"Why?"

Wang Yin replied:

"Her grandfather is a high-ranking official in the Federation. He has cultivated their sisters' loyalty to the Federation since they were children. The reason why Sky Walker works in the Federation is all because of his grandfather's request.

"But her grandfather died not long ago, and now she has no reason to stay here."

What the girl said had no real basis in Ma En's ears. Rather than explaining the Skywalker's problem, it seemed more like she was trying to justify her betrayal.

She couldn't really tell what was wrong with Shenxiao Walker.
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