Even honest officials find it difficult to make a decision on family matters, let alone being trapped in the situation. The questions that they didn't understand until they were thirty, or that they had never carefully investigated, still could not get the answer after this question.

Before Li Xiuli and Li Jiahui got married, Ah Qing had already married another man, but she was still inseparable from Li Jiahui. She was pregnant for only a few days, and whose child was she pregnant...

--"I have no idea."

This is the answer Li Mu got from A Qing.

It is hard to imagine a mother who doesn't know who her child's father is. Unfortunately, Li Mu can't see any clues in Ah Jiao's face. After all, this daughter looks more like her mother than a certain father.

——Unless the DNA is tested.

A Qing's words "I don't know" are so cunning that he can easily bind a man with such ambiguous words. Li Mu has been young and graduated from her own graduation to getting married and having children. Every month, his father will always disappear for one or two nights. Maybe he has won the money and sent some of it to the other side, or maybe he has lost the money and found a comfort...

——Maybe it's not her cunning...

It is also possible that the younger sister is a real sister. Even if she was not born to her father Riyaki, her father would still run there from time to time.

If the bet wins money, the mother will definitely not be happy for her father. Rather, she will go with him to drink with his friends. If the bet loses money, the mother will not comfort her father, but will instead sarcastically keep him away from gambling. In short, the two have no common language and even their values ​​are contrary to each other.

However, my father's actions today were indeed biased.

Say what you have, and being honest with your husband and wife is the most important thing.

It is hard to imagine how my mother would feel when she saw this scene today. Did she only see the moment when she was traveling at the door? Or did she put down the taxi business and follow her for a while? Or... she followed behind and observed for a whole day?

——Did I make a move that made my mother sad at that time? Have I ever been too intimate with Aunt Qing?

Can't remember...

It is precisely because I can't recall the details of it.

Although I wanted to use the excuse of "the past life is the past life, the present is the present" to evade the past history, the troubles that linger in my mind still linger.

[What should I do now?] He put his forehead on one hand and drew it on the manuscript paper.

On this night of National Day, Li Mu locked himself in a small room. After he returned home, he was no longer in the mood to chat with Lu Hui and Lu Wei and the others like he did the previous two days.

[No child is willing to help his parents divorce, watching his father find a woman other than his mother, or to see his mother find a man other than his father—]

[But my father and mother are obviously not in line with each other, and they will still be in pain in the future if they are forced to match them together.]

[I can even boldly say that I can change the world, but I can't change a person's personality—]

【what do I do……】

Limu's mood is getting more and more complicated. After all, this matter is fundamentally related to the lives of her parents, and she pretends to be ignorant and can only live a vulgar life full of coaxing. Now Limu's heart is like plastic roasted by fire, constantly changing its twisted shape, writing about the thoughts that gradually become anxious.

【Can you see it?】

【What should I do... tell me.】

So, Limu, who was extremely confused, picked up the manuscript paper and slapped it into the window. He actually hoped to get the response from the culprit who was unknown. For him, he didn't want to think about this anymore from the bottom of his heart.

Although Rimu is not a person who is unsure, he does not want to make decisions for his parents rashly. His parents' affairs are too embarrassing.

——Sight, are you there... But, why shouldn’t you see small words?

He completely ignored a flash of light on the nearby residential building.

Next to the wooden comic table, there were two comic models, four or five bottles of drawing ink, and a can of chocolate milk beans that could replenish their energy at any time. Various drafts of the character prototypes on the table were also casually scattered. The cup of black tea that my mother brought in was completely dry, and the withered yellow tea leaves were piled up at the bottom.

Li Mu just supported the window with his hands, lowered his head and looked at the ground, and Furu was the third wooden model outside the comic table.

——Will I become a child who is left on the street?

That was the horrible guess that my parents concealed each other when they were young. Now they bring loneliness and emptiness to Limu, just like a canoe moving forward in an uninhabited swamp.

It was not an overwhelming sense of anxiety that was abandoned by the world. It was a kind of melancholy, powerlessness and a illusion that was swept over like an Indonesian tsunami.

How long did this emotion last? He only regained consciousness when the phone rang outside and Li Xiuli shouted "Li Mu's phone number" outside the door.

——It was the call from the snoop!

Limu was different from the past. She even felt a slight excitement when she picked up the phone. Why is this happening?

He held the phone and was silent for a while, not as hysterical as usual.

The other end of the phone was also silent, and the two stood at both ends of the line and felt each other. Their feelings might be very different, but their hearts were also comforted.

The bell - the nice jingle ringing sounds on the front of the bicycle.

"...Let the flow and do what you should do." The same clear voice came from the microphone.

The voice is a bit familiar and unfamiliar, probably because it was deliberately raised.

"——Let it go naturally and do what you should do? Morita Masao's psychiatric therapy? I'm not a mental illness...

"No - I understand!" Li Mu just complained to him, and suddenly thought of the deep meaning.

“…”

"Thanks."

Seeing that the phone was silent again, Limu smiled and said thank you.

[Let it go naturally and do what you should do] is the eight-character mantra of Morita Therapy. When Riki obtained the nearly useless and cheap consultant qualification certificate, he once went to a hospital specializing in using Morita Therapy for an intern for a week.

Professor Masama Morita founded Morita Therapy in 1920. The main theme: Are you sick? What kind of mental illness? Obsessive-compulsive disorder? Like to grind your teeth while thinking? We don’t care about it, just do your own thing. What will it do if you have nothing to do?

He emphasizes: let it go and do what he should do.

【Go with the flow】

Masama Morita believes that to achieve the purpose of treatment, the reasoning of cognitive therapy is ineffective. Most people do not believe in ghosts. Both cognition and reason deny ghosts, but they still feel fear when walking through the cemetery at night.

Therefore, it is not possible to rely solely on rational understanding. Only by actually experiencing it emotionally can there be some changes. The first four words of Morita therapy require no need to force change the results. As long as you go with the flow, understand the laws of emotional activities, do not suppress or reject it, and let it die. If you are afraid of ghosts, you will be afraid of ghosts. Will you still be afraid of it after walking on a ten-year night road?

Just let it go...

Of course, it is not enough to just let things go. Masama Morita believes that things are divided into two types: controllable and uncontrollable. People should be in a natural attitude and not control uncontrollable things, such as human emotions. But they should still pay attention to "doing what they should do".

In Limu's opinion, the eight words of the peeper are reminding yourself: your parents' affairs are their own. You, a junior, don't need to be in charge of it, just let it go. At the same time, you should tell you that your mother's affairs do not need to be concealed, and what they have in mind, and gradually help them find out everything.

After all information is disclosed.

The ones who make the final decision, the ones who can make the decision for them - in fact, they are the only ones themselves!

...

"You're welcome."

The peeper on the other end of the phone said 11 words today, and Limu was hung up before she could hear her voice clearly.

【October 3, 9:30pm, today I heard Rimujun's voice again, and he asked me for help... He knew that I love him every day, and he also needed me, and we had a good understanding...

[…Riki Jun is indeed very knowledgeable...Morita Masao... He also dabbled in spiritual science... No, he can't get rid of it, I have to read more books...
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