Chapter forty-ninth reassurance
In the western suburbs of Foshan, in the direction of the "Fifth Heaven" at the entrance of the Shahebang Hall, the fire reflected half of the sky in Foshan red. At this time, Huang Shaohong had returned to his bedroom, sat down cross-legged, and practiced the "Lotus Book"!
At this time, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and various disturbing voices kept emerging in his mind. This situation suddenly appeared when he returned to Baozhilin and sorted the trophies. After the excitement brought by adrenaline subsided, the sequelae of killing
It finally started to show up.
The voices in my mind are mainly divided into two camps. One side advocates "Those who follow me will live, and those who go against me will die. Since we are traveling through the crowd, I can kill anyone who is not good for me, and I can also kill anyone who is good for me."
Kill without mercy."
The other side advocates that 'you should not kill too much, otherwise you can kill indiscriminately and do whatever you want without any scruples. How is that different from the devil!'
Huang Shaohong remembers that when he was a child and watched cartoons, the good and evil of the protagonist were often represented by two villains representing angels and demons. Angels represented kindness and demons represented evil. The two villains quarreled endlessly in the protagonist's mind.
He feels that he is in this situation now. The former comes from the education he received in the past twenty years or so. He hears and sees that being kind to others is moral and bright.
The latter comes from the previous killings, the kind of freedom and comfort without any scruples, the kind that can easily take lives with just one punch, one kick, or simply pulling the trigger.
, the thrill of life and death is overwhelming.
The former is restraint, the latter is unscrupulous. These two concepts are entangled in his mind at this moment, making his head explode.
Huang Shaohong knew that he was probably mentally affected by the unscrupulous killing when he completed the mission before, or that this behavior was a strong impact on his human morality.
In other words, I may have a mental problem now. Simply put, I am going crazy.
So when Huang Shaohong couldn't bear it anymore and asked the system for help to no avail, he placed his hopes on the "Lotus Book" that could improve his character and strengthen his will.
Sitting cross-legged on the bed, Huang Shaohong closed his eyes and meditated, relaxing his mind and body, allowing the tense muscles and nerves in his body to slowly relax. After an unknown amount of time, his body finally relaxed, but the messy thoughts in his mind did not improve at all.
After his body relaxed, Huang Shaohong gathered all his energy and visualized the vague dark green color in his mind.
Different from usual times, the flower buds that I had been able to visualize skillfully before were particularly difficult to visualize this time. However, after all, I had the experience of successfully visualizing them. Even if it was difficult, the green color was slowly taking shape.
It gradually became clear from blur, and gradually took shape in those messy thoughts. The difference is that this time it is clearer than before, the color gradually changes from dark green to emerald green, and the flower buds even bulge, as if they are about to burst at any time.
Come.
After an unknown amount of time, there was a soft "pop" sound, and the emerald green on the flower buds cracked open, revealing a hint of pink inside.
The moment the pink color appeared, all the messy thoughts in Huang Shaohong's mind seemed to have found an outlet to vent, or were passively attracted, and were all absorbed by the pink color, and the pink color became more and more vivid.
Without those many confusing thoughts, Huang Shaohong's mind instantly became clear, and he felt extremely comfortable physically and mentally. When he opened his eyes, he realized that it was already bright outside, and Thirteenth Aunt and Lin Yunkai were looking worriedly in front of his bed.
Hold yourself.
"Feihong, are you okay?" Aunt Thirteen's face suddenly showed joy when she saw Huang Shaohong regaining consciousness.
Huang Shaohong shook his head: "Why did you come into my room?"
Aunt Thirteen complained: "It's not because of you that Yun Kai called you to eat in the morning, but you didn't answer for a long time. I thought you were asleep and didn't dare to call again, but it's already noon now. I'm worried about you."
Just come in and take a look if you have something to do, what are you doing?"
Huang Shaohong probably guessed what happened through her words, and he was shocked. He thought that it was just dawn, but he didn't expect that it was already noon.
Seeing that the other party was looking at me with worry and complaint, he immediately laughed and said, "It's nothing. I've recently become interested in Taoism and Buddhism, so I'm just going to do some research!"
Aunt Thirteen was surprised and said: "You don't want to become a monk, do you?"
Huang Shaohong laughed and said, "What are you thinking about? My family is a single generation, and I'm not married yet. I have to find a beauty with big eyes and a good figure to be a mistress for Yun Kai and the others!"
After hearing what he said, Aunt Thirteen suddenly blushed on her face, turned around and said, "Feihong, what are you talking about? I...I'll go wash your clothes..."
After saying that, he grabbed the dirty clothes Huang Shaohong had changed out of yesterday and ran out of the bedroom as if he was running away.
Huang Shaohong suddenly realized that his words might have caused some misunderstanding, and quickly explained: "Shaoyun, don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about you!"
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the clothes that had been taken away by Aunt Thirteen were thrown in along the door and fell on the ground, followed by a slightly crazy voice: "Wash it yourself, I have something else to do!"
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"Hey, what's wrong with her?" Huang Shaohong, who had just woken up from his visualization, was still a little confused about the current situation. Lin Yunkai on the side covered his mouth and snickered. When his master asked, he quickly found an excuse and hid.
After lunch, Huang Shaohong practiced his fists, kicks, and weapons for a while, then returned to his room, brewed a pot of tea and sipped it slowly. Thinking of the distracting thoughts in his mind yesterday, he couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly.
After all, I am just an otaku who has traveled through two worlds. If it weren't for the method of visualization, I would never have been able to break free from this mental problem so quickly.
At this time, with the help of the "Lotus Book", I can restrain my mental monkeys and rein in my horses, and I can see the problem very clearly. Now I think again, what does killing or not have to do with good and evil?
As long as you keep your bottom line and as long as you are a killable person, you will feel no shame in killing millions of people. That is the best answer.
The best example is Hong Qigong in The Condor Shooting. When Qiu Qianren was facing Qiu Qianren on Huashan Mountain and asked who among the heroes present was worthy of killing him, only the former leader of the Beggar Clan dared to tell him frankly, "I have killed two hundred and three people in my life."
Eleven people, everyone deserves to be punished for their crimes!
Why does Hong Qi kill so many people but doesn't have such a troublesome problem as himself? That's because he has his own bottom line. Anyone who crosses this line can be killed without regret. Even killing evil people is a good deed.
potential ideas.
And what about you? The world you will travel through in the future will definitely be unpredictable. If you remain so indecisive, you may go crazy without encountering danger. So where is the bottom line of your own heart?
Should those people from the Shahe Gang be killed even if there are no tasks issued by the system? The answer is yes!
Chapter completed!